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What happened to this forum was strange. It had little impact on me. But I hope Leo is alive and ok.

Congratulations on posting the best comment on this thread. What did you just eat? You need to eat that frequently.

This is the money world in the end. You're as free as the money you have in your bank account. Try to connect to your intuition and feeling then ask yourself "Despite my mother's shit, do I feel a loving connection to her though it's vague? Is there a part of her which genuinely loves me?". If the answer is a sure NO, then you must eliminate her from your life. If the answer is YES even if you're not sure, then give her the benefit of the doubt and work on your relationship. If you feel you need to distance yourself from her, do it for 1 or 2 years and see what happens. My mother was one of the most ignorant and toxic mothers in the world. I cut her off a few years a few times. But somehow I felt there was a part of her which genuinely loves me. I responded to that aspect of her and worked on our relationship. After many years of work and drama, my mother became one of the most loving mothers in the world. I probably can add more details and explanation, but it's difficult because I'm using my smartphone to write this. So, I'll stop here.

You and I know that the core reason you hate and harm beautiful girls is because you love and admire them, but they don't love you back. You reminded me of Elliot Rodger. I read his manifesto a few years ago. He hated girls because of the same reason I stated above. Initially, he did the things you did. I even remember him pouring hot coffee to a beautiful girl who he couldn't get. You and he are dangerous, but also pathetic. I'm issuing a strong warning: If you continue down that pathetic and twisted path, you'll end up the way Elliot did. After all the harm he inflicted on beautiful girls, he eventually murdered them before murdering himself. Here's a recent case of mass murder committed by a twisted Australian a few days ago, who might have been walking a similar path to you and Elliot. The 40-year-old Joel Cauchi also struggled with sexually attracting girls because of his poor social skills and schizophrenia. I know you're too selfish to try to put yourself in the shoes of beautiful girls. But I think it's better if I talk about their perspectives. Yes, many of them may come across as rude, arrogant, or entitled because they possess the power of physical beauty. And you can't really blame them. If you were a man with a beautiful face and body, emitting masculine energy, and highly sexually attractive to girls, you couldn't help but be very self-confident or even arrogant. Beautiful girls capture the hearts of dozens of boys in person, and hundreds, even thousands more on the internet, every day. That's how powerful they are. It's the reason they can earn a living without exerting as much effort as everybody else does. That's the power of their physical beauty. Their entitlement and arrogance are understandable. The beautiful girls who are confident but not arrogant are the mentally mature ones. Another strong reason beautiful girls can appear rude and arrogant is because they feel they need to. Throughout their teenage and adult lives, tens of thousands of boys have hit on them. At work, male colleagues hit on them almost daily. Every time they walk down the street, a dozen male pedestrians hit on them. Inside the mall, another dozen horny boys, including pickup artists, hit on them. This constant, repetitive sexual aggression from boys makes beautiful girls feel repulsed and exhausted. It's important to note that almost all of these advances are UNWANTED from the perspective of the beautiful girls, constituting forms of sexual harassment. How would you feel if an ugly and dirty male Indian homosexual with bad English approached you and initiated unwanted sexual contact? You would feel repulsed, correct? Now, imagine experiencing that scenario multiple times every day. It would undoubtedly make you feel extremely repulsed and annoyed; you might want to murder that homosexual. That's how beautiful girls frequently feel. They endure various forms of sexual harassment almost daily, leading some to develop defense mechanisms such as aggression, rudeness, or arrogance to deflect unwanted advances. Beautiful girls aren't as physically strong as males, so their defense mechanisms are often subtle, indirect, or aggressive but non-physical. These mechanisms are sensible and valid. Beautiful girls have the right to say NO to horny boys the same way you have the right to say NO to that ugly Indian homosexual. (I'm not being racist to Indians. I remember this user complaining about Indian callers with bad English, hence an Indian homosexual is a suitable example.) How do I know these things? I also frequently experience what beautiful girls experience. I'm not bragging but I must acknowledge that I tend to sexually attract beautiful girls (and ugly ones), and male homosexuals and bisexuals. Possessing beauty is a gift from God but it is also a curse. I frequently endure unwanted sexual advances, and most of them leave me feeling repulsed and annoyed - it amounts to sexual harassment. There's only a small percentage of girls who I want to fuck or impregnate. I'm lucky because I can defend myself from sexual predators. Male homosexuals and bisexuals are much more sexually aggressive than girls but they fear and respect me, hence their sexual aggression towards me is implicit and subtle. Just a few hours ago, I deflected an implicit sexual aggression from a male homosexual neighbor via screaming at him and calling him a fagg0t until he walked away. I made my defense mechanism explicit because the implicit sexual aggression had happened too many times and my implicit defense mechanism was not enough to stop it. Humans are too greedy and immature to stop their shit. I feel very sorry for beautiful girls because they tend to be easy targets for sexual predators. And beautiful girls tend to endure explicit sexual aggression from horny boys, resulting in significant mental-emotional pain. And in some cases, beautiful girls are even murdered by these sexual predators as documented by the video below. If you have some remaining goodness and sanity in you. Try to understand what I said. You can't blame beautiful girls and you can't hate them that much. You are free to dislike them but STOP harming them.

