Gidiot

Porn is just a form of sexual expression theirs more conscious and less conscious porn and so you can’t generalize it as all good or bad, but Generally I’d say most porn is very uninteresting and boring just from experience. You really have to look for the gems but it can be consumed at a high level. I’m not ready to say real sex is better for everyone because I don’t think that, I think for some people they need porn. Or at least masturbation, there’s been too much demonization, but at the same time there’s nothing wrong with virginity and abstinence either, if you’re not hurting anyone I don’t see a problem with it

Hope it works out for you bro, it’s all love and I respect your path and callling, I tend to trend towards surrender than effort and so that’s what I try to embody but I think effort and practice works too. Good luck

This is where “I” am at too. Developing a purpose just isn’t clicking right now. I’d much rather just go with the flow, seems like we need a purpose but I’d rather not have one honestly. Maybe you’re different

Honestly dude, I dig your political analysis but I’ve told you and Leo told you that you are worrying too much. I don’t think social security will be taken away, it’ll be as popular as repealing roe vs wade

Eminem may be the goat, but I don’t think I’ll like any other rap album as much as Kendrick Lamar’s DAMN. My beautiful dark twisted fantasy is a close second,

@something_else they are what they are. It’s as simple as that, it achieves nothing but to call out idiotic behavior is a fun part of the dream

There’s a good quote by a guy named Chris Williams, “there’s two types of people in this world, the rich and the fucked”

Everything is perfect, suffering is just as imaginary an as ego identity

I think that is what I need. I notice whenever I type or open my mouth, all that comes out is bullshit

Hahaha. Hope it all makes sense soon

It’s good to not desire shit

I can’t stand 90% of the people on this planet, they are so barbaric. Yes I sound like a dick but I really do think I’m more compassionate than 90% of people but on the flip side I don’t really give a shit about their opinions and it’s not a competition in my eyes, nor do I expect them to be act or do any certain way or thing, unfortunately it’s just how people are. Dumb chimps. And while we are posting in the “real life” forum let’s not forget there’s a high likelihood it’s all dreamt up to show us duality to transcend but that’s just my frustrated two cents

Maybe why is asked by god so it can create a backstory to anything and everything and entertain itself some more

If there is no ground to being how could you assert you exist. “Here I am” yea but “I” isnt permanent and neither is here. Where is here? It’s all a mind game. Zoom out far enough and eventually there is no ground of “here”. Seems like an appearance to me

It’s a good question you raise… if everything is gods will, then people who commit suicide are too. Suicide feels wrong to me that’s why “I” wouldn’t do it but I’m curious as to what will happen if there was no longer a feeling of being in a body. It’s said that it’ll be this and that after death but I haven’t had the consciousness to be certain of it yet. Way too many concepts

Guilt is probably worse than the perceived pain of hurting someone’s feelings. The world has enough people pleasers, not enough authentic beings. Just my take

Limitation is hard to love

I never existed and it’s all unreal there’s absolutely not tangibility of any of it, it’s just an appearance and I’m part of that appearance

@Leo Gura I actually enjoy god mode, it’s quite fun to play with it. It doesn’t ruin the game for me, matter of fact I prefer god mode to hard mode. agreed, struggling for everything doesn’t create worth it in my eyes, it certainly can but I can enjoy most things and blessings/gifts the easy way, guess that’s just me. I like easy

As long as had my memory of the pain that should be enough, thats the constant reminder, but yet i think that reality is perfect and therefore i try to change as little as possible, of course i still have preference which is automatic to some degree and in that preference is a pleasant experience over a painful one,but theres no use working your life trying to chase pleasure and avoid pain because as you know you really cant avoid pain. apparently its just necessary in existence, and so i concede to that fact. i wish it wasnt so, but i concede

let the people decide for themselves, there more than enough info, its a nuanced topic and yea id probably say its not for everyone and isnt healthy, but im pretty sure scientific evidence would back that eating red meat per instance is a lot more harmful that smoking weed. you cant be an prohibitionist are you? youve addressed the health aspects but what about the communal aspects, should people really go to jail for posesseing weed when they can legally buy alcohol and cigarettes? i personally dont smoke anymore but i did it responsibly for the most part when i did, i definitely dont think people should be driving on it. but its not the end of the world if people can go to local store and buy some. science says alcohol and tobacco are much more harmful anyway....

We cant live in a society where tobacco and alcohol are legally sold and weed isnt, it too hypocritcal, I hope people make psychs legal too, thats the only way i could try them, if they were done in a clinically sound way.

Something i need to contemplate is yes they say you need duality to know the good and the bad, but once’s you’ve seen the bad to know the good, do you still need the constant reminder of the bad? once I’ve been hit in the balls I know to protect them, I don’t need to be reminded again and again, duality could work this very same way, but it doesnt

That’s why my name is Gidiot - Genius/Idiot. this is a great realization

@axiom I will try that thanks, yea I have no idea what infinite awareness and self is nor do I know how I’d confirm it to myself if I did feel it, yea I know I got into spirituality cause I thought I could get somewhere, I’ll just keep doing whatever happens and be content with it. There really is no other option as I said in another thread if I don’t have the balls for psychs there’s no way I have the balls for destruction of the self in any way