aurum

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  1. you’re missing it. There is no way to fail at this. You and everything else is God, and there’s no way you could not realize that. At worst you can delude yourself until your “death”. The few rare ones you are talking about are also you. All souls will return to God because there is no other possibility. This game is perfectly rigged in your and everyone else’s favor. All setbacks are only temporary and are what allow for the journey to take place. But I get it, the journey can be brutally hard at times. You can go through deep darkness, depression and fear. But that’s all okay too. That’s all part of it. Wrap the darkness in love and watch it transform.
  2. @8Ball Alternatively besides patreon, there’s the LP course, booklist and tip jar. Plenty of ways to support Leo financially if you choose.
  3. @Mvpjouney If it’s too much it’s okay to slow it down. There is no rush here and ultimately you cannot fail. It certainly is possible without psychedelics, my first awakening experiences were all sober. Just keep up your spiritual practice and watching the theory to strengthen your foundation. Then if you want to do a psychedelic, you can choose to do that.
  4. @DecemberFlower Because that's the game that is being played here. Going from fear / separation to love / oneness. You couldn't have the journey otherwise and know yourself as God.
  5. @ajai I really like Kimilla. Some of her Kriyas are really challenging and she has a lot of great content. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJdnfY8UpmI
  6. @BlackMaze Breathwork like Wim Hof supposedly releases DMT. Do an hour of that and you'll be flying high, may even pass out.
  7. @Elshaddai I would question your basic assumptions about life and suffering. This is a belief. Challenge it.
  8. @Firebird Not in the slightest. No offense. Also no. Yes, although I don't refer to them as ghosts. Yes, lots of people are. I communicate with spiritual beings regularly.
  9. Stage Orange medicine is what you get when the ego is in control and is reacting out of fear. Typically it offers band-aide, reductionist solutions that don't address the real cause. Being for-profit (at least here in the States), it has become a huge industry. Millions of people would lose their jobs and source of income without it. Part of the reason it seems so necessary is that we've set people up for failure. When you're incentivized to live a sedentary lifestyle, avoid nature, eat garbage food and cope with your emotions, you get a lot of sick people. So the unconsciousness of the medical industry is perfectly correlated to the unconsciousness in other areas of society. It all arises together and supports these other systems. You cannot undo the damage of the medical industry without, for instance, changing economic systems. At the deepest level, a change in consciousness is what is needed. That's the root. Change that and shifts will begin to ripple out.
  10. If you want to last longer, of course. Not saying you can't ever pick up the speed, but slowing things down makes it easier to stay mindful. If you do pick up the speed, you want to make sure to bring that same level of being present.
  11. @Annoynymous You need to breathe, relax, stay mindful and slow down. If you want to experiment, do some solo fapping and just notice how deepening your breath and being mindful immediately drops the energy. I find it easier to practice this alone because being with a partner we tend to just revert to old habits. Really it is that simple. I know some people talk about visualizing but I've never had much success with that. Just slow it all down.
  12. I wouldn't even stress about trying to find some sort of balance, they go together. Just practice meditation and also practice visualizing. The Buddha would have realized that he imagined the entire universe
  13. Your imagination is powerful and important. But we do meditation for a different reason. You see, your mind is imagining all the time. We silence the mind using meditation because that allows you to become a clear channel for God to speak through you and as you. The vessel, you, needs to be emptied. Otherwise your thoughts are just unconscious programming, trauma and coming from the fear-mind.
  14. Yes you definitely can. But I would suggest your top priority to be developing your meditation habit. If you have to put the others on hold in order to make that work, fine. Your gains will survive. But otherwise you should be able to do both.
  15. @mmKay I don't want to burst your enthusiasm but I don't see this as stage Green. Lots of people give money away, even when they're fully in stage Orange level consciousness. I don't know this guy at all, but from the little bit I saw it doesn't look like he has made the leap. Maybe I'm wrong but that's my initial impression.
  16. @marinaaniram There's still plenty of value in studying the illusion. Your memories, for example, help you a great deal in navigating your practical life. It's just that your practical life isn't actually real. It's as real as a dream, which of course can feel very real when you're in it. So if you'd like to dream something pleasant, I'd recommend it.
  17. @Value So what's the problem? Why is your girlfriend an obstacle to you traveling, being social and having fun? Unless you mean something else by wanting to "party" .
  18. @eggopm3 It wouldn't say it implies it without more context. But I certainly wouldn't rule out the possibility. You guys are going to be alone together for a long period of time, so who knows. What do you want? Do you want to lose your virginity to this girl? What are you looking to get out of this experience?
  19. I did one RSD bootcamp. While I did get a lot of practical experience that weekend, looking back I don't think it was worth it. The best thing I ever did for my game was get a group of committed friends who were also into game. And then just approach relentlessly, day after day, for months on end. I'm not saying there aren't benefits to getting a coach. Undoubtedly it has helped a lot of guys. It just wasn't my path. My path was me and a bunch of my friends all sucking and figuring it out together over time. Also, when you have friends who are good at game, then you have a real solid foundation to start building a big social circle. That's when game really goes into easy mode.
  20. @Striving for more Even if the pandemic is a real reason not to approach, you still used that as an excuse. Why not just say hello and let her be the one to you that she's not comfortable talking to strangers? You didn't do that because you didn't want to. You were looking for an "out" not to approach.
  21. @Yoshy After reading everything you've written, I think you'd be wise to at least challenge this belief system you've created. Your perspective on relationships and dating in general is very pessimistic and comes off as jaded to me. So if I were you, I'd question myself.
  22. How else would you describe your true nature?
  23. Just think about it. You do not just "randomly" want a lamborghini. There's a real payoff in your mind to having that. What is it? And be specific, don't just say "it's my ego". For instance, maybe having a lamvorghini would make you feel like a fucking boss. Maybe people would respect you more. Maybe people would see you as someone to admire and who was successful in life. Maybe it would mean financial security. Maybe you think you need it in order to attract those supermodels. Whatever your reason, find it. Those are just examples. Once you've found the reason you want those things, then maybe you can begin letting it go. But you have to understand why you don't want to let it go in the first place and resolve that.
  24. @SamC A lot of people say it's a sign of a vibrational upgrade or download. So if you've been doing a lot of meditation / breathwork I wouldn't be surprised. I'd stick it out for now. If it becomes a problem then maybe see a doctor. But my sense is that you're fine, just ride it out.
  25. I'd take another look inside. If you aren't forcing yourself, then why aren't those things already gone from your life? If you really had no resistance, they'd already be gone and we wouldn't be having this conversation. But they obviously give you something. There is some sort of benefit you're getting from living that lifestyle, which is why you're struggling to give it up. So just be honest. What good is coming from the nightclubs / lamborghinis etc? Even if it seems trivial.