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@Nickyy The consensus on history showing that evolution has been happening is evidence. Historically we have been moving forward but I can admit there could be a possibility that we move backwards either caused by our own ego destroying ourselves or a comet hitting us and plunging us into a massive survival state digressing us backwards.... sure I have thought of that many times but I am going to believe that humanity is improving and that I and others will help move humanity forward.... that belief makes my life better so I choose it... lets say a comet does hit us, ill just start over again and go back to actualized.org to reply back to you again =P It doesnt take a genius to figure out that those with great wealth want to keep the status quo in order to hold their power longer... Noam Chomsky and Richard Wolff go extensively into it. Tulsi Gabbard called out the DNC when they rigged 2016 for HIllary. Any simpleton would know that both parties have been toying with America while they had the same masters. During Obama's time, they had a chance to throw bankers in jail but didnt. One of those bankers was elected into office or nominated by Trump! My parents are the cheapest people I know. They grow their own food and even raise their own bees while living fairly close to a major city(30 min away). They also share veggies with their neighbors. I wont give you the idea and I dont have enough money for it but if I happen to become a billionaire, I have some viable ideas that I believe will work =P There are geopolitical forces that come in place and socialism and all other isms arent working because humanity has not evolved itself spiritually and emotionally. Orange materialism has gotten many people to believe that sharing with others doesnt work but back in the day slavery was totally normal...Freedon brought to others only creates more winners Frankly speaking political ideology and spiral dynamics doesnt mean shit. If you think that names and ideas mean anything then you have a lot of growth The only thing that really matters is whether or not you are actively doing something to make your society better... I am trying my best, I can only speak on my own behalf but I have been playing too small

@The Don @Leo Gura On two separate awakenings that had a similar death theme to them, the first one and the most powerful one when I was journaling. I saw my kids born and died then I saw millions of people dying then realized everything in the world happens the way it happens because life is perfect always. So death isn't real in the context of LOVE and LIFE and PERFECTION to happen. The second one was on 5meo which was very similar only more IS NESS to it. @The DonKeep your mind open and keep your heart even more open and someday you make me lucky enough to have something similar occur within you.

@Nickyy hmm what makes you think such a thing? You could be looking too much into my words rather than the points im trying to make... I can see that I was mentally lazy and didnt want to write more examples to elaborate my points. Im also trying to make points on what I believe what green, yellow, and torquise is, if that is manipulative then feel free to believe im trying manipulate you. Generally, I don't put anyone on a pedestal. I really like Bernie and I would vote for him but I dont see him making my life any better or not better than it already is. Collective consciousness shift and movement leading to action needs to happen in order for anything to really make a dent to the devilry that already exist. Policy, words and ideas wont get us anywhere imho. On that note, Marriane Williamson's interview I saw on TYT on one of the pages on this site was refreshing to listen to. I would say I do like her better than Bernie and see her much more evolved than him. Cenk's comments about the Trump voters in that interview is definitely a great example of the devilry of the left or ego backlash as Leo would say. A yellows solution to the cramped up environment that you mentioned was to create or organized cities and spread people out more yet find a way for these clusters of people to connect whenever they want.....There is plenty of land and resources out there for everyone... the scarcity mindset is part of the ego's beliefs and people have fallen for it for a long time.

Depends on your definition of death is and also the self. You are making an assumption that you are really who you are and that the perception of reality through your mind or brain is your reality. You may assume that your biology is part of your identity. Based on all those ideas, then ya, death is real for you.

@Nickyy big pharma was an example of the lobbyist. bankers, defense, agriculture they are part of it too.... Its actually cheaper to grow your own food but takes time, it's also very possible to have neighbors grow their own vegetables and fruits and share them, although I think places like California it isn't allowed because of the lobbyist were scared people wont buy things in the supermarket during the 2008 crash. Has it been enforced? Not yet but if you can imagine if a community with 100,000 people did such a thing, there would probably be some problems. When people are unified they are stronger and that is what mainstream doesnt want. They want people isolated or someone like a libertarian. If you cant see how green would be more effective in just about every category than orange both economically and spiritually then you probably need to do some work and look inside. Our natural state is to help one another and work together. Culture and education, particularly in America, take that away. If proper solutions have not come up in green or yellow, it has more to do with our stupidity to think of a solution rather than a limitation of a system. Largely we are still primitive as a collective race and 300 years from now the people of the future will probably laugh at how people do things.

