Gidiot

There’s a good quote by a guy named Chris Williams, “there’s two types of people in this world, the rich and the fucked”

Everything is perfect, suffering is just as imaginary an as ego identity

I think that is what I need. I notice whenever I type or open my mouth, all that comes out is bullshit

Hahaha. Hope it all makes sense soon

It’s good to not desire shit

I can’t stand 90% of the people on this planet, they are so barbaric. Yes I sound like a dick but I really do think I’m more compassionate than 90% of people but on the flip side I don’t really give a shit about their opinions and it’s not a competition in my eyes, nor do I expect them to be act or do any certain way or thing, unfortunately it’s just how people are. Dumb chimps. And while we are posting in the “real life” forum let’s not forget there’s a high likelihood it’s all dreamt up to show us duality to transcend but that’s just my frustrated two cents

Maybe why is asked by god so it can create a backstory to anything and everything and entertain itself some more

If there is no ground to being how could you assert you exist. “Here I am” yea but “I” isnt permanent and neither is here. Where is here? It’s all a mind game. Zoom out far enough and eventually there is no ground of “here”. Seems like an appearance to me

It’s a good question you raise… if everything is gods will, then people who commit suicide are too. Suicide feels wrong to me that’s why “I” wouldn’t do it but I’m curious as to what will happen if there was no longer a feeling of being in a body. It’s said that it’ll be this and that after death but I haven’t had the consciousness to be certain of it yet. Way too many concepts

Guilt is probably worse than the perceived pain of hurting someone’s feelings. The world has enough people pleasers, not enough authentic beings. Just my take

Limitation is hard to love

I never existed and it’s all unreal there’s absolutely not tangibility of any of it, it’s just an appearance and I’m part of that appearance

@Leo Gura I actually enjoy god mode, it’s quite fun to play with it. It doesn’t ruin the game for me, matter of fact I prefer god mode to hard mode. agreed, struggling for everything doesn’t create worth it in my eyes, it certainly can but I can enjoy most things and blessings/gifts the easy way, guess that’s just me. I like easy

As long as had my memory of the pain that should be enough, thats the constant reminder, but yet i think that reality is perfect and therefore i try to change as little as possible, of course i still have preference which is automatic to some degree and in that preference is a pleasant experience over a painful one,but theres no use working your life trying to chase pleasure and avoid pain because as you know you really cant avoid pain. apparently its just necessary in existence, and so i concede to that fact. i wish it wasnt so, but i concede

let the people decide for themselves, there more than enough info, its a nuanced topic and yea id probably say its not for everyone and isnt healthy, but im pretty sure scientific evidence would back that eating red meat per instance is a lot more harmful that smoking weed. you cant be an prohibitionist are you? youve addressed the health aspects but what about the communal aspects, should people really go to jail for posesseing weed when they can legally buy alcohol and cigarettes? i personally dont smoke anymore but i did it responsibly for the most part when i did, i definitely dont think people should be driving on it. but its not the end of the world if people can go to local store and buy some. science says alcohol and tobacco are much more harmful anyway....

We cant live in a society where tobacco and alcohol are legally sold and weed isnt, it too hypocritcal, I hope people make psychs legal too, thats the only way i could try them, if they were done in a clinically sound way.

Something i need to contemplate is yes they say you need duality to know the good and the bad, but once’s you’ve seen the bad to know the good, do you still need the constant reminder of the bad? once I’ve been hit in the balls I know to protect them, I don’t need to be reminded again and again, duality could work this very same way, but it doesnt

That’s why my name is Gidiot - Genius/Idiot. this is a great realization

@axiom I will try that thanks, yea I have no idea what infinite awareness and self is nor do I know how I’d confirm it to myself if I did feel it, yea I know I got into spirituality cause I thought I could get somewhere, I’ll just keep doing whatever happens and be content with it. There really is no other option as I said in another thread if I don’t have the balls for psychs there’s no way I have the balls for destruction of the self in any way

Amen brother, we don’t need socialism or communism but we don’t need capitalism either, we aren’t just individuals in a society and we aren’t just a society with no individuals it’s a balance. but it’s telling Sadhguru said it’s not like the people stuffed into these big cities are doing it out of love they are there because of greed and because of survival. To me that is the fundamental flaw, there is no sense of community we are far too afraid of one another and there is just a lack of compassion and empathy, understanding, waking people up is key for sure. I don’t think spirituality will be popular world wide until automation takes over though and people actually have time to think. Being a wage slave takes up so much time and energy.

Osho is a great gem in this dream of mine

I’d like to get somewhere but what irks me is that even with like you said decades of effort you may not get there. I love it man, I truly do I love life but it’s just so frustrating spinning your wheels. Maybe this must happen too like you said, everything must collapse to see what’s always been there

@Tron great vid haha

@axiom haha I don’t know who to believe but I think both leo and Jim Newman, Osho and Sadhguru, all have something to say and I’ll listen, also it’s not like I never did practices I’ve done hundreds and hundreds of hours of meditation and yoga over 5 years now I just don’t feel like I’m getting anywhere, that’s why those messages became so appealing

@Breakingthewall and if you want out? You’re seen as having a problem even though what you described sounds neurotic. The only way there can be constant motion is if there is a state of stability and pleasantness otherwise you will just collapse from exhaustion or pain suffering etc. sad thing is, that is not our natural state and you have to do practices to get there and in my experience of doing hundreds of hours of practices it still isn’t there so yet here Holykael is and here I am