That's a real sense of humor.

Very cool indeed. Fresco was a very intelligent man and a true revolutionary. I think his vision will materialize. The only question is when. Just look at the current development of AI and robotics; it's already amazing and magical. You should have said "As long as you're not cool with the idea of everyone doing nothing, this world have no chance of materializing." Who will farm, fish, and cook to satisfy your hunger? Yes, eventually AI robot will do the slave labor. But as of now, we need to work. Fresco was not a failure, and his work is NOT useless. His vision and work provide the north star for humans.

Sounds very romantic. I love it. But in the end, God needs to sleep, eat, and shit.

In a few months? No.

She has scammed 42,000 other victims and will face additional charges for it. Perhaps such charges will result in another death penalty for her in her next incarnation. 😂 In the end, this massive value provider is actually a massive value predator.

Yes, If you're full of shit and can't help it, at least acknowledge it.

It can materialize via very advanced AI and robotics. But I think UBI must also be the norm first. We'd be very lucky if it all materialized in our lifetime. But suppose it does, doing nothing until death would be a tragedy. Doing what makes us feel love and excitement is the key. And it involves activity, intelligence, and creativity, though doing nothing is also a part of it. Are you really Japanese? Ryoko sounds a Japanese girl's name.

Correct Who you want to be and who you are are 2 different things. But yes, being strong and fierce but simulatenously sensitive and compassionate is a very beautiful thing.

The point of self-acceptance is to serve you, not the world. Who gives a fuck if the world doesn't accept you, as long as you accept yourself? As long as you have your basic survival needs met, you're ok. Another truth I must proclaim here is the world does respond in alignment with how you feel and view yourself. When I developed high self-esteem, self-acceptance, and self-respect, the world started to show me love, acceptance, and respect. But paradoxically, the world's love, acceptance, and respect for me has offered me little value, exactly because I have high self-esteem, self-acceptance, and self-respect. My cup is already full; I don't need the world to fill it.

Is that you @Asia P? Regardless, break all the rules, girl.

It's either X doesn't really love you, he truly loves you (almost unconditionally), or he's intelligent and honest enough to acknowledge that both you and he have polygamous tendencies. If it's a combination, I hope it's 2 and 3. That's how a relationship should be; loving but not possessive and suffocating. You're lucky to be in that relationship. The biggest advice is to be GENUINE with yourself. If you want to romantically enjoy x and y, just go for it. There's nothing wrong with it, especially because x has already informed you he is okay with it. If x ends the relationships, then that signifies that he doesn't walk his talk, and you should reassess whether he is worth your time and love. But you also need to remember that you're only 18. It's not good to take any romantic relationship too seriously at that age. Enjoy the romantic experiences but don't take them too seriously. You're only 18, girl.

