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The suicide rates of trans people, should tell enough, how horrible they feel in our society currently. Yes there are some problems, for example with sports and women's bathrooms, but the focus should still be in acceptance and how we can make them feel better. We don't need to give More rights to one group of people that other have, but we still can make them feel .ore understood and accepted.

Yes, it might not be a good idea to make every structure there is, in the world equal for everyone. But The focus should be in the feeling, that most trans folks feel. Why do they feel the way they feel and how we as a society could make it better for them? Not everyone need to feel the need to do so, but small group of people can make a huge difference how safe, seen and valued they feel inside. This is a problem for them and it should be taken seriously.

Lost count at fifty, but +70.

Have you tried therapy? It might be really useful at the same time as you are learning to more social with others. My social problems we're linked to poor mental health and relational skills that had roots in my childhood, and working with my mind at the same time I socialized was the key for The development of that relational part of my brain. Without working with my mind my relational skills improved poorly, but until I worked with my mind they started to improved when I kept socializing. This is working for me, but might not be the solution for everyone, (therapy still is useful for everyone:D).

I kinda have the same problem, but it is linked to shame of my sexual urges. It makes me to ejacuate quickly and makes my sexual urges much stronger. Sometimes I get my mind to relax a bit, and I am able to enjoy myself almost as long as I wish. This still might not be the reason why everyone suffers from this same problem.

I think the development of AI is difficult to stop now, because of the competition of different companies and especially different countries. Of course this thing can cause lots of problems, when everyone aims to be better that others in it.

0% hostile. 12% benevolent.

I'm not sure am I tripping without my knowledge or am I going insane?

8/40 Even though sometimese I can behave in more selfish manner, especially when I feel hurt or feel that I'm not seen. Personal develoment has definitely made that score much lower than, what it would have been few years ago. Probs if my self-esteem would be better the score as well would be higher.?

I hope he likes the jail in Romania after he told how great country Romanian is, because it doesn't handle criminals softly.

Society is way too masculine even here in Finland, women in power are critizised much more harsly than males from similar things and I don't believe that masculinity will go anywhere, no matter how feminised the world gets, it just gets healthier. Masculine power is still based too heavily on patriarchal ideology, of course people will feel weak when their external source of power is taken away, until the real maaculity emerges that is based on inner strenght, rather than ideology.

I believe it is uselful, even though you can learn to understand the mind without it. Moreover, people will have higher opinion in general of you, when you have the dergee, if you begin to teach how to change the mind for other, but of course it is not necessary.

How do I feel right now? Afraid of death, I literally am terrorised by the imagination of death. I smoked dmt a week ago and go a great awakening, but after the trip, this fear of death arose. Days I have been feeling really bad, because of this fear. It is really physical feeling that hurts so bad. My capasity to handle these things has incrased and I am somehow able to manage this feeling without totally relapsing to addictions, but it is difficult at times. Of course soon this will pass and I will again feel better, but at the moment it is hard to believe, like always in the middle of difficult feelings. My life has progressed and I am becoming every day the healthier version of myself and I feel good about it, but at the same time I feel sad, because of the change that has happened. I feel sad, because had to give up a lot of things and behaviours that didn't serve me any longer. The attachment bond I had for those things makes the separation a really painful process, even though I know that they beginned to just limit and hurt me. In the end the change is always positive and day by day I feel better and am more whole as a person. May the future be bright. Every day in every way it's getting better and better.

Why did I start this journal? I don't know, maybe I want to express how I feel, or compare my growth to the past in the future. Who knows. So how I feel now? I feel bit stuck with my emotional body, there is lots of painful resistance that is waiting to be relased. But it just feels so difficult, because it is just so painful. There is a really big fear in my mind, that I can't handle these feelings that are hiding in my unconscious mind. I fear being drown under the weight of things and feelings that are hiding down there. I have to be more compassionate, loving and caring toward myself and be more patient with my healing. So much have changed lately and massive progress has happened with my growth and healing, but still there is a lot to do. The process unfolds forever and there is perfection in being unperfect, it's okay to be unperfect. Also I feel that I need to question my limiting beilief, that was taught by my english teacher who told me that I will never learn the language. It rings in my mind all the time when I try to communicate with english to others and sabotages my ability to do so. It's just so frustrating. Luckily these conditions will improve soon and the sun will shine again, brighter than ever before.:) Much love to myself and to everyone else.<3

Curt answered to one comment, that he doesn't delete any comments, it is youtube that categorizes some comments as spam and removes them. He can't even see them or uncheck them as spam. I couldn't find the comment either.

They're always limited offers, there is just another limited offer when the another one ends.?

If that was the case, then I could not hold a non-sexual friendship with anyone, if my sexual needs aren't met, because all I want is sex from everyone I hang out with.

This is just sad, I saw yesterday a video where two activists in Italy glued their hands to one painting. Causing harm to valuable paintings will for sure get attention, but results it produces will be negative.

Same, why would I read books that aren't relevant to my life or books that doesn't provoke curiosity. Just feel what you would like to read and what is useful for you, it isn't rocket science;)

Have you thought that it is just your belief that you will get less if you're bald, that makes you behave in less confident manner and that is why you end up getting less? Leo is bald and still he gets the girls and people follows his work.

Is every bald guy a Andrew Tate now?:D

Why it would make you lose customers?

Oh god how difficult period it was in my life when I realized that I was balding. Many years of fighting against it, until few mushroom trips encouraged me to shave it off. It really felt like I wouldn't be attractive anymore when I'm bald and then I would be alone the rest of my life. Like my worth as a guy would be zero after it. It feels funny and sad to think about it now, when I have accepted and embraced my baldness. It's just sad how anxious guys get when they are balding, because in the end, it isn't that bad.

1g is a good dose to start and I would also advise to have atleast one free day after the trip, so you can integrate it better.