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Yeah its the first time i see something similar in my country that is why, i wont do anything like that

Wtf is happening, how is this not a serious mental condition, i can provide more context , his friends are worried and nothing can seem to bring him back from the road he has taken, he claims extreme awakening but is not that just a serious mental condition? https://www.twitch.tv/the_holy_trinity123/clip/AnnoyingAmazonianSlothCoolStoryBro-7zwpfpHdpIrnLoN8?filter=clips&range=30d&sort=time

Hypnosis, asmr, hands free mind orgasms, roleplays. classical porn just useless and stupid.

@Santiago Ram There is a Greek guy like that, ex professional Counter Strike player turning into Teacher, streaming on twitch for 20-30 people that are his old counter strike friends, preaching and teaching and being in his own world while they go full Balkan style on the chat and swear him every day, There are still dudes there that call him by his Gaming name tag "Wea, cut this bs man, lets go play a map, to remember the good old times" While he has not played a single game and is in Jesus mode the last 8 years, and he completely ignores them, this is happening every day for at least 6-7 years it is just insane. I try to understand what is up with him, how much is spiritual awakening and how much is shizophrenia etc, if you have spare time and want to look at it Dm me

@Someone here I struggle to understand what you are trying to achieve actually , your question is either too simple and in that sense you replied to yourself at the end of the messege by talking about, upgringing , dogma and biases, wich is what is happening if we talk about basic human psyche and there is not many more things left to say, But then when people try to actually deepen and talk about spirituality you get extremely offendend and defensive. Also assuming universal mind requires solipsism when nobody brought Solipsism up, i really do not get you. If you want to impose limits on what is being talked about then create your game yourself, go in your journal, make the questions, then create different accounts and reply to yourself, you are in the only place that we can break these classical societal limits and you take great offense that somebody did that in the only place he can. Or you simply do not recognise that the absolute or the higher you go is gonna always be more relevent than the limited perspective when we talking about mind stuff and your topic is mind stuff In your hypothetical on who is the Goat, Cristiano or Messi, its like you come up with limits, we gonna talk only about Goals and nothing else, Cristiano 974 , Messi 687, so Cristiano is the Goat end. Then somebody comes and says, ok look maybe lets consider other factors too, Titles, what teams they play, what they do with their nationals teams, etc etc etc. But then you say no get out of here, today we talk about only goals. WHy do that lol, and from all places especially here.

@Hojo Heei my friend these examples were nasty, i really liked that analogy with the Pc, did you come up with it when you wrote this comment for first time or is something you use regurarly ?

I had intense anxiety and then you people reminded me how lucky i am, now its all gone. I think the same with OP, how can someone be rich and just not want to get out of that Dystopic Hell of America. believing in this meme as hard as i do , will accumulate so much karma for me that big G will go, "Alright then, Somalia". I will die a pridefull Red stage pirate, better fate

@r0ckyreed cant help but feel that all this is rationalizing so you can just do w/e you like , or waiting for someone to agree with you with "yeah, yeah" for confirmation. I am the biggest noob here and that point you make about " 5-10 minutes = no more benefit or difference after that " seems like ultra nonsense, at my lifetime record of 2 hours straight i opened my eyes and looked at the mirror and realised that i am one with the room i am in, and therefore everything else too, there was no ego and that gollum positioned thing in the mirror was supposed to be me but i just was not feeling it from the same classical ego perception even though i knew that that awerness could move a hand or close the eyes or stand up whenever it liked, all my meditation of 30 minutes were just extremely different from the 5-10 minutes that are barely enough to get you into something.

Code 122. Lets sent an apprentice first, we will setup someone of us to go and "make space" "test the waters" and then the Leader can go. Oh my god i accidentaly posted this on the public Forum, i was meant to send it a the Headquarters, Please some Archmage delete this post immidiately before somebody that must not see it sees it.

You freaks are trolling, 20.000 hours of Dota 2, puts my 35 year old ass well below average, i can do way less for sure but i am fatigued these days. Can i exchange these 20.000 hours of Dota 2 with meditation ? if anybody wants to help and trade send me an offer.

Son_Of_god is a Greek small streamer, X professional player of CS:GO that had a sudden turn to spirituality. But it seems more like a psychotic breakdown , so i took interest on his case because it is extremely uncommon to see something like that in my country. If anybody is interested in analyzing this and giving his opinion feel free to do so. How much of it is awakening and spiritual, and how much of it just psychological meltdown and other mental health issues. I trust the people of this Forum to provide usefull info and their opinion on this topic, this is just my curiosity, i do not know him personally or anything, but his transformation is indeed insane and u rarely see a person changing this much. So this is only for people who just might for whatever reason be curious about this and want to spend some time investigating, and if you do so tell me what you believe, i will provide a text note with me using chat gpt to try and find out what is going on with this person by tellin the AI every information i have , but warning, its extremely large. https://www.twitch.tv/the_holy_trinity123 This is his Twitch account were he goes live every night for 20-30 people preaching for hours, and has some interesting clips , and you can find links for his other media were u can see bizzare stuff, like his TIK TOK were maybe there are more videos uploaded than stars in the Universe. Son Of God.txt

https://open.spotify.com/album/6SUMl8L4l91N2igInZsGMO?si=SpUrZStjQ2WGiYHSLiVuEg Radical, from Every Time I Die. , need to listen with lyrics, i would bet this band knows about Leo and actualized.org lol.

@tatsumaru Some people are never meant to thrive on discipline and routine, some external factors can also effect this though, like creating a reliability account with someone, like when you have a job , or when i was at the army, but if you can not do it internally and do not want to do it for yourelf there might be good reasons for feeling that way. Some personality types like INTP, and an Enneagram type i do not remember which, will be programmed to function differently. INTP generally values freedom for example and hates pressure and schedule, so that makes sense with what you said. What you need is systems and trust on yourself, have the things you have to do in mind, create your programm and the things you want to do but do them in your own terms, sometimes i start the day with excercise, other days i might do it later, sometimes i meditate after i wake up sometimes before i sleep or in the middle of the day, adapting to the situation, to the way i feel and think, to my energy levels,having my long term goals in the back of my mind and a vision for the future ,but analyzing and taking desicions in the moment not following it like a robot , if i have a random urge of going to run at midnight i might as well do it, when you have that fire inside you put it to good use, it is a calling,when you feel down to other less energy draining activity , you might be that way too. It works for me but you also need the plan to guide you, like a journal. Do yourself not what random influencers or society norms tell you what you must do to succeed.