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I second this recommendation

LLM? AGI?

@ZenAlex https://www.shinzen.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/12/art_PowerofGone.pdf

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First, I'd try and crack mindfulness meditation. Find a variety of types of mindfulness meditation, and try to experiment with them until you find one that works. Ie mahasi method, kenneth folks work, shinzen young, Dan Ingrams work. Second, also depth psychotherapy (ones that work on changing your unconscious) , i.e. IFS therapy, psychodynamic therapy, gestalt. Can also do somatic therapies like somatic experiencing, TRE. Finally, you can look into psychological 'wiping' tools. These sort of clean out negative memories/ emotions. Examples of these include PSTEC click tracks, and EMDR. Heard yoga is also good.

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Have you tried Shinzen young's see hear feel method?

@MsNobody IFS therapy. Can also look into ideal parenting protocol https://www.reddit.com/r/idealparentfigures/comments/vl27y9/introduction_to_the_ideal_parent_figure_method/. Imo, always good to deal with the root of the issue.

@Ampresus https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StBTuX0tqU8&t=44s&pp=ygUTc2hpbnplbiB5b3VuZyBub3Rpbg%3D%3D (video) https://www.shinzen.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/08/SeeHearFeelIntroduction_ver1.8.pdf (pdf guide)

Meditation.

On the meditation front, Shinzen Young's see hear feel meditation guide could be helpful I think. The technique should help better than your current one atm. Also, can try: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1W30oR1UDBI&pp=ygUTa2VubmV0aCAgZm9sayBiYXNpYw%3D%3D

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Only focusing on the surface issue, rather than addressing the root of the problem

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Could be limerence rather than attachment.

Next time just start whispering "JK Rowling, JK Rowling, JK Rowling" and see how she reacts

Could try some trauma release exercises (TRE)

Dude, you have all of eternity to be dead. Why not just stick around and see how this plays out? You never know for sure what could happen.

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@Ayham I used to have a serious internet addiction. So, using see-hear-feel on videos was kinda helpful. Not sure re behavioral change.

If you learn shinzen young's see hear feel meditation method, you can meditate whilst watching anything. So even something low consciousness you are watching can become high consciousness