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I need to make deep my work and go trough the layers of my soul and discover things I can’t see right now or I’m too confused for paying enough attention..is 5 meo good for a complete beginner ? Also which dose I should start with ?

I can feel an intellectual masturbation ego try to express itself ,as everyone said this forum help people growth and realize potential from ur inner world, if u wanna try to spread misconceptions and bad stuff up to u good luck .

If that make u better and more fullfilled I wish U the best.

I can relate with ur problems, the spectrum u describe as negative and unpleasant it actually what can make you expand ur consciousness to the next level. stay with the vibe ! Enjoy ur pain,for that suffering u gonna reborn different.

Ye that sound good to me, I do have also a friend who own a smart shop he has hawayan baby wood rose from Madagascar are them good enough for spiritual research ?

Thank u a lot for ur story ❤️ I appreciate and I resonate with it! I hope u will have great days and blissed joy

Ye i prolly start over with 20 ug of lsd and working my way up ?

Ok from what I read here 5 Meo could be an hard pillow to swallow..I don’t wanna risk it..low dose lsd will be more ideal i Guess than?

Exactly yes is suggested to go 5 meo first experience ?

Hey I do need to ask u a question about mantra healing chanting..I start yesterday to listen on some mantra chanting about chi life force and suddenly I notice an headache severe and a vomit sensation that persist for like 1/2 hour or something..today I trying again and same result...should I stop it ,is this a problem?

Thank for ur explanation and ur time ! ❤️

I’n scared to approach new friends..,the main problem i identificy for my lackyness of friendship is because i keep thinking like what if they actually figure me as a gay and not just a friend...i’m 100% straight with respect for all sexual humans..do u think is a big Block any suggestion to overcome it ?

May I know some book about woman psychicological mindset when they meet a guy and what attract them for the most ? Thank u ❤️

Yes me brother i think we are not the only ones experience it...Someone sharing similar experience?

Is no fap really required to go on a deeper stage and allowing urself to control the sexual force? Worth or not in the end..always Being pretty skeptical.

Hey zero thanks for ur comment top nice analogy i liked a lot ❤️The littorio problema is i don’t have any friends since years,for many personale problems and videogames addiction..and now i dont know where to going to make more since my path look more solitary than Socialazing..but ye i think even if i dont feel the urge ..should be better to start some contact what u think ?

I have come to the conclusion that I have lost myself, this wave of loneliness has transformed me into a superior being full of love and peace but only tremendously alone, the company of myself is enough for me but sometimes I wonder is it possible that this road towards a higher level of consciousness, hours and hours of meditation are making me lose my way? every day please pray to be able to socialize having a life connect with other souls and yet I can't not feel the need and this scares me, it seems to me to have entered a limbo from which I can no longer leave is just an illusion that did I create my ego rebels against my new life expectations? i don't know what to do is this normal at this stage and what i can do about for it?

U can't imagine how much ur reply means and he open me another world, the dream board is a great idea i will start from that as a new routine perhaps seems a very efficent way to start focusing on what i want ! Thanks again for ur time <3

Im a volunteer on a local charity place since 10 Month,but right now i feel like i wasting my time..i dont have a job and still looking for one ,self actualizaztion and spirituality make me more conscious about my life and my purpose in general ,im very glad i pursue this way of learning but right now im lacking motivation and self help...im not sure what to do right now..should i keep going on my volunteer activity of find the right motivation and working up for the job i love?

Is it really that big of a deal? Quite often is demonized by media and new anti new Age resources(dark night of the soul) but Where is the truth?they Trying to Pull us over so we can’t see clearly what’s really happening on ur soul level?

Are videogames and social media that bad?

hello I have this continuous strong heat in the body that accompanies me during all the days .. I feel it more in the arms, hands, chest in meditation and even after .. does anyone have any idea what it could be?

Pure gold love it

Wow it actually make sense! Gonna try ti tonight,seems like u Wanna crush the ego with thinghs he’s not used to do or Enjoy?this is beatiful suggestion ❤️