PenguinPablo

thanks a lot man, appreciate it. I will definitely be doing this

Ok thanks

either delta-9 from disposable pens from vape shops or the ones that have the THC-C or THC-A wanna get away from that shit as it fucks my lungs. but the real shit is illegal here so I stick to what I find at vape shops.

Lol ??

exactly youve we've been duped into unhealthy = fun. snap out of that shit.

Only your perception disallows you from accepting contradictions, or rather imposing them out of thin air, and then convince yourself that those justifications are reasonable. How convenient, and oh what a simple lock on truth. Yet it is effective. Not much more is needed. We don't second guess it because we can only observe and attempt to analyze these in an obtuse manner. Yet, we are not conscious of this -- this is the whole problem.

@Kconsciousness pls do share

@supremeyingyang @Rilles this man had no Eyedea

Pretty much their is an infinity amount of avenues that either exist already or can be created. I'm not going to sit here and lecture someone and say they're lazy because that is a massive and ridiculous oversimplification. But yes, pretty much anyone can will themselves to whatever life they want in America. Most of the not being able to make it comes down to trauma, bad programming, not having the right information, poor diet that leads to bad headspace, and so on and so forth. I won't say it's easy. But anything is possible. The grass is greener wherever you water it

Hang in there bud. I made these decisions years ago too and I wish I hadn't. Lots of money and time wasted because of my impulsive decisions. You can optimize your life over time but quitting now will most likely shoot you in the foot unless you have a better plan laid out. That will set you back even more. Be honest with yourself.

This is beautiful.

But Leo, I don't want to be raped 300 times

If you're young I think a big part of it is not knowing how to learn effectively and efficiently. I dropped out of engineering -- but ultimately think it would have been wise to at least have a part time job. I think it would have been doable but stressful, sure. Obviously natural talent (IQ) and the major itself / difficulty of the engineering niche versus other engineering niches. For instance, civil engineering being easier than electrical engineering intellectually or even mechanical engineering. It also depends on your natural inclinations and interests. What's your major. Lastly, you might not have full days off. But you gotta find pockets of time within the day to recharge. Go for walks. Meditate. Etc... Unwind -- throughout the day!!! Good luck!

Hey guys, I feel like I'm definitely tapping into God realization when I'm on psychedelic or marijuana. The big problem that I'm having is that I seem to fall out of it pretty intensely when I'm not on MJ or psychedelics. Penguin P

@M A J I @Moksha @Yimpa @Water by the River Thank you guys! I've been learning so much recently. Love yall. This is peak actualized.org

You would be doing a disservice to humanity if you did not seek out to stabilize towards God realization. "Little by little, slowly you showed me how to love. Little by little, slowly I fell in love with you." ^^^ https://youtu.be/sIM4mDQJib4

Learn to appreciate you humanness / vulnerability.

I've had a few run ins with solipsism -- while high on MJ. Pretty much every time I do a decent amount. But that shit is fucking scary. I've had a few times where the suffering in my life was so unbearable that it gave me a sense of comfort, though I was still pretty shocked. But I was still playing both sides. Realizing solipsism, yet playing the game and pretending it's all real. But when it really hits you like a train, the realization of solipsism that shit is so traumatizing and scary. Every fiber of my being wants to be put back to sleep. The emotional abuse I endure on a regular basis, all the strife and constant barrage of 'problems' I've faced during my life. All that shit is easier to face than the realization of absolute aloneness.

@Leo Gurajokes on you Leo. I got a 10 year advantage on you since our age difference. Also I have a full head of hair. Further evidence of my superior genetics.

There's cycles of withdrawal / immersion with the world. Nothing wrong with that. It's whatever the heartmind needs.

@Jodistrict Leo said DMT a few times as an alcohol substitute. I'd concur. Along with weed. Anything that puts you in God Mode

This guy is an idiot. I feel sorry for all the young kids that get misled by him.

well said