@Nickyy blockchain, clean energy rather than fight over oil, internet compared to building the best library at Harvard, rather than taking down big pharmaceutical companies, create a company that teaches people how to grow their own food and eat well. A green person would want to do a massive audit on big pharma and remove lobbyist that are from those companies, they would focus a lot of energy and resources weaken these companies. Turquoise will create an environment to allow people to live from the inside out when addressing health and well-being. Instead of throwing people in jail, they would get treated with love and compassion through the use of education on how money works, how to add value in society, and of course, healing the criminal emotionally and spiritually. The system would help criminals get out of their mental prison.

@Nickyy I was making an example of green being more narrowminded in its view and binary. For example, Disney movies trying too hard to set a message that women can be strong as men in their marvel films compared to wonder woman film being more subtle and offering a much better universal message. Green short comings is it tends to alienate the ones in power. Where as other colors below green alienate the weak. Obama structures a lot of his thoughts and words in a yellow way. Just the policies and what he was able to do in office was mostly orange and some green. Bernies method of removing hierarchy systems is to take something away from those with the power which has some logic but a yellow person would just build something better.

@Nickyy If Jordon Peterson was intellectually honest and didnt speak in left or right language to please his audience then he would be yellow. A yellow person would be able to dissect some elements of human nature sociologically and give people some advice on how to get out of it. Tony Robbins would be a good example of a yellow Andrew Yangs example of, how we need to weigh human beings based on their contribution to their society without looking at numbers like for school teachers and caretakers for children is a yellow idea.. does that make him yellow? not really but that idea is If you want to go deeper into yellow on that idea, a statement that "everyones existence in america and the world is important regardless of what they do" is yellow and in the realm of early torquise. A green statement would be "all the people in america are important"

@Nickyy I dont know of any conversations that Bernie that indicates yellow or of any book he has written. His lifes purpose has been as an activist and to bring awareness of problems. Fixing medicare, corruption, and student debt are huge feats to pull off. I think your love for Bernie is putting him somewhere he is not, based on spiral dynamics. Bernie will be a great direction for America but you gotta be careful not to put him on a pedestal. Obama put himself and the media portrayed Obama as a stage yellow and hope for America but it created a pseudo awakening that brought Trump into office.

@Nickyy A yellow version of Bernie would be more visionary and be more passionate about the future such as something to reform education from early education. For medicare for all, implement things like nutrition and exercise in the plan with a well laid about plan with some detail on his website. If Noam Chomsky was a politician he'd be more yellow than Bernie

I'd be happy with Bernie, Gabbard, or Yang. Yang and Gabbard have the best chance beating Trump but Bernie has the most progressive stances on things, although I like Yangs stance on decriminalization of drugs and having safe drug dispensary for addicts. Legalization will reduce crime.

Other than being shot in the head, I was thinking of someone had a master level intellect and a turquoise level consciousness. They would be clever enough to put themselves in a position to not to get shot in the head at the same time build an environment for everyone to win including the devils. This type of person doesn't exist out of all the turquoise people but basically they would have a firm grasp of the orange world and the turquoise

lol this isn't dragon ball z or xmen with their mutant ranking system If there was someone like Christ or Buddha as the history portrays there isn't anyone presently still alive that is close to them IMHO...that being said putting numbers or assigning rankings is a waste of time.. Instead, its better for people to share one or two things that you learned most from these masters and how those things you learned improve your life. For example, the Buddha taught me how to question my perceptions, Christ taught me what unconditional love is

I would like to see your take on compassion and whether or not it's needed or necessary for enlightenment.

Easy, take full responsibility regardless of whether or not you control your thoughts.

There is no difference between life purpose or enlightenment. Pursuing a life purpose will lead to enlightenment to a progression to where in order to achieve greater transcendence you will have to transform your role as a teacher in the setting you are in and go deeper. Try going for either a solo meditation retreat for 3-7 days or do a paid retreat that does meditation and or yoga.

