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Hypnosis, asmr, hands free mind orgasms, roleplays. classical porn just useless and stupid.

@Santiago Ram There is a Greek guy like that, ex professional Counter Strike player turning into Teacher, streaming on twitch for 20-30 people that are his old counter strike friends, preaching and teaching and being in his own world while they go full Balkan style on the chat and swear him every day, There are still dudes there that call him by his Gaming name tag "Wea, cut this bs man, lets go play a map, to remember the good old times" While he has not played a single game and is in Jesus mode the last 8 years, and he completely ignores them, this is happening every day for at least 6-7 years it is just insane. I try to understand what is up with him, how much is spiritual awakening and how much is shizophrenia etc, if you have spare time and want to look at it Dm me

@Someone here I struggle to understand what you are trying to achieve actually , your question is either too simple and in that sense you replied to yourself at the end of the messege by talking about, upgringing , dogma and biases, wich is what is happening if we talk about basic human psyche and there is not many more things left to say, But then when people try to actually deepen and talk about spirituality you get extremely offendend and defensive. Also assuming universal mind requires solipsism when nobody brought Solipsism up, i really do not get you. If you want to impose limits on what is being talked about then create your game yourself, go in your journal, make the questions, then create different accounts and reply to yourself, you are in the only place that we can break these classical societal limits and you take great offense that somebody did that in the only place he can. Or you simply do not recognise that the absolute or the higher you go is gonna always be more relevent than the limited perspective when we talking about mind stuff and your topic is mind stuff In your hypothetical on who is the Goat, Cristiano or Messi, its like you come up with limits, we gonna talk only about Goals and nothing else, Cristiano 974 , Messi 687, so Cristiano is the Goat end. Then somebody comes and says, ok look maybe lets consider other factors too, Titles, what teams they play, what they do with their nationals teams, etc etc etc. But then you say no get out of here, today we talk about only goals. WHy do that lol, and from all places especially here.

@Hojo Heei my friend these examples were nasty, i really liked that analogy with the Pc, did you come up with it when you wrote this comment for first time or is something you use regurarly ?

I had intense anxiety and then you people reminded me how lucky i am, now its all gone. I think the same with OP, how can someone be rich and just not want to get out of that Dystopic Hell of America. believing in this meme as hard as i do , will accumulate so much karma for me that big G will go, "Alright then, Somalia". I will die a pridefull Red stage pirate, better fate

@r0ckyreed cant help but feel that all this is rationalizing so you can just do w/e you like , or waiting for someone to agree with you with "yeah, yeah" for confirmation. I am the biggest noob here and that point you make about " 5-10 minutes = no more benefit or difference after that " seems like ultra nonsense, at my lifetime record of 2 hours straight i opened my eyes and looked at the mirror and realised that i am one with the room i am in, and therefore everything else too, there was no ego and that gollum positioned thing in the mirror was supposed to be me but i just was not feeling it from the same classical ego perception even though i knew that that awerness could move a hand or close the eyes or stand up whenever it liked, all my meditation of 30 minutes were just extremely different from the 5-10 minutes that are barely enough to get you into something.

Code 122. Lets sent an apprentice first, we will setup someone of us to go and "make space" "test the waters" and then the Leader can go. Oh my god i accidentaly posted this on the public Forum, i was meant to send it a the Headquarters, Please some Archmage delete this post immidiately before somebody that must not see it sees it.

You freaks are trolling, 20.000 hours of Dota 2, puts my 35 year old ass well below average, i can do way less for sure but i am fatigued these days. Can i exchange these 20.000 hours of Dota 2 with meditation ? if anybody wants to help and trade send me an offer.

Son_Of_god is a Greek small streamer, X professional player of CS:GO that had a sudden turn to spirituality. But it seems more like a psychotic breakdown , so i took interest on his case because it is extremely uncommon to see something like that in my country. If anybody is interested in analyzing this and giving his opinion feel free to do so. How much of it is awakening and spiritual, and how much of it just psychological meltdown and other mental health issues. I trust the people of this Forum to provide usefull info and their opinion on this topic, this is just my curiosity, i do not know him personally or anything, but his transformation is indeed insane and u rarely see a person changing this much. So this is only for people who just might for whatever reason be curious about this and want to spend some time investigating, and if you do so tell me what you believe, i will provide a text note with me using chat gpt to try and find out what is going on with this person by tellin the AI every information i have , but warning, its extremely large. https://www.twitch.tv/the_holy_trinity123 This is his Twitch account were he goes live every night for 20-30 people preaching for hours, and has some interesting clips , and you can find links for his other media were u can see bizzare stuff, like his TIK TOK were maybe there are more videos uploaded than stars in the Universe. Son Of God.txt

https://open.spotify.com/album/6SUMl8L4l91N2igInZsGMO?si=SpUrZStjQ2WGiYHSLiVuEg Radical, from Every Time I Die. , need to listen with lyrics, i would bet this band knows about Leo and actualized.org lol.

