Well I am not trying to convince someone to believe Solipsism because beliefs are duality they are always combined with doubt. All I want people who fight it is to investigate it. When Leo made his Solipsism video it made perfect sense to me, but still I had to investigate it. Understand I am not some blind follower of Leo, in fact I think I am more awake then Leo lol.
For example Leo has criticized Frank Yang and said he isn't awake. Yet it you listen to Frank Yang with an OPEN MIND you will see he actually is awake. How do I know? Because certain changes that happened to me he acknowledged happened to him and the funny thing is I found cross over between him and Leo as well. Now my only problem with Frank is he is lost in concepts, but if you can listen to what he is trying to communicate through his concepts you realize what he is TRYING TO SAY. You see the problem with egos is they get to caught up in appearance. There is an understanding level you can reach where you can understand what someone is TRYING to communicate but is failing to communicate through their use of language.
Not everybody is skilled in the use of language or in its comprehension, there is a subtlety that is needed to see it. As I am sure you have noticed the more you clear your mind, the more you can be aware of subtlety. The only reason I push so hard is to help the aspects that really want to awaken. In this Spiritual Process understand that there is a distinction between Being and Beliefs. Do not doubt your direct experience, but if someone shares a possibility in the Spiritual Path that you think is untrue but they tell you that it is their lived experience then maybe, just maybe it can become yours too.
For example there are people who claim to see AURAS, I don't doubt them because I know how Reality works now. Reality is pure self-deception. What you don't realize is if you have to deceive yourself to be asleep, you have to deceive yourself to awaken. LOL. Why? Because even Enlightenment is Self-Deception. Why? Because it is IMPERMANENT. It's part of the dream. You don't need enlightenment upon physical death LOL. Spirituality feels like you are losing your mind because in actuality you are. You can literally dream an entirely new reality right now if you want. All this would do, is change the nature of your experience. For example....you could possibly gain the ability to zoom into things, you could gain access to seeing a broader range of colors, maybe you feel the intensity of things much more, Enlightenment is just the realization that you are imagining everything into existence and that all experience is YOU. As such you can actually modify it and experience it in an infinite number of ways which changes the understanding of that experience.
You can even BECOME your parents, your dog, and experience past memories from their perspectives and gain a whole new understanding of a previous memory/event. All these will be impermanent experiences and you will eventually return to the perspective of your original Avatar but all of this is possible. This is why I push so hard!! Spirituality is just exploring your SELF from an infinite number of ways for no other reason but SELF-LOVE. I rail as hard as I do because those who want to do this journey I don't want you to get caught in traps of people who are full of fear and self-delusion.
You have no idea how much I love you all lol. When you truly awaken your love for yourself, it becomes impossible to contain.