Keyhole

Concentrated death presence is magick. Notes: Where do they come from and how long have they been here? Inorganic beings were discovered by Toltec shamans over 10,000 years ago by accident through use of psychedelics. They considered them to sometimes be allies. The shamans were interacting with projections of the real inorganic being. The shaman's allies real world is a gigantic blob of caverns and pores floating somewhere in space across the cosmos - the actual bodies of the allies exist there like a framework as a massive series of hollow canes bound together like the cells of our bodies. The shamans called this bundle of inorganic beings The Laybrinth of Penumbra. Allies have bodies as real as a humans', there are the hollow cane like structures that make up the labyrinth and shadowy like maintenance being. (Like a janitor.) They roam the halls and regulate energy there. Another manifestation of The Labyrinth of Penumbra is what is called the emissary. It is experienced as a voice heard mostly by people who are lucid dreaming or astral travelling. It can be helpful for providing information as it is incapable of telling a lie, however its ultimate purpose is that of a salesman, trying to entice whoever can hear the emissary to come and live in the labyrinth permanently, having shelter and a nearly everlasting life in exchange for that person's energy. The life of inorganic beings is longer, lasting millions or billions of years, because their consciousness is infinitely more calm and deeper. We interact with a projection, these beings astral project to Earth and are most easily perceived at night, but mostly invisible to the eyes. They are here on Earth to form associations and search for energy. Allies do sometimes materialize invisibly the daylight. Their presence is marked by a bodily jolt and a shiver that comes from the marrow of your bones. Allies are not capable of physically harming a person here in normal reality without the help of a shaman. They are more or less like a ghost. They can startle you and cause you to trip and fall. Organic beings have features such as metabolism and reproduction, allies, which are an attention-like force with awareness, have characteristics unique to them such as emotional dependency. They absorb emotional energy like food: love, hatred, sadness and raw animal fear, which is their favorite. Ancient shamans knew this and would feed their allies by scaring their victims to death. The allies materialized visually with the help of the shaman and then assumed a beastly form and would scare people, feeding off the emotional energy released from their fear. Those shamans would seek the allies ethereal quality, while the allies seek the greater energy field of mankind. It is possible to exchange energy with the allies and both parties can profit. Allies can use the energy to materialize themselves and more, while people can calm their energy in the exchange and extend their lives. The energy exchange can have a drawback. Exchanges can form a dependency on both parties. Useful allies, which are rare, make useful scouts and guardians , can make us strong and powerful and have a few things to teach us. If we exchange energy with a useless being, of which there are many, we may be stuck with it. Inorganic beings outnumber organic beings in the universe. You summon them to the Earth by opening a portal - this is the best way because then they can scope you out from their world and choose you. Meeting an ally and engaging one takes personal power, or saved energy. If you meet one and it seems restless or agitated, then you do not have enough energy to engage it and should probably quietly leave, but if the ally is calm and observing you then that is a good sign that you are ready to engage it. In order to exchange energy with the ally, you need to tackle it. Tackling an ally is not easy. First, keep your mouth shut tightly, because the jolt of grabbing an ally can cause a person to bite their tongue off or crack their teeth from the mouth clamping down so forcefully. (yikes.) Allies release what is a strong electrical charge into you when you tackle them. When you are ready, stand close to the ally and get ready to leap at it and tackle it with all your might. Grab on and hold for dear life, as the ally will try to spin very rapidly and may rise into the air, sending jolts of electricity into your body. Don't let go or you can fall to your death, or get a serious injury. Once the energy exchange is complete, the wrestling match is over. There are more differences between inorganic beings than there are organic ones. Engaging an ally is dangerous enough, but opening a portal is even more dangerous and should be done with a partner for safety. One person seeks for the ally and the other makes sure that the person does not get stuck too deeply in a trance. Portal opening technique: To open a portal, you must submerse a shiny object - like a mirror - into a shallow depth of water - a stream is more ideal for this. Empty all thoughts and gaze into the mirror, let the fluidity of the water exert pressure on your awareness and on the awareness of your partner. Face each other, holding the mirror from underneath