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Thanks, the problem is I used morning glory seeds, I tried that sublingual method of chewing them (I had about 100 seeds in my mouth) and then spitting them out 15-20 mins later. I did 2 round of that so like 200ish seeds total maybe. It was by far the grossest taste ever and didn't work at all. I need to look into HBWR seeds Thats fascinating, what is that book?

How did you establish contact with the anthro? Was it through meditation?

That the chicken and egg is a duality that eventually breaks down into one. The answer is both outcomes and neither

LSA? wow, were they morning glory seeds? Been looking for some advice on how to administer the LSA without the horrible digestion issues Also I just had a freaky moment about reading your sentence about wake induced lucid dreaming and am experiencing right now for the first time in my life. I feel no difference from this moment now from last nights dream I am remembering right now. Feels magical

Sometimes I would even take a out of this world level massage over sex lol. Key word: sometimes...okay maybe just a couple of times, but thats still saying a lot lol

This is precisely why you shouldn't have been doing the 5meo in the first place

You can bust all the nuts you want, will still have to deal with the existential loneliness during the refractory period

When he started citing scriptures at the end and said “our thoughts arent really our thoughts sometimes they are demonic projections in thought forms” i had flashbacks of religious cult indoctrination from my childhood lol some stage blue devilry here any time someone starts demonizing/judging thoughts you know they are deeply misguided. A normal healthy human being isnt going to focus intently on some dark thought during meditation, and then go out and do it in the world. You let your thoughts come and go freely without judgement

Because there’s nothing wrong with having sex, and fear is the #1 thing you want to eliminate. Nothing wrong with not having sex either. But you are set on avoiding sex at all costs just because you happened to feel good for a short period of time in the past without it, and your set decision on avoiding it now is whats causing you fear of missing out. Seems like you are just shooting your peace of mind in the foot

Thanks. I have definitely felt the most spiritual and medicinal benefit from edibles as well. Way more profound shifts of my perspective of reality. I used to smoke regularly mostly with organic papers and a bong but stopped because I could tell it was subtlety harming my respiratory health. I grew tired of coughing when I knew I was harming myself. I only do it rarely now. I have a vape pen as well and used to do that regularly a couple years ago but haven’t touched it at all since I became skeptical of other chemical byproducts that could be present within the oils. Ive researched that a lot and come to the conclusion that it really isn’t fully understood by anyone yet so i found it wise to just stop. I agree that smoking is more spiritual though because getting the whole herb and all the various terpenes/cannabinoids.

Lol’ed @ “kids menu” This would be a great joke in a stage turquoise society Netflix comedy special

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If its causing you fear of missing out of having sex then why are you trying to be celibate?!

What are your thoughts on smoking/vaping vs edible cannabis?

Needs to be constantly cultivated like you said. There are many levels to this realization and it takes time to integrate into your life. Just because you have that realization in theory or can't find yourself in inquiry conceptually, doesn't mean bad habits will automatically disappear and you will instantly achieve the life you want I recommend reading "the Unfindable Inquiry" or "living realization" by scott kiloby. They are great, easy to understand, and cheap books you can buy on amazon. Theres lots of practical self-inquiry practices and explains non-duality really well.

Yeah, i think are better substances to use for consciousness work, unless you are extremely experienced at tripping. Nonetheless Salvia is an extremely profound and intriguing entheogen. If you are set on doing it, you should watch the hamiltons pharmacopia episode on it. I would look into the oral administration technique “quidding” which is reported by the majority to produce a better trip than smoking https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&t=33587 A common theme in lot of the online discussions I have read is that smoking the herb “upsets the spirit of the plant” and is more likely to produce a terrifying experience. Whilst tripping balls on salvia you will be able to get up and move around and interact with your environment even though your psyche will be in a different realm, which poses real safety risks. Theres a video of a guy jumping out his window on it, luckily it was the first floor.

Wondering if this was a tryptamine

Some background about me as to why I'm asking this, if you care, I was indoctrinated from birth into a a christian fundamentalist cult Jehovahs Witnesses, and went to church or "meetings" in a congregation most of my life where we would study the bible and "preach its message" in public going from door to door, until I eventually had spiritual awakenings for myself, woke the hell up and got out when I was around 20 years old. So I have a quite the background in being exposed to fundamentalist biblical interpretations. But not so much in integrating what Jesus true message might have been relating to spirituality/non-duality. Leo has brought to light to me through his videos that Jesus was an enlightened figure, but I have trouble interpreting this quote of his relating to the notion self-bias to the human species, also the heaven/hell bit: "Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell. 29 Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father’s care. 30 And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31 So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." -Matthew 10:28-30 Why is he putting humans above animals here in terms of worth? Is he speaking metaphorically here, or is this translation incorrect or something? Or like a low-level teaching that would resonate to who he was talking to here? Am looking for some clarity here and about Jesus and him being enlightened in general

Did you study these terminologies in a university or just learn them for yourself?

Did any of these answers surprise you or go against what you would have presumed? Or did they just additionally confirm what you already had experienced What did the voice sound like? Was it masculine? Or a thick sexy accent?

Jump in a freezing shower for like 5 minutes! Or alternate switching the water temp to 1 minute hot/30 seconds cold for a few rounds, feel the pleasure of the contrast. This helps me a lot when I feel over-heated.

They improve the quality of your overall health and longevity. Your body will be more resilient to stress, your natural energy levels will increase and your cognition will improve too, especially in the short term after running. Your heart won’t have to work as hard to beat my dude, don’t you care about your poor little heart working overtime to beat extra hard when that energy could be used more efficiently elsewhere? Lol

I feel there is a lot of truth in this perspective and a lot of people on this forum could benefit from this. What are your thoughts?

Awesome trip report, interesting visions and was curious as to finding out more detail about that alien you saw, lol. Why do so many people see these grey/black-eyed aliens? Is this a product of culture making this type of alien popular or did it originate from mystical experiences in the first place? I think the ladder but I want to find this out for myself. Sorry you didn't get the effects you were looking for in the re-dose later that day, but if you already consumed 3.5g earlier then your body has already built up such a tolerance to it that you would need to increase that dose exponentially to get the same effects, so re-dosing with another 3g would be a waste.

"this extraordinary moment: moving beyond the mind to embrace the miracle of what is" by John Astin