Ulax

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  1. I came across lots of them at university
  2. @Majed What have been your logistics during these 2700 approaches?
  3. I agree. Its why I find friendship is a much more beautiful than romantic relationships. Re dating generally, I hate normie dating. Only pickup really appeals to me.
  4. True. Its a reason why I'm very selective in the women I date.
  5. @LordFall How to challenge a limiting belief?
  6. Sleep well my goat
  7. I watched the shows: Band of Brothers and The Pacific. What amazing shows. I also watched Generation Kill. ---- I might make a cybersecurity youtube channel and record my cybersecurity journey. ----- ok am publishing my first video. Letssss go ----- My daily routine is going strong as ever. However, I'm finding it surprisingly difficult to get ANY job in London. My aim has been to move to London to do game, and cybersecurity in the evenings. I have stopped doing game in my current town. Not by plan. But I will get back on the horse. Family therapy and a pressurising salesmen seem to have affected my frame recently, and i believe that has affected my motivation for game. Though really I am being hard on myself because the move to a big city is the big thing. I find it very challenging to be consistent going out solo and that is the seeming necessity in my current town. Its difficult because i want to give myself grace. But there is also the issue of treating an obstacle as a concrete wall. I can accept that family therapy is expected to throw me off a bit. I mean I was estranged for 5 years from them. And now I'm seeing them again. My dad seems great re potential relationship. But my mum is up to her usual nonsense. And I'm torn about this family therapist I've chosen. In cybersecurity atm I've been studying phishing which has been kinda funny. But my mind drifts back to a previous opportunity I had. Very much a once in a lifetime type of opportunity. And wonder what could have been. But there is a way the world is and the way you want it to be. And you have to accept the reality of the former. Cybersecurity can be a struggle because I don't have such a grand vision for it atm. And a lot of butthurt whiny people online talk about the industry. I will try and just label this as noise. I mean when I was 18 i got selected for an opportunity 10000x harder than getting a cybersec job, so I try and put this is perspective.
  8. Damn. One million views on this thread
  9. I like old Kanye. I dislike new, political Kanye