Sia

The same thing happened to me when i was vegan for some time, and when i became aware of my way of thinking about other people who were not vegan i got scared of myself, in some way you think you are acting out of love and in other way you start hating others who don't agree with your ideology which is totally an absurd state of mind health. I think right now we are in such an state, fighting with each other until finding out that it's not gonna take us anywhere.

In the "DPT: The Other God Molecule" you talked about the deepest awakening that you've had so far and you said it was so deep that you could not believe how it is possible to be alive, but in your past experiences you said that you were completely aware of how you designed every cell in your body and so on.... my point is, if the awakening that happened in your sleep was deeper, shouldn't you be even more aware than those previous experiences? you mean if you go deeper in god's head you forget about how you made life?