I used to play computer games when I was a kid and teenager. Yes, you can include Xbox.

While watching the video, memories of me writing English books via MS Word in my home country and sending them for review via Google Drive to my Japanese business partner in Japan popped out of my head. I also remembered the times I had an online romance with my Japanese girlfriend (now my ex-wife) via the Line app. I started to feel overwhelmed by the realization of how useful and revolutionary computers and the internet are. I paused the video to regroup myself, and then I contemplated further. 10 years after this interview, YouTube was created. YouTube has been very valuable to me for learning, entertainment, and even spirituality. I have watched thousands or tens of thousands of informational and how-to videos, nature documentaries, videos by Leo, and walking tour videos such as the one below. I also remembered the times I booked flights via my computer and the internet. I felt very grateful and appreciative of the value such technologies provide. I studied Computer Engineering in college. Though I was never serious with my studies and was one of the most foolish students in the university (not an exaggeration - I used to be wasted almost every night and frequently skip classes), my educational background is sufficient for me to understand the complexity of computer hardware and software. Many people hate Bill Gates for various reasons. I dislike him for being able to sleep comfortably at night with his billions despite knowing billions of his fellow humans are living paycheck-to-paycheck, monetarily destroyed, or starving. Only a very selfish human is able to pull it off. But I must say Bill Gates and Paul Allen do deserve to be in the top 1%. They materialized a vision which is very powerful and transformative. I can't help but feel grateful to them and their company's salary slaves. Aside from the things I've already mentioned, I must add ChatGPT and this forum. ChatGPT has become a need for me. And this forum, enables me to publicly and easily express myself and share my thoughts via writing. The last force which inspired me to create this post was the realization that the computer and internet have made it possible for me to see and know that God's epitome of feminine beauty does exist, just thousands of kilometers away from me. Such a level of beauty has never existed in my vicinity (or perhaps it did 1 or 2 times in my entire life). Thanks to the PC and internet, now I know that girls as beautiful as these do exist. This enables me to create a new vision or expand my existing one. You might argue that Instagram owes its existence to Android. But you must recognize that Android itself owes its existence to the foundational technologies of the PC and internet.

Contemplate what you said. Millions? Only a few of them. The others have been enduring significant difficulty and suffering. Look at your life? Has it been easy and full of pleasures? Even others who seem happy and fulfilled are actually not that way, and are experiencing significant pain. You don't see and feel their pain and dissatisfaction because you're not living their lives. They are made of pure intelligence and magic. I always feel grateful for the beautiful things I have and perceive. Experiencing intense gratitude and appreciation for the beauty and intelligence of existence compensates for its difficulty and pain. Surely. God is both loving and bastardish. I'm using my smartphone, hence I can't eloborate more. But I recommend you read my first response to you again and then aggressively implement what I said. Those old people in the video are happy and optimistic. Probably such characteristics are the primary reason for their longevity. They are the exception, not the norm. They're lucky in many ways, including their parents and genetics, childhood environment, country of birth, etc. Most people are NOT that lucky. But you must maximize what you have been given with. As I have said in my first response, focus on things which are inside your limit. Everything else is inside God's domain, though your limit is included in that domain. In the end, this is God's show. That's just how it is.

Why can't you just accept that nobody here, including me, has the answer? The proposed answers "You need pain to experience pleasure." and "You need pain to keep you alive." are true but are not satisfying because they are NOT the highest answer. The highest answer is outside our limit, and we must accept that. I recommend focusing on the things inside your limit. What makes you feel love and excitement? Exert time and energy on that. What have you done to heal your traumas or improve yourself? This is the starting point which opens doors to more opportunities. Yes, the world is more similar to hell than heaven, with more demons and devils than angels and archangels. But what can you do, given the resources you have, to help materialize the opposite? Don't underestimate the power of asking these 3 major questions (subquestions can sprout from them). Take them seriously. Contemplate them for a long time even if takes years to discover the answers. Everything else is a waste of time. How about spirituality? Your spirituality is embedded in the answers to the 3 major questions, alongside love and respect for truth and beauty. What's the purpose of creating the human ego? Is it for God to repeatedly batter it until it becomes too soft and weak; ultimately surrendering to God? That God is crazy and cruel. You have been correct on most things. But I have observed you being wrong on a few things. Perhaps, what you proclaimed here is one of those few things. If true spirituality entails complete surrender to the Universe's Will, does that mean healing childhood traumas, prioritizing one's health, discovering one's life purpose, creating and accomplishing ambitions, and engaging in any form of personal development are unspiritual, useless, and a waste of time? Say that to the hundreds of thousands (or even 1 million) of humans who self-murdered last year.

