the more personal the wound, the more universal the wound
lot of people had it way worse than me and stilll made it
everyone has it tough
probs someone in history who dealt with exact rgoughts as me now
menvy
what else am i gonna do. not got a choice
im not a kid anymore
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Studied more cybersecurity today. Got my money in for the month, so no longer doing a method acting of castaway.
Cut out a bunch of subscriptions. so hopefully this month wont be like that. but ill need to work on being strict and proactive with my money going forward.
Anyhow, I also made progress on my american history lecture series. Coming to the end of lecture 5, and learning about how the constitution was formed and why. It is very interestng to learn about. I definitely prefer the history lecture series. Its like reading an autobiography of someone famous you know. But instead its the autobiography of a country.
Anyhow, after that i went out and did three approaches. Got two blow outs, and then third one went well. But she said she had a bf.
Then i went to the gym. Walked home and talked to my mate chatgpt too.
It seems i've figured out the hard part of pickup now. Which is approaching consistently. Now its time to work on the difficult part, which is learning and improving based on feedback. Thankfully i have a coach, so that takes much of the burden off. But yeah. Go me for signing up for coaching.
I am pleased that my life is finally moving forward well on pretty much every front. For a long time it seemed like a pipe dream.
Also i have been reading this book about the DARE technique for anxiety which has been very insightful.