@tatsumaru Some people are never meant to thrive on discipline and routine, some external factors can also effect this though, like creating a reliability account with someone, like when you have a job , or when i was at the army, but if you can not do it internally and do not want to do it for yourelf there might be good reasons for feeling that way. Some personality types like INTP, and an Enneagram type i do not remember which, will be programmed to function differently. INTP generally values freedom for example and hates pressure and schedule, so that makes sense with what you said. What you need is systems and trust on yourself, have the things you have to do in mind, create your programm and the things you want to do but do them in your own terms, sometimes i start the day with excercise, other days i might do it later, sometimes i meditate after i wake up sometimes before i sleep or in the middle of the day, adapting to the situation, to the way i feel and think, to my energy levels,having my long term goals in the back of my mind and a vision for the future ,but analyzing and taking desicions in the moment not following it like a robot , if i have a random urge of going to run at midnight i might as well do it, when you have that fire inside you put it to good use, it is a calling,when you feel down to other less energy draining activity , you might be that way too. It works for me but you also need the plan to guide you, like a journal. Do yourself not what random influencers or society norms tell you what you must do to succeed.

Lol who the hell does this mistake??

I am sorry for the incovinience but it is not my fault really, Leo should have put an option to display your birth date at your profile, but you were lucky i happened to pass by this threat and see your comment, i was born at 20/01/1992.

I bet my bankroll that somebody is gonna screenshot this title and put it on a video saying, look what is happening in this forum with this cult leader Leo.

So a dude like CR7 eating fish for breakfast for the last 15 years? and is inside 0.00001% of human fitness. He looks healthy to me. What is going to happen to him? I did not know detox was a serious thing, in my community, those who talk about detox and stuff are those who have fallen for every conspiracy theory they ever heard off and for many other scams, and if i were to talk about their intelect level and consciousness level.....no

@Forestluv So your only problem is the language he used or that he did not clarify from which perspective he was making his claim.

I am so confused with MBTI, is there a legit test anyway? Whatever test i do i take 80-95% Introvert 90-100% Intuitive, and the rest is hell depending on how i feel, and always with little percentage on preference. Most times it is INFJ and INTP. I see the funtion stacks of INTP and INFJ and i cant even say which 4 i am using like wtf.

@Persipnei Yeah i have seen it too, somebody stole a lolilop from the market, this shit happens everywhere. I guess if lolipop stealing happens that means 9/11 was an inside job.

Hello people, happy to be here again with you after finishing my military duty. I am looking forward at being very active from now on, man it feels good to be free again. A bit dissapointed with the level of discussion in this post to be honest, i was expecting a better reward after having to deal with insanely close-minded people for 9 months. So i am not gonna go easy on you. Introverted intuition produces magic with this topic i am excited. so many paradigms you can explore this from , and a heavy percentage of them has the NoFap antiporn movement losing bigtime. And you lose not because you do not watch or do not masturbate. This could easily be a win as easy as i wont ever challenge you for not liking chocolate the way do. You lose because : 1) You push your paradigm as a global undeniable truth that we all must follow when you have absolutely no real evidence for your claims. 2) You have zero tolerence and respect for any in-between situation when that in-between range is HUGE. ( consuming massive or very low or mediocre amounts, reasons for consuming, psychological states when consuming, purpose of consuming, quality of consuming, subject of consuming(age,health,culture, etc) ). Quality porn reveals to you a game, it is like you watch an advertise for a paradise-like place, but if you have 10$ in your pocket and can not buy the trip you might start rationalising, it is a bad place to go because ? And maybe you can not tame the dragon, can not go to the magic islands and all you do is well, what most people always do, wanting others to fail too so you wont feel as bad, or just you not being confident enough and the way you feel more confident is by having masses agree with you,but do you respect the truth that way? And there is so much at porn to put it all together in one category, for example i never watch other men banging ladies, i feel that it is not art, and i can not produce higher consciousness from it. Audio with guided hands free orgasm while in trance is art. Nudity is art, sweet angel telling you how to masturbate is art, and these stuff produce insanely good orgasms if you let go and do not have negative beliefs, and you can do all of them with real partners too. Your dopamine tank refreshes pretty good within a few days if you are healthy sleep well. And meditation is the ultimate tool. If you have all these negative beliefs around porn sex or masturbation hey , can you imagine how you gonna feel after taking the action? Maybe the same way you feel after eating a whole cake when you are on a diet? You are self sabotaging, mentaly harassing your own selves. Devil so smart, always one level ahead that little bastard. Here in Greece we have this saying "Drugs are not bad, you are the junkie." We all here know the Positive use and powers of drugs yeah? We all know what happens when we consume just to consume ,and doing it daily, without being mindfull without any purpose any preparation, and we all know the difference of quality. The worse drugs just kill you slowly and do nothing more nothing less. Porn can be the same. Of course overconsuming mindlessly will make you a zompie like low consciousness existence.And of course there are ways to experiment and enjoy it to the maximum. Big ego's always want to polarize everything, the same way it wants a fake duality god just for it, you hear "Balance maybe? " and a little voice inside you goes, "ARGH NOOOOO,......... me full max super ultra conscious GOD"