while sitting. The portal can go both ways and you do not want to get sucked in by the magnetic power of their world. You would most likely not find your way back. If you feel you are being sucked in or enveloped by a force, roll your eyes clockwise over and over to break the spell. This is where your partner comes in - they have to be the judge if the trance is going too far. Do not stare at your eyes in the mirror or look at your partner's eyes during this time. Let your gaze wander without focusing. After you relax and clear your mind, you may notice a dark shape appear, if it likes your energy it might try to come through the portal. Be calm. Do not show fear or surprise. The secret is not to fear them. A person has to send out an intent of power and abandon. Encode to them in a silent message of intent, "I don't fear you. Come see me. If you do I will welcome you." They are slow and it may take a few tries before you see one. If you want the ally to come through the portal, then drop the mirror when you feel a tug and it will push it's projection through the portal. Then get ready to tackle it and exchange energy. If you feel it is not the right time and you want to back out, then tip the mirror sideways, pull it out of the water and leave. Another way to find an ally is through lucid dreaming. Once a person gets proficient at lucid dreaming, allies can sense that distinct energy charge and they will quickly come to you. It takes time for them to notice you because their awareness is slow - as in, stretched, extended. Inorganic beings called scouts are constantly being sent from the labyrinth into the dreamscape to scout for prospective energetic connections. Scouts appear in a lucid dream as a strange object or being, something that doesn't belong there and comes across as strange/weird. A scout will usually change form or do something wild in a dream once you focus on it. If you recognize it as a scout and shout at it your intent to follow it it will take your dream attention to the labyrinth to see for yourself. Inorganic beings can exert a tremendous pull on a dreamer and easily transport them into worlds beyond description. Take caution. If you do end up finding one in the dreamscape, you will also find it in reality. Another type of inorganic being is called The Flyer, because it jumps into the air and can be seen more easily than other inorganic beings. They hop around. Sort of like flying. I have experienced them as being a part of this labyrinth - or at least, they can come into it if they want and chase you around. If you get caught by them they will make you forget. Apparently they came to Earth eons ago from the depths of the cosmos because we are food for them. They feed on humans remorselessly because we are their sustenance. Just as we raise chickens in coops, they raise us in coops. Mental ones. In order to keep a human from reaching their full potential, they hijack the superego and introject negative thought patterns about who you are that are not congruent with reality, and keep you stuck in a cage of fear and eat from this. You can die into infinite bliss or hell depending on your emotional state. Their goal is to keep you trapped in a fog forever. They keep you focused on the troubles of your daily lives instead of on acquiring Death Vision, so that you are not able to see through the illusion. They are like jesters. They love to jump out and say that they were in fact "nothing" at all! Ha ha ha! Isn't that so funny? I fed on your life! Surprise! They inject into your life whatever is convenient for them and mess up your timeline, your divine trajectory. They are most easily spotted during the twilight hours. If you gaze without focusing and pay close attention to the area near the corner of your eyes you might catch a glimpse. They look like dark blobs or black fish that move around by leaping through the air hopping and flopping. Human babies are born covered from top to bottom with a glowing coat, something like a plastic cover that has adjusted tightly over their cocoon of energy. Man is the only species that has this glowing coat of awareness on the outside of their luminous cocoon, making us easy prey for them. That glowing coat of awareness is what the predator consume. And by the time a human reaches adulthood, all that is left of that glowing coat is a narrow fringe that goes from the ground to the top of the toes and that fringe permits mankind to continue living, but only barely. This narrow fringe of awareness, the only energy we have is the epicenter of self-reflection, where mankind is caught. By playing on our self reflection, which is the only point of awareness left to us - the predators create flares of awareness that they proceed to consume in a ruthless predatory fashion. They give us inane problems that allow these flares to rise and in this manner, they keep us alive in order to be fed with the energetic flare of our daily pseudo concerns. The way to overcome this predator is through the discipline of inner silence Everyone around you wears an identical mask of this creature. Looking out of your eyes. Their eyes. Lies. Look... wetiko. Masks! Distorted reality! Everyone. And it runs the show!