That's mind-boggling intelligence! This is how salary slavery will be ended. It seems "how the world should be" will materialize sooner than I anticipated. I feel excited about the future. But I wonder whether corporate and human greed will hijack such beauty.

It could also be a human inside the coffin because his robot had enough of his shit.

It's better if you finish watching the video. The "uuhh" is actually part of the design and was explained in the later part of the video. I don't approve of including "uuhh" to the robot's speech to make it sound very human. It's a silly idea. If anything, it's humans who need to train to exclude "uuhh" from their speech. No, robots can handle such situations well. The real heroes for humans are the robots, not Superman and Batman. That's a very good investment opportunity. You're lucky to have the capital for it. Indeed, such twisted humans do exist and will surely abuse robots. It makes me ponder whether "robot rights" should be considered when establishing rules and regulations related to AI and robotics. But not necessarily true. There are many things to contemplate, learn, and master. AI and robotics are excellent tools for such activities.

Amen! But I recommend you (and other humans) enhance your beauty-appreciating capability, so you don't take such things for granted! It's a sin to enjoy the benefits of such beauty without feeling grateful and without appreciating the mind-boggling intelligence, time, and energy behind it.

I've been using, learning, teaching, and dissecting the English language for more than a decade. As a non-native speaker of the language, I can easily detect the "faults" and needless complexities. A few years ago, I created and used my own English. I neglected the "craziness" and "faults" native speakers often use and commit. As a result, my English might have sounded weird or broken to native speakers or typical English teachers and learners. But perhaps, my English sounded cool and unique to some. But recently, I combined my English with the "usual" English because, in the end, English is a medium of communication. It's not about being sensible or correct, but rather a way to express and understand each other. Unfortunately, the usual English does the job. Here's one of the many things I dislike about English. There are too many words to describe one thing. I prefer simplicity to needless complexities. The problem is more about needless complexities than nuance. In that conversation alone, "generated", "obtained", "created", "produced", "acquired", "earned", "made", "realized", "secured", "attained", "materialized", "accomplished", and "achieved" are mentioned. That's 13 words to choose from to describe 1 thing. And there are even more but I have no time to list them all. I simply need 1 action word to describe the idea that I profited 90 USD via stock trading. But for variety, 2 action words are better. Perhaps "earned" and "accomplished". To be more metaphorical or poetic, "materialized" and "manifested" can be added. There should only be 4 English words to describe what I wanted to communicate. I love complexity. But I also love simplicity. In the future, I might revert to using my English again to express or honor my ideas and insights. That happens when I prioritize simplicity, correctness, consistency, and sense over "commonness", rules, and easy communication. Integrating "how it should be" and "being practical" is very difficult but must be done. Revelation: I'm not a profitable trader yet. But I can be soon.

@eos_nyxia Congratulations on making the best comment on this thread! Are you a native speaker of English? I'll share my thoughts on your reply (and others') when I have time. @bebotalk I can see you have made the most comments on this thread. I'll get you when the time comes. Another thing I dislike about English is 1 word can mean dozens of things. The word "get" exemplifies that. No it's not cool, it's perverted. To lessen any animosity from native speakers of English and English lovers in this forum, I feel the need to proclaim I love the language despite its shit. That was why I invested time and energy creating this thread.