Ulax

You are noticing an impulse to qualify. Qualification is where you speak to please, impress or change your perception in the eyes of the other person. Its a common impulse.

I find it challenging

I'm ENTP Though my personality irl fluctuates a lot based on who I'm with and my confidence levels

It has its pros and cons

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That's part of why I want to get good at pickup. You actually have options and can be selective

You're right, I did win psychopath of the century last year

Issue is many women these days want to have their cake and eat it too

People aren't that unique

Why did the parrot fall out of the tree?

i'm confused. You asked a moral question and now you complain about moralising?

Rn I have 2 quid/ bucks in my account. This is unideal. But is good for the origin story lol. Maybe i will have to do a high consciousness bank robbery. We'll see. I tried some new study techniques for my cyber stuff but they kill my enjoyment for the subject. So i am back to my trusty process. A good thing is that I started my next set of goals for my American History lecture series: I will be doing the full syllabus from lecture 4 to lecture 7. So far in lecture four i have been learning about the articles of the confederation, and the relationship that the states had together in the beginning of the united states. I enjoy doing these lecture series much more than reading books. I mean books form part of these lecture series. But i dislike just reading books on their own. This is my process. Everyone has their own preferences and processes. I hope to do a fair few of these lecture series across my life. And do the full syllabus for them too. I have an IT interview for next week. Issue is ik fuck all about IT lol. So we'll see what happens there. I didn't go out and do my planned approaches yesterday. Its ok because i can make up for them today tho. Also had another family therapy session with my parents yesterday too. Which went ok. But my dad's age keeps fucking me up, and the bruddah keeps being morbid about it. Death is something that freaks me tf out. So i hope the bruddah chills with that going forward. But yeah, things are ok. It helps when i write things out like this. The money thing is anxiety causing for sure. But i will be ok again in a few days. I hope my high-consciousness bank robberies manage to make enough to buy me some sandwiches for next few days. ------------ HOLY SHIT That was the best game session of ma life! ---- ----- Well i ran out of money so i couldn't eat, which made approaching interesting today. I did three approaches. I did "Hey scuse me... you seem low-key adorable". first one gave me weird look and also flustered look, then said she was married. I did a misinterpretation, then want on my way. Next, i got kind of in my head, so i said "nice to meet you" to her she said it back, and then i said "nice to meet you again" lmao. She then politely ended the convo hahaha. Third one was an instant "I have a bf". But ye. More to say but i cba to type more. --- Though i am proud i did my part for women's mental health again today

How do you practice forgiveness?

That is a reassuring view

frfr

Every female friendship I've had has had some MAAAD sexual tension in it. Except for two. But i got that DAWG in me. So i may be an exception.

I get future cult vibes

😂

Also, there is much less sexual incentive for women to develop competence

I like that term: Woke slop.

True

😂

I'd read Cal newport's So good they cant ignore you book

How long do you feel it for?