Ulax

😂

Bro knows ball

You are a handsome chap so I would agree but you didn't shout me out in the stream. So i am VERY angry and will therefore decline

Yeti started well but was being evasive in the last third

38 minutes in... dissapointed my name hasn't been mentioned but impressed by the mature discussion so far

Had a video call date from Hinge. Will post a field report after I watch Yeti v Lordfall ---- Man this chronic neck pain is killing me ---- Me (Andrew Garfield) suing Yeti/ Lordfall (Jesse Eisenburg) for not shouting me out in the live stream --- We need to stop the sanification of Putin. He is more akin to a terrorist group ---- Report Hinge video call date Was rather nervous before this video call date. Many parts of me just wanted to cancel, especially because she was hot and I was intimidated, and she set an evaluative frame around the video call, which gave her the high value role. Anyhow, it started off and this girl was ADHD as FUCK. Like turbo mode! She seemed quite nervous and was sort of rambling about a bunch of things, and just wouldn't stop monologuing lol. Anyhow, I tried doing some push-pulls, and some evaluations. She was kinda interesting because she had like 8 different hobbies. But also she was OBSESSED with sex. Like she couldn't stop talking about it. She was talking about cock cages and things like that. I think she may have been trying to see how I'd react. But this girl would not stop rambling. Anyhow, I started talking in terms of I love and I hate. And did some open loops about what I had done today, which worked well. I decided I really wanted to just see what could happen with all Todd's attraction tactics, so i was spamming tf out of things like mini cold reads, exaggerated teases, push-pulls. It was pretty uncalibrated because they were also coming from a place of insecurity rather than amusement. But it was good to get some more reference experiences of them. My best points came through shit test passing. I've been practicing the shit test passes of misinterpretation on the forum a lot, and I was pretty fluently doing them. It was quite funny she commented about how my "chat" (british for banter) was all about being the prize. My life has a positive trajectory atm, but sounds retarded re current circumstances so i have insecurity regarding normal conversation. So i was really spamming banter, and attraction tactics, and trying some evaluation. But this girl KEPT RAMBLING. I had a lot of negative scripts in my head too during the date. Things like this never works out for me, she will friendzone me. BUt then i tried saying to myself "of course she will like me I'm Ulax", and that helps somewhat. Anyhow, around 35 mins in she commented that I was "this close to her being done with me" or something akin. I mean I had really been giving her a hard time with attraction tactics. I was confused at first and she was a bit cocky so i said "End the call then ;)". Probs not most calibrated but i was curious to see her response, and also i enjoyed putting her in her place a little playfully. Anyhow, like a minute later i told her i had to go in a minute but that I had found it ... interesting to meet her. I was trying not to give away all my validation to her, to keep the sexual tension, but this was probs poor calibration. Because then she said "But we didn't even have a conversation", and basically rejected me. I wished her well, and was chill about it. I felt mixed because i was honestly happy not to get friendzoned and had played to win with attraction tactics. Todd says if you over-tease that is better than under-teasing. It is still early days for me with all these new attraction tactics in person so it is understandable that i am uncalibrated. Anyhow, she later messaged me saying she thought i was cool but was stressed out by the combative banter with someone she just met, and didn't want to waste my time with another call if she wasnt sure it was a yes. I dunno how much of that is euphamism of a soft goodbye. So hard to know about that. I replied Sorry didn't mean to offend. All the best . She love reacted, and that was that. Three learnings i can take: - My shit test passes are real good now. Practising them helps a bunch - Open looping I love and I hate works well - I premised in the negative well. I flirted playfully about us not working well together because of some playful reason early and that seemed to work well, she playfully did it back. Big thing to work on: Keep injecting premise into interaction. Yes there are many areas to fix. But for years I've struggled with that aspect so even if its uncalibrated its the right thing to focus on. ---- Currently reading through Thomas Paine's Common Sense. This is a Pamphlet distributed in the 1770s US with the intent to persuade the population of the reasons against British Governance. Ironically it is supposed to be written in very plain and simple language. That is what it is lauded for. But its actually full of non-necessary fancy language and turns of phrase. But he does make some interesting arguments against things like Monarchy, and the British constitution. I am 15 pages into the 72 pages of it. I am also watching the John Adam's HBO Max show alongside this. I have really come to appreciate the level of content HBO Max have in terms of shows. Very impressive library -----

Damn I missed it

That is reactive

@Olaf This is why I've been liking the word 'adorable' recently

Glad you're so invested in my growth and potential

Glad my results mean so much to you

Glad you see me as so defensively adept

Because of a lifetime of extremely positive social validation