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after a long realationship I am single again and ready to date some girls. I am quite confident, able to talk a lot, entertain them, play around and make them laugh. They tell me that they have agreat time with me BUT I miss always the point to open up the sexual game part. I need help with some openers, or framing techniques to get this layer in to the conversation. I would also appreciate good books recommendations on that topic.

architecture would be totally mixed with nature

What a great read. Cant wait to experience that at some point. Btw I think you are gifted in writing. I could feel your energy and had a so much images while reading. Much love for you

Its preciously the reason why you are not awake - you r denying love. What helped for me realizing that and accept and give more love = being god? Meta meditation? Contemplating love, shadow- and survivalwork. good luck m8

Iam in playing: building a business to get decent money to be able afterwards to just travel and doing spiritual stuff and music. Its quite easy ?

Your post gave me shivers. Excellent. Thanks!

I laughed very loud!

Totally - I would love when we would create our own Ashram / village or city - but then it would have occult vibes - probably leo wouldnt want it - but with so many open minded people we could try lots of different society systems - would be amazing , even just for experementing reasons..

Watch osho on youtube about creativity - his view is great

I think in your case u should start with low dosage / microdosing on your own - or with a trusted person together. also what its important in your case is your meditation / mindfulness skill. To be able to ground yourself. work your way up with these tools - they r very powerful / it could put you back in a unhealthy mental state. Besides this retreat is way too expensive. In europe: netherlands or portugal its way cheaper. I could be wrong - find out what resonates with you - best wishes

this thread is pretty low consciouss. just Joking but there is „more aligned with truth“ - what do u think?

Thanks for this post. It opened up a big question for me: some people explain their experience as pure bliss (white light) and some as u wrote as pure horror (black light.) I am wondering if its about the dosage? Seems like not enough dosage keeps still a bit ego alive and it is the one which defines the trip as horror. any advices to avoid the horror one? And get straight in to the pure light?

As I couldnt find any Theads about this topic I had the need to start one. I found an amazing Video about Alchemy on Youtube - it merges perfectly whith all the conciousness work that I have dine so far. I highly recommend this Video - he explains it very well: I want to get deeper in to this topic and Iam windering if someone can share his experience where to start (books, videos etc.)

Ah yeah of course - another one : when realize that Iam god. Could I still be at some point (after this life for example) again unconcsious? Or do I attain a degree like they claim in Hindu religion.

„You were sett Yeah I dont get this one. "you have been sitting here forever“ - Can someone explain?

Iam an Actor and a Musician - since I started my spiritual journey I am not so creative anymore. As I want to spread awareness and not low concious content. Because of that its hard for me to get in to the flow and just create just stuff in a playful way. Because of all my realizations I feel like I have a lot of responsibility. iam wondering if I am too hard on my self and take my art too serious.. are here some creative people who can relate? How do u deal with that?

Hey James, thanks for sharing your music. Can u give us more informations about your mystery school. Sounds quite interesting

Congrats - can u tell us a bit more about your meditation/ self inquiry - like how often u did it etc?

When I meet with a friend in front of a specific tree. its normally obvious that I create a own reality where I interpret the tree as beautiful and the friend interpret it as ugly. But: Is there a objective reality where the tree just is? Or do we both create reality with this tree in it. If its that way: how comes that we r able to create the same tree, enviroment / sun / stars etc?

I understand solpisism and now its a trap - we r not alone we r in unit. I got that buut I dont understand how we have common objects from different perspectives?

Thats not the point ..

Oh if its already discussed - can u send me the link please? So I am imagining the friend and the tree? And how comes that the friend sees also the tree? Because I am imaging it? Puhh thats hard to grasp?

I see that its superficial but in this case the objective thing is the tree because it occurs in both of our dream worlds.. what am I missing to get it?

Now I got it more.. But still we both are dreaming the same tree? So there is a common thing? So a fixed thing.. ?

I dont see how this explains that there is the same tree in both of our coniousness - as realive reality is a illusion