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I'm aware. But I'd rather be real than waste everyone's time. Things like how happy / self-accepting she is. Sense of humor. Social skills. Ambitions. There's plenty of things that matter way more than "did you sit on another dick". I get all that. But you also don't need marriage if that's your end goal. Just one potential path. Agreed. It's a metaphor, not meant to be taken literal. I don't actually think people are sex toys.

@Smika You’re fine. I’ve had all sorts of weird physical symptons that come from your energy shifting and I know others do as well. Just let it do its thing, maybe back off from doing spiritual work for awhile if it gets too intense.

I would agree. It's not so much that I have a problem with monogamy as I can't understand why I would want to limit myself sexually. Even if I was in a LTR with a girl, it's fun for me to bring other people into your sex life. They're like sex toys. And I get off on group sex, it's one of my big turn ons.

@Cortex @Sahil Pandit @Etherial Cat Anybody remember this? Freshmen year theme song right here:

@ajasatya You made some good points and I can definitely see how people could potentially use marriage as a spiritual practice. So if two people really consciously decided that's what they wanted, that be cool. From my POV marriage though isn't an attractive option mostly because I don't care for monogamy. Every time I've been monogamous with a girl it ended up feeling forced and like I didn't even know why I was doing it. I also don't correlate sexual loyalty with being a good partner. If she wants to fuck somebody else I don't care, most people cheat at some point anyway. Just as long as she's okay with me doing the same.

@Lynnel Trust me you’re not alone on this. As much as we can say we are a stage orange culture, the reality is that most people I see have a completely dysfunctional relationship with success. You’re likely unconsciously holding yourself back because success is a very emotionally demanding thing. So we self sabotage without realizing it. Don’t just buy into the stories your mind tells you about why you can’t or shouldn’t be successful. Look for the fear that’s underneth those beliefs. Also, I would suggest going on a success-positive campagin. Surround yourself with people who view success in a positive way and see the way they view the world. Because there’s going to be slight changes in mindset that seperates you from them.

@Shroomdoctor Definitely sounds like some subconscious stuff going on. Dreams are really powerful clues if you know how to read them.

Yes. Also, yes. You can drastically change your emotional life by doing this work. I'm without a doubt the happiest I can remember in a long time. But it often gets worse before it gets better. So just be aware of that.

Thanks man.

Yes you don't want to suppress or resist negativity. That has the opposite effect as you've noticed. Just do the work we talk about on this forum (meditiation, yoga, shadow work, etc) and you'll find yourself being naturally more positive. Also, make sure you are generally surrounding yourself with positive influences.

It's accurate. You just have to dig down deep enough behind a person's motivations to see it. Otherwise it may definitely not look like love.

@Gerhard Bioenergetics helped me a lot. Often times joy or laughter can be physically repressed in our system. Bioenergetics is one way of breaking that up. Also, just start doing the physical act of laughing even if you don’t feel like it. What you’ll find is that what felt “fake” at first quickly becomes real laughter.

@BjarkeT Yes it’s a choice. But that’s often not a useful way of looking at it, because most people have lots of resistance around happiness.

Go out, go out, go out. It never ceases to amaze me how much guys will avoid the obvious answer.

You don’t enjoy socializing, so you don’t go out and gain social skills. Because you don’t have social skills, you don’t enjoy socializing. It’s a loop, and you’re stuck in it. Also, here’s a lesson in social skills: care that your audience can understand you. I had to reread your paragraph several times because you didn’t put in basic punctutation.

Yup you got it, keep going out.

You’re welcome.

@Seed I did improv comedy for about a year as well as toastmasters. All my YouTube videos are improvised. So here’s my two cents. My best performances are always, always, always when I really let go. Especially in something like improv comedy. Toastmasters you can kind of get away with it because it’s okay to just be logical the whole time. In improv comedy, it has to be funny. If you just stay in your logic mode with some sort of ego agenda, you are fucked. Often with very embarressing results. Get into the enjoyment of it. Before an improv show, we didn’t sit there reviewing improv comedy theory. We did the opposite. We clowned. We danced. We sang. We basically just did everything possible to put ourselves in that positive state where we actually were doing it for the fun of doing it. Obviously you’re not putting on a comedy show so it’s a little different. But the principles are the same. Get out of your head, feel good, and let it flow.