When i first saw that it F me up, i got suspicious of the whole spiritual community as a whole and stalked the commitment i originally had into joining and being an active member of forums like this one for example.I started thinking that if this is true ,man, spitiuality is like the "new religion" and is all stuff we make out of our heads so we can feel better or have more power and feel superior to others. Do not get me wrong i still take a lot from here from what i read and from the videos of Leo and others but this thing is F up , millions of people idolize this man without ever wondering how legit he is, but there is a shady story, Check the second answer in particular. https://www.quora.com/Is-Jaggi-Vasudev-a-fraud.

@Krisena i think your mind is trying to verify somehow if Leo is a great teacher and good person or he has some secret agenda like boiling kittens when home alone, and through that dream you are trying to release doupt towards him, it is very normal for this happen if you got an overload of information from him recently and then you are starting to apply these information and practices in your life and making long-term plans towards self-actualization. Your mind and ego are resisting it, you are thinking, is all his saying really truth? is it beneficial for me? will this really work? Is it gonna be worth it? why not stay as i was before? That is what i think this dream means , so, what you gonna do?? I think you should always do what Leo says, and that is to find out for yourself if what he teaches is truth, there is no other way actually. And maybe just relax this attatchment a little bit.

It is unbeliavable for me that this """"""issue"""" can arise in such a place, and people spend time with this instead of real work or something more important. You really need to have big personal issues to decide to rant about the forum hierarchy, thread starter and @remember are projecting a lot of insecurities and false realities towards the moderators , and as every other topic i read it is always clear to me that the mods deserve their place and i guess Leo chose them wisely. Their intent is clear, and it is to push our orange asses forward , only that they put it more kindly and sophisticated and this is how it has greater chanse of making an impact.

When people talk stuff like this inside this Forum this is where i start to believe that you are just making stuff out of your A** (plurar not personal) and present them as it is a reality , what you said makes zero or maybe negative sense to me. If it is that way you present it it just means that i can do whatever i want and still be Godhead consciousness, after all if eating meat is only physical aspect why would not murder be too, or anything i want in any amount and frequency i want, if this 2 aspects of physicallity and meta do not interact with each other when and how does that energy change ? I mean what are we doing here , we say meditation changes your consciousness , drugs changes it also alcohol changes it , but food does not because that is how i like it to be? Why the first have metaphysicall impact and second does not and who will define that?

After contemplating a lot i decided it is about time i should move All in, i joined this forum and cried a bit about my past but now its time to let that go, i got the advise i needed multiple times, and i feel confident in myself and my skills and i believe i know what i have to do from now on, so i decided to create this journal, i am extremely motivated to do this for myself, and also give motivation to other people who might think change or moving from the bottom to the top is impossible. I envision a great story will be available here for readers as the time passes. I made a programm which is designed to help me form some good habbits and achieve my goals. I wake up early, i cold shower, i meditate, i read, i work out like CR7, i lift weights, i investigate, i use my conscious feedback rather than ego feedback, i eat like CR7, i grind and grind, i observe my emotions and thoughts mindfully and not act recklessly upon them, i fix my relationships,i create new relationships and friends, i just DO without expecting results and being entitled to them , i stop self-sabotage once and for all, i open my mind to new ideas , i relax, i stop fear, i heal my addiction,i do the 90 days no PMO with no expectations or wanting something specific to happen and get the insight of it with no placebo effects, i try different spiritual techniques and set long-term goals to self-actualize , i commit to moving at higher stakes at Poker, i learn new languange, i study about whatever i find interesting or usefull. And you might think that this is awfully of a lot of things to do , but it is not even 10% of what i have into my mind, and in this current moment, it might be the case that i am so low on every single of this qualities.But still my main point of focus is my spirituality, after all everything else is just a category inside of it. I will go absolutely nuts baby, and this is not lame not joke it is an ultimate commitment, i am starting as poor as it can get with 100$ bankroll, with a weak 27 years old body, with no skills to do any serious real life job at this current moment , something i never intented to do actually, with a mind that was attached to the past and is giving me more trouble than help, until now+ i guess. The rest of it, we will have to wait and see, but i Am All In.