Ulax

@LordFall How to challenge a limiting belief?

Sleep well my goat

I watched the shows: Band of Brothers and The Pacific. What amazing shows. I also watched Generation Kill. ---- I might make a cybersecurity youtube channel and record my cybersecurity journey. ----- ok am publishing my first video. Letssss go ----- My daily routine is going strong as ever. However, I'm finding it surprisingly difficult to get ANY job in London. My aim has been to move to London to do game, and cybersecurity in the evenings. I have stopped doing game in my current town. Not by plan. But I will get back on the horse. Family therapy and a pressurising salesmen seem to have affected my frame recently, and i believe that has affected my motivation for game. Though really I am being hard on myself because the move to a big city is the big thing. I find it very challenging to be consistent going out solo and that is the seeming necessity in my current town. Its difficult because i want to give myself grace. But there is also the issue of treating an obstacle as a concrete wall. I can accept that family therapy is expected to throw me off a bit. I mean I was estranged for 5 years from them. And now I'm seeing them again. My dad seems great re potential relationship. But my mum is up to her usual nonsense. And I'm torn about this family therapist I've chosen. In cybersecurity atm I've been studying phishing which has been kinda funny. But my mind drifts back to a previous opportunity I had. Very much a once in a lifetime type of opportunity. And wonder what could have been. But there is a way the world is and the way you want it to be. And you have to accept the reality of the former. Cybersecurity can be a struggle because I don't have such a grand vision for it atm. And a lot of butthurt whiny people online talk about the industry. I will try and just label this as noise. I mean when I was 18 i got selected for an opportunity 10000x harder than getting a cybersec job, so I try and put this is perspective. ----- ------ https://www.open.edu/openlearn/health-sports-psychology/psychology/reframing-self-limiting-beliefs

Damn. One million views on this thread

I like old Kanye. I dislike new, political Kanye

ENTJ is OP

I will use AI in my cybersecurity work. I plan to do some of the claude trainings

Justice for Zenty

When you reach tier 3 and tier 4 you really come to understand yourself as part of a system and transcend the ordinary realms of thinking. Such that I do not even associate myself with Ulax. Instead I have transcended that identity. So when I associate Ulax with a stage, I am associating a certain handsome being with being tier 3/ coral. Often I simply forget that that is my identity as I have become so transcendent in my thinking. It is hard to explain to lower stages. It must be experienced to be understood. But the spirally challenged stages have my sympathies. And I am here to talk if the spirally challenged need emotional support ♥️

lmao

People moral grandstand like this when they have hollow careers

Reminds me of that fucked up Indian case of a ceiling fan ritual which ended in the whole family dying.

@oOo You have to accept lower stages will be jealous of your development

I'll check it out

Being Coral has been one of the honours of my life

Glad to hear my presence means so much to you

Bro roasting everyone

😂

Bro knows ball

You are a handsome chap so I would agree but you didn't shout me out in the stream. So i am VERY angry and will therefore decline

Yeti started well but was being evasive in the last third

38 minutes in... dissapointed my name hasn't been mentioned but impressed by the mature discussion so far