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I understand

No matter what happens to me I will aim up. So unless it is absolutely necessary to protect myself or others, I will not murder anyone. Edit: I missed that you said you had serious concerns about that worry. Given that I would also add I seriously recommend getting professional help with this. Work with a therapist who knows about CPTSD and narcissistic abuse. There are too many therapists naive about the reality of evil. Jordan Peterson's talk about the story of Job whilst on Theo Von's podcast is also very helpful. This perspective can only come from someone who has not experienced a certain level of evil in their life. Serious vengeance is a very understandable impulse given the level of brutality some experience at the hands of another. Acting on that impulse is a very different question though. One I only endorse in necessary situations. I detest this labelling of 'cry baby' you give as well. It's cruel and callous.

Glad you noticed that about me

I'm glad you agree now

RIght/ wrong isn't determined by just how people feel

Feeling is different to obligation

I wouldn't feel anyone owed that obligation to my relationship, outside of friends/ family

Easy to read

Why would i respect her relationship with her bf?

How do you accept? Do you just say to yourself "I accept my anxiety"

I'm confused. What's wrong with what bro did?

4 mins in and they convinced her to eat her hamster's head. BRUH. Rip Hamster. You deserved better

Never heard of these guys. Will watch

Zenty is an advanced pickup dude. He'll be better at reading social signals than 99% here