PenguinPablo

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  1. They girls you are genuinely attracted to are nicer.
  2. @Happy Lizard Do you have a good video of Spira talking about this?
  3. @bmcnicho honestly just comes across super pretentious and passive aggressive.
  4. I have a sales job or what Leo would define as exploitation. I definitely see it too. What are my options as God/The Dream Maker??? On the one hand, I can payoff my student loans and credit card debt probably by this summer. I can travel and have a lot of free time to do whatever I want. Maybe I'll visit Vegas for a couple months, retreats, so forth. I like it and also really helps to destroy social anxiety.
  5. Damn. That's beautiful.
  6. Because people gravitate towards "good" energy. "I want some of that!"
  7. I like this idea. Doing it for others will compromise the quality
  8. I have a pretty paper chasing job. I’m not particularly good at it and I don’t find it too engaging. Sales. though it’s certainly a challenge for those reasons alone. Pretty confused as to what I should do. need help. I know I need to sustain myself somehow. Apartment and so forth. I would like it as well. It most career options don’t make sense for me. I enjoy expressing my ideas through video form, music. I’ve pushed the boundary with the spirituality stuff pretty far over the years further and further. Because of suffering and also simply out of sheer curiosity. I’ve pulled the curtain back pretty far. im not scared but most people would definitely think I lost it at this point if I shared my current perception of how reality operates. That was certainly the case years back when I disclosed some of my insights with my therapist which I considered far less radical I want to make 3 music albums in the future. I want everyone in the world to listen to it as well. To make at least 1 album that the whole world loves. kinda like Pink Floyd back in the day
  9. What's the difference?? Seek and ye shall receive
  10. @Michael Jackson he’s the homie. Makes sense why he was so misunderstood and attacked in his later years
  11. To be fair living under this presumption is actually quite liberating, though it does feel like others are trying to reel me back into their dreamscape. The notion that all my shitty relationships, victimhood, depression, and sadness are simply projections and I can create whatever narrative I want is hilarious amazing to me. Not having to get caught up in all that anymore. Not having to be that character with a terrible upbringing and carry with me everywhere. It's amazing. Not having to become anything either. The need for validation drops. But how do I know that I'm not just losing touch with reality... To be fair, it does feel better to simply enjoy the dream for what it is... instead of getting caught up in it. Being reactive to the dream, instead of being conscious of the fact that I am the creator of the dream. Haven't done too many psychs... just a lot of introspection, meditation, and watching a lot of Leo recently.
  12. @Michael Jackson Oliver Tree Dont know much about mj but I suspect he as well
  13. @Michael Jackson check this one out too. aways knew this kid was special
  14. @Adodd That's cool man but I can get a $10 a month gym membership and get there way faster. Could be something good to do outside the gym to strengthen mind-muscle connection. MORE IMPORTANTLY! Get some proper creatine and dat Der cell-tech
  15. Interestingly salvia was the first psychedelic I tried when it was still legal over a decade ago. We tried the second strongest one the smoke shop by my house sold. I was extremely excited to try it. Hit it out of a large ice bong. I was taken somewhere else. Very dissociative. But we all had a good time. iirc, I took it on two separate occasions That’s why I’m very surprised when I hear all these concerns. Maybe my ignorance, excitement of youth made for smoother sailing. before all the trauma of young adulthood
  16. Adyashanti I can definitely vouch for. Leo holds his own pretty well -- he's pretty damn advanced. The thing is... there's actually a lot of great teachers out there but you won't realize it until sometime awakens within you within the same territory. Maybe try going towards whatever you currently resonate most with and build a strong foundation from there.
  17. Lay off the acid kid. Clean your room. Do something worthwhile. Build a cabin.
  18. Raising your consciousness will always be of more value than anything else when it comes to relating to other humans, either romantically or as friends!
  19. @Breakingthewall attachment causes separation causes suffering
  20. @Leo Gura @Inliytened1 Very much the case for me. the idea that psychedelics are an excuse to realize things makes sense and, the distinction between everyday experience and the spiritual side of things is blurred. still struggle with things. But for sure inquiry and practice have been my main staples. on marijuana I found out I was the universe experiencing itself. I typed the realization on google and Bingo!!! — people been saying that apparently. Been able to re-access, open it wider so to speak through inquiry intermittently, and by explaining to other people. Always mindfucking to do so anxiety, stress and so on pulls me back towards separation obviously
  21. Back to square one with Eckhart Tolle u might be right but I’m not drawn to this right now.
  22. https://youtu.be/5iXmfOE2o5Q ” in silhouettes, we’ve been on the same page before… together, forever as one” <3