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I laughed very loud!
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Totally - I would love when we would create our own Ashram / village or city - but then it would have occult vibes - probably leo wouldnt want it - but with so many open minded people we could try lots of different society systems - would be amazing , even just for experementing reasons..
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bensenbiz replied to BartekD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Watch osho on youtube about creativity - his view is great -
bensenbiz replied to Jennjenn's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think in your case u should start with low dosage / microdosing on your own - or with a trusted person together. also what its important in your case is your meditation / mindfulness skill. To be able to ground yourself. work your way up with these tools - they r very powerful / it could put you back in a unhealthy mental state. Besides this retreat is way too expensive. In europe: netherlands or portugal its way cheaper. I could be wrong - find out what resonates with you - best wishes -
bensenbiz replied to Tim R's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
this thread is pretty low consciouss. just Joking but there is „more aligned with truth“ - what do u think? -
bensenbiz replied to Mips's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Thanks for this post. It opened up a big question for me: some people explain their experience as pure bliss (white light) and some as u wrote as pure horror (black light.) I am wondering if its about the dosage? Seems like not enough dosage keeps still a bit ego alive and it is the one which defines the trip as horror. any advices to avoid the horror one? And get straight in to the pure light? -
As I couldnt find any Theads about this topic I had the need to start one. I found an amazing Video about Alchemy on Youtube - it merges perfectly whith all the conciousness work that I have dine so far. I highly recommend this Video - he explains it very well: I want to get deeper in to this topic and Iam windering if someone can share his experience where to start (books, videos etc.)
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Iam an Actor and a Musician - since I started my spiritual journey I am not so creative anymore. As I want to spread awareness and not low concious content. Because of that its hard for me to get in to the flow and just create just stuff in a playful way. Because of all my realizations I feel like I have a lot of responsibility. iam wondering if I am too hard on my self and take my art too serious.. are here some creative people who can relate? How do u deal with that?
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bensenbiz replied to MindfulXpansion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Hey James, thanks for sharing your music. Can u give us more informations about your mystery school. Sounds quite interesting -
bensenbiz replied to Adamq8's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Congrats - can u tell us a bit more about your meditation/ self inquiry - like how often u did it etc? -
When I meet with a friend in front of a specific tree. its normally obvious that I create a own reality where I interpret the tree as beautiful and the friend interpret it as ugly. But: Is there a objective reality where the tree just is? Or do we both create reality with this tree in it. If its that way: how comes that we r able to create the same tree, enviroment / sun / stars etc?
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bensenbiz replied to bensenbiz's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I understand solpisism and now its a trap - we r not alone we r in unit. I got that buut I dont understand how we have common objects from different perspectives? -
bensenbiz replied to bensenbiz's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Thats not the point .. -
bensenbiz replied to bensenbiz's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Oh if its already discussed - can u send me the link please? So I am imagining the friend and the tree? And how comes that the friend sees also the tree? Because I am imaging it? Puhh thats hard to grasp? -
bensenbiz replied to bensenbiz's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I see that its superficial but in this case the objective thing is the tree because it occurs in both of our dream worlds.. what am I missing to get it? -
bensenbiz replied to bensenbiz's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Now I got it more.. But still we both are dreaming the same tree? So there is a common thing? So a fixed thing.. ? -
bensenbiz replied to bensenbiz's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I dont see how this explains that there is the same tree in both of our coniousness - as realive reality is a illusion -
okay lets give vodka a shot ;D
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3 years ago I smoked a lot of weed and it was strongly helpful for my creativity. I was doin a lot of music / freestyle / jamming and was able to totally flow, find new melodies and lyrics. but on the flipside I had sometimes paranoia , anxiety thought loops and often the next day I felt deeply depressed. i know now that back then I was not happy with my life and I needed to grow a lot. Now 3 years later I actualized myself. ( also with help from psychedelics. ) I am just missing the effects of weed for my creativity but I am afraid to try weed again. So I was wondering do u guys have some experience with microdosing shrooms or acid or whatever to boost your creativity?
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bensenbiz replied to paradiseengineering's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
u dont have to tell someone when u drank a coffee in the morning - its totaly up to you -
Hey guys, I am reading „the universe is a dream“ from Alexander Merchand. Iam done with 50 % As I understood he describes at some point that our dualistic „reality“ or to be more preciously our dreamworld / imagination is created out of unconscious guilt. Thats sound quite pessimistic And a different approach then infinity who wants to experience itself in different forms (out of love.) any thoughts on that?
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bensenbiz replied to bensenbiz's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Ahhhh I see - infinity = all possibilities = love / acceptance = if there is everything there have to be also fear and limitation and that is were my dreamword begins ? how genius to build this „believable“ dream with so much beautiful details.. but all just because of being afraid of total love.. amazing! Thanks Leo -
bensenbiz replied to bensenbiz's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Thanks for you quick respond. I dont get „Love vs Fear“ in that context. Could you describe it a bit more please?