@billiesimon Rule of thumb, if you go out and something triggers you bad enough that you start crying when you get home, that’s very much a good thing. This is why I keep saying going out to do game isn’t just game. It’s healing. So many things get triggered when you actually step into your fears and don’t just keep hiding in your bedroom. It’s also why almost no guy unconsciously wants to do it. I wouldn’t stress about it. You’ve got the awareness that women’s approval is probably more important to you subconsciously than you originally realized. Nothing really to do but keep doing the work.

@Nahm Thanks for the recommendation brotha, appreciate it. @Alex bAlex I feel ya man, we all need some sort of mentorship in lives. I currently have someone I see myself. You can obviously pay to get a mentor like Nahm said. That’s usually the most direct way. But you could also find someone you admire and offer to work for free. Tell them you have XYZ skill they might need and that you’ll do whatever they want. Don’t even mention mentoring. Books and courses can also be a more impersonal sort of mentorship. So yeah, mentorship comes in all forms. It doesn’t have to look a certain way. Hope that helped. By the way, if you decide to go with a coach and you pick @Emerald over me, we are going to have to have a very serious discussion via DMs

Guidance. For instance, yesterday I was working with a client who runs a startup. She was stuck between two decisions she was trying to make for her business and it was really bothering her. The reality is I didn't know what she should do either. I didn't have all the technical details and knowledge that would have been necessary to make that decision. But that was okay because I knew that wasn't my job. I knew that she was capable of figuring it out on her own, and my role was to help guide her in the process. So I just asked questions and helped her walk through the thinking process. And by the end, she knew exactly what she wanted to do and was happy she resolved the problem. That's the power of coaching. I don't have to be the smartest guy. In fact I don't need to know much at all. Rather, I put my faith in the idea that there's something more intelligent than both of us at work here, and my job is to help allow that to come through.

That's part of it, although I don't believe money is really a source of stability. Lots of people make tons of cash and blow it all. The source of stability is you. Money is just the tool. I want money to continue to fund my purpose and projects I feel I'm being called to do in the future. That shit doesn't pay for itself.

I might. But the difference with coaching is that I'm often not offering advice. It's kind of the opposite of what I do here, where I just share my beliefs on things.

Forget about all that and stick with Instagram for now. Why do you feel like it's whoring yourself out? I don't see it that way at all. To me, it makes no sense for me to be friends with someone if they aren't adding value to my life. And I also don't think they should want to be friends with me if I can't add value to their life. If your only goal of a friendship is to connect with someone, I can do that with just about anyone. I'll find commonalities and build a genuine bond. So that alone isn't a good enough reason why we should be friends. If you keep juding it like you're whoring yourself out, you're going to resist the process. I like it. Yeah subtlety is huge when you get to this point. You'll get this through osmosis the more time you spend in high status areas. You'll pick up on the vibe of the room and what the high status guys are doing / not doing. Just keep paying attention. This is a really nuanced question. No, you technically don't need money. I'm friends with a promoter here in Miami that absolutely crushes it. He has all sorts of social proof in the nightclub, high status access and a pimped out Instagram. Yet he is literally broke and living out of his car. It's almost comical. You also see this with photographers. They usually don't make much money, but they do well with girls simply because they're around them all the time in a position of status. So money isn't the answer. Access, social proof, game and logistics are what really matter. But money can help you with those things. For instance, if you've got cash then you can afford an apartment next to the best nightclub, which is usually expensive real estate. So it really depends on your situation and what your goals are. Personally, I want money. Lots of money.

And how has that belief system been working out for you?