Theory and intellect have a function. They catalyze creation into 3D reality. For example: Theory: "All men(and women) are created equal" Action: public education Experience: people are given a chance to come from a poor neighborhood and receive a Harvard education Action: The internet Experience: youtube, google, actualized.org -- humans connecting, learning from one another, collective consciousness

@Annoynymous Structures within education, politics, consumerism, religion, the possibilities are endless. The important thing while changing things is not to be verbally radical and judging the structure too harshly because there will be resistance if people feel alienated. Speaking from compassion takes a lot of skill. Another thing that can be done is to actively become an agent of change, this can be done by building something greater than what exist already. Tearing something or someone down takes up more energy. For example, you can always volunteer and work in a school, or you can develop an education portal like what Leo has done with his content and forum..... Perhaps something more mainstream and not existential for example. Find one thing that sings in your heart and go for it...a human being is lucky to change one major thing in their lives. Sociology books and lectures online is a good start to understand structure.

He was probably my first or one of my first teachers

Great questions, thanks Pretty well developed consciously doing meditation and various practices for 2 decades. Only tried 5meo once Never take any type of medication for anything except once a year or not at all, taking antihistamines which are taken for 1 week tops Plan to take the most minimal dosage and moving up as Im pretty sensitive Measurements will be taken with microscoop and scale. I have some background in bioscience and have taken inorganic and organic chemistry in university The setting will be a quiet private place indoors and there will be a sitter Never plugged before @ethanb121 thanks for your concern, I think my mental and emotional state is pretty healthy, healthy physically and have most elements of the material world taken care of. On my previous trip I decided to experience all LOVE and saw I needed to truly love EVERYTHING which required me to go pretty dark, it was profound and more intense than other work I have done... its so hard to be all loving and the implications of it is enough to scare anyone that ventures there. Being infinitely loving is a big responsibility that I am still sorting out the beginning of the journey even though its been 2 decades already Thanks for the tip, ill hold off on 4-AcO for now

Is it safe to take DMT, 5MEO and 4-ACO plugging over the period of 3 days?

Depends on how much you love your job and if your job is aligned with your highest values. If you can create a job that you are deeply passionate about then doing 80 hrs a week wont be a problem. Look at Tony Robbins for example, hes been "working hard" and is super intense all the time. He may not be deep and "spiritual" but hes doing good work and gets some regular people to start to work on themselves and eventually they may find people like Eckhart

I have not tried N-N-DMT but have done 5 MEO. I was wondering if there are there any benefits or spiritual insights that you gain taking N-DMT over 5 MEO DMT?

When I was a student many years ago, I had a major download come to me and I could not retain any short term memory. Random knowledge came in that was more important than the BS taught in school. Eventually, I had to turn it off to graduate university but I still did a lot of insight work. Do what you have to do in school and have a clear vision and make a dedication to work on yourself. Learning about the world and learning how to make money or create value for people is very important. The truth is nothing you do in life will ever affect your desire to seek the truth. As long as you stay smart and create a space for yourself you will be fine. Hang out with people and do things that support your highest values and every experience you embark on will give you the fruit you need. That being said, you are only 16!, work on getting laid and gaining some confidence. There is some strong value in having a good grasp of 3 Dimensional reality.

@Shadowraix @Leo Gura thanks for your response, im asking because the place where I am staying its not available and in order for me to try either one I have to go to a facilitator that has procured a source already. This usually requires me to fly accross the world and I dont have a lot of time because of responsibilities with work and family. If I was staying in a place such as north america or some places in europe, I would be able to source my own stuff, test it and experiment with both NDMT and 5MEO. The facilitator route is the most sensible or this moment. Right now two trips a year is probably my max so I gotta make them count. Since I have taken 5meo several weeks ago, my body has a deeper memory of the compound even though its "out of my system" my body is able to remember the energetics of the compound, I haven't been able to get into the deep state I experienced freebasing but it has taken my meditation and breathe work deeper than before. Prior to not being exposed, it took me hours and even then, most of the time I was impotent.... now I can feel the field giving me more information with more ease. I must say to you Leo thank you for opening my mind to 5meo, prior to that I thought taking anything was for pussies The scientist inside of me is thinking of getting an EEG to monitor and record my brain waves for my own personal knowledge for now while doing different methods and techniques, similar to what the neuroscientist did on Martin Ball.