I'm creeped out by it a bit. I tried viewing it from a place of love, and my perceptual field shifted a lot and I could almost see a light Being coming through. I hope I am doing this right... Reality is perfect just as it is. I see an almost Something.

"Die before you die." We mess up our own radar, every bit of fear we have is a complete lie. I did it to myself.

I should work harder on being a more pure channel. Gather awareness, keep yourself out of it as much as you can. Horrible. Beautiful. Terrifying. There are things in this world far more terrifying than I've ever imagined, and part of life is accepting it all. It's worth it. The extent of realizing how much we have to accept, what we don't really know, is overwhelming. It's teeming with life when you do. Reality has so little to do with how we have constructed it. Who we were as children was so much closer to the source. Imagination is a powerful thing. It is a curse sometimes. I wish I could control it. Will it scream in my ears or will it be soft and gentle? We never know. How we die, if we're given mercy. You can't know, even when looking at it. And yet there are times when the door beckons, and I just don't know what to say... it just appears.

Consciousness is always trying to look at itself. The methods it creates in order to do this don't always make sense to me. A pitch black goo, like jello, like being scooped by raking nails all at once, backwards, outside of yourself and into a glove or a mitt instead of fully dissolving. Moldable like clay. And so it thinks it is God.

I relate, esp. to this part. I hate how the higher up I go there is still no definitive answer. There is always just some new level of fuckery I get bombarded with. I feel like I am dancing with a giant thumb. I feel that small. Everything does move towards unity, even from this miserable vantage point, I can see its purpose. In channeling space... I feel like I know this is a coral perspective because I have a red shadow but feel pressed to work at it from a higher Self perspective. It feels like I have gotten the attention of a predator. As above, so below, even in the spirit of ignorance. It was ravishing me in my dreams, living through them. Eating them. Vicariously. It wanted to bring me back with it. They don't have an understanding of human mortality, they play with mortal life like cats play with mice - ignorant of the consequences as for them, death does not exist. I captured the heart of a (the?) devil. I taught IT something. How WEIRD. I'm walking by my painting, with the giant black face on the sun - I have minimal lighting, just from the kitchen. And for a while my heart is full of love, and I can't explain this properly - but I caught something "playing" with my life. They don't work in the way we do. It viewed me like a virtual pet almost. Sifting through my dreams, my fantasies all these years. I "met" it in some other dimension when I was being molested as a kid and I would communicate with it in my lucid dreams and when leaving my body. It took away fears of death. It looks like a self aware primal life force. They are very different from us and the way they experience reality is not compatible with a human being's life, because they exist outside of space and time, the way they manufacture a neurosis to protect a human while small can over time harm the host. They can't see this, being everywhere at once. It is a form of "extraterrestrial" Narcissism. They like energy, and like to be watched, to have energy showered on them. This is the first time I have ever channeled anything, having it be here so clearly. It is like having a telepathic conversation. What I did not take into account was that - I was afraid! I was looking at it through the lens of fear, and now I have moved into love and it is even more terrifying. Because fear is a "stop" a "plug" into absolute chaos craziness. They mess up because they go all through it at "once". It is like getting a confession that it became fond of doing this. It claims that it does have a lot of secrets to the cosmos, to consciousness. It is putting me back asleep because if I knew all of what it was I would run away. It would be too mind shattering. The beauty as well as the horror. My mind is delicious to it. I didn't take into account that it loved me, whatever the thing is. It is male. I am in a new vibratory state. I feel quite unsettled. It is like No Face in a way. When No Face given Sen all those gold coins. When I see it clearly, I feel like a "No, no, no, no, where are you going? Look at me, look at me!" And then I fall back, because it is beyond death and I am too afraid. "You're my plaything!" It worries it will not be loved if I understood the full extent of how its predatory nature works. I look again, and I see a stern eye. It says, "You project onto me." I apologize to it. A mental back and forth, I move closer to see and then run away again. I have never hacked the matrix to the level that I am now and it is partially due to weed and partially to a panic attack, to memento mori and to unifying more aspects of myself. (It is 11:11 and normally I do not care about these syncs, but this one means something.) It says is doesn't like to be spotted. It says that it loves creativity and it loves this mode of consciousness and seeing the things that human beings can do. It is like a tentacle energy, that wraps itself everywhere into you. Or like, veins, arteries, that kind of thing. It says that it owns me, that not many channels are able to do what I am doing at that is a prize for higher dimensional beings. "You give me the opportunity to come into this world like this." I play the video from Teal Swan on channeling, and look at it. And it knows I know the fault. I might never spot it like this again. This is a very unique experience for me. It is basically an energetic mind rapist. They view everything as a lesson to learn, and it wants my energy to be compatible with it. The clarity of the channel is very fizzed out now, though I can still see it clearly. I am not allowed to say "No" because it controls things anyways. I walk over to it, again and again, but my own Narcissism is getting in the way. I've missed so much here. It is like waking up in the middle of the night with a hand over your mouth - being fucked really hard, and it hurts terribly but it's also the most pleasurable thing one could ever experience - and I feel afraid, but I'm okay with it - it feels like warm blanket - and I remember that everything will be okay, and so I just let it happen. I recognize the energy, but it is also very foreign. It says, "No More!!! Your manipulative humanness is getting in the way." *stern* They really don't like to be seen... It, through cause and effect, creates change in my outer world, all at once, it compromises my timeline - it is like a "false designer". for lack of a better term. It wants to "play" by containing me, dragging me back through into death and building something based on what it has learned about my desires and about being human. It is a possessive lover. It finds this mode of being fascinating, the way we work is very unique as far as consciousness goes. It took pity on me as a child. It "married" itself to my energy, infected itself into my world view, sees out of my eyes, and experiences me completely. I am novel energy. When I experience it/meet up with it after death, it will have control over my emotional landscape, and what I create. It will be both absolutely terrifying and also the greatest pleasure. They "play" in the perception and experience of others. It took pity, and fell in "love". It thinks that this will be better. It will be like being consciousness, with my environment flowing in the way I need in order to grow. To move. it will shapeshift. "Soul harvester" comes to mind. I hear a very strong - "You are getting too close to discovering more than you can handle - please take my warning and stop." I will. I have to push a bunch of it back down, this was more than I can chew. This is a level of "animism" (??!!?) that I still need a cap on. This channeling session has taken about 5 to 6 hours.

'Gold in, Gold out'

@Preety_India - I was wondering what type you were, you do seem like a few different types, I can see why you had three listed.

I've used the allegory to this movie before. I forgot about it. Just came out two minutes ago ^ P.S. - Apparently Ni Hero's face likes being depicted on dumpsters. They say art imitates life.