SilentTears

The importance of staying grounded while doing this work is import. That is if one wants to operate from this plane of reality. it’s easy to get engrossed into spiritual experiences and lose the self so completely it’s radically different then anyone can imagine. however, I wish to have those experiences and still come back a calm, collected, strong moralized person. After meditating yesterday and having the experiences I had I can say I’m probably going to be in and out of grounded calmness and spiritual awakenings. My purpose is to integrate those awakenings in ways which serve me and have my knowledge deepen in spirituality.

Okay but seriously, why does this happen. Cause consciousness wants that to happen. I mean I get sent to love and other higher states of consciousness easily. I can see nothingness and infinity. It’s like a portal opens and I just look through them. Switching so fast makes me desolve myself. I become more pure in all ways the other thing is that when I fall apart it’s like dying and I have to go through that from every meditation. Like come on man and just tryen to chill. Universe says “lol Na bro give me a second” *swoosh* and there goes my sense of self. There goes al of existence. There goes concepts themselves. There “it” goes... Tbh tho, it’s pretty amazing. I have so much love, appreciation and grounded principles. I am me and I love it. I love you too. Its just. When your ungrounded your mind swirls. It’s hard to explain. Your heart beats fast as fuck. Your mind stops or goes extremely fast. Your breathing stops or goes faster and faster. It really feels like that doctor strange video. Just taking about this makes my mind swirl. Good day all. *bows* and exits the stage.

When I start to meditate I feel like just not to a extent. Like 7/10 of this from 20 min of meditation. I start to see infinity and nothingness. My perspective switches so fast, and I swirl. My ego desolves and I’m left bare and naked. You realize that the ground you were standing in falls apart. The reality you believed in doesn’t actually exist. It’s a swirl of everything. You spin and go “I forgot how to think” while your sense suddenly expand into infinity and nothingness. Both and nothing. AND THATS WHY I STOPPED MEDITATING. Fuck.

thank you for your words. I agree with what you have written to an extent. edit: I think I actually misunderstood. My bad. my apologies @PureRogueQ read everything again and I now see what you meant. Opps. *stares at the sky* you guys both had the right intentions (kinda) just different energy so you saw things differently.

I understand. After a while you will start to integrate these experiences more and more and it’ll become easier to express yourself. Yeah, when we have these experiences we become ungrounded or rather see into things and when we come back into a curtain state of consciousness it’s easier to explain. btw, even if you talk in a dualistic way and use “we” I’m pretty sure everyone understands the intention behind the words as it’s the intention not the words themselves. Have a lovely day. Peace out ✌️

We’re you asking “Do we need drugs to achieve enlightenment” or asking us to take on the views of that video? good question, anyways, not needed. It can help but not needed at all. Non of my enlightenment experiences or awakenings have taken place because of a psychedelic.

@PureRogueQ thank you. the universe goes “you spin me right round baby right round” this perfect moment knows no bounds. It’s purely infinite. Blah blah I could go on about this perfection, but this isn’t my thread. So I’ll have a good day, thank you very much. p.s. if you were serious I feel sorry for you because it’s you who does not see the truth of all of this. If you would like some advice, instead of chatting away go and do some practices such as meditation. Maybe one day you can get closer to the truth. Maybe. Just maybe.

@allislove the diamond pointing to the other diamond, saying, “look! Your so pretty!” Allislove, truly a great name.

@PureRogueQ shh, silence. listen, what do you hear? Ah the echo of ones soul? I see. you are just finding yourself. “Ultimate consciousness”. We are using words. Pointing to nothing. That’s why. When we just become. It’s a different ballgame of realizations. it’s ultimately just nothingness/love playing and spinning. So when he put this he wanted to share an insight. It is not foolish in the slightest. To see wisdom means you are wise. To see foolishness means you are a fool. you are a fool again, lovely post @traveler thanks for the share

Okay okay, don’t get mad but I stole the cookies. Yeahh I ate them all. My bad ?‍♂️ ? the Crystal river glows a healthy and young man. Man is man. Women is man. I mean that to understand a women you must first understand yourself. For one cannot be defined without the other. when understanding another it ultimately points back to oneself and I don’t mean that in a nondualstic sense. I simply mean that which I mean. when understanding others we first describe ourselves by the words we speak, the way we view that other person and how we express our thoughts to another. All of that which we project is ourselves.

To a beautiful life. the beauty of the sea, the cool winds which blow across the empty mind. the empty mind which produces something is no longer empty. that something that is produced is nothingness. yada yada have fun and go wild!!!! Wooooo. Lol life’s good and my purpose is no purpose. no mind = empty mind = love = you stillness is a state. Love is being. Beingness is all that arises. All that arises is like the calm grass. The swaying trees. The heavenly sky. the sky, the earth, the sea, the ocean. That which is that which is. Labels on beauty. Mind grows stillness stops. When stillness stops it does not become more still but the opposite. Yeahhhhh life’s pretty good. I am that which is not seen. I am not that which is seen. the eyes cannot see and the ears cannot hear. The heart cannot beat and the mouth cannot breath. the air cannot move and the sky cannot shine. I am a small pebble. The pebble of life and love. ~~~~~

?? @PureRogueQ look at the meaning.

Right direction! ?

@allislove gave a beautifully put answer, however I would like to share from a different angle to see if that helps I would like to agree that it is more of a spiritual purification that most I see go through when starting this path. usually this is a sign for real true growth and transformation in ones very center of self. your actions now are more important then any time. stick with what you know is beneficial for you and know that no matter what happens it’s alright bud. Just continue on everything is gunna be alright. No matter the consciousness levels, no matter the suffering you experience. If you stay true to what is beneficial and self growing it’ll be alright. watch your feelings too, don’t judge yourself for feeling bad or even try to escape as that can create more resistance. Instead allow those emotions and experiences to arise. It can be tuff or easy. That said, I would recommend always meditating, eating better etc. just because I say don’t try to escape doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try to change. focus on what feels good, check out spiritual teachers like Abraham Hicks. She’s always good with re framing something that may not feel good to the present you. you are always free as every second is new. Every choice is your choice. Make the most out of your life. Your free bud. Lol you got this!

I’ve been cultivating/ experimenting with masculine energy for quite a while and I can honestly say there are so many degrees to each feminine and masculine and they all have different purposes that I wouldn’t say one is just for form/matter etc while the other is just for spirituality. yes, what people stated above is true, however there are masculine spiritual practice that can take you directly to truth. And feminine spiritual practices that take you to the truth in a different manner. some use both masculine and feminine. honestly, truth can be found from any energy if the right path is taken. ego does not equal masculinity. society has portrayed a curtain type of masculine principles to people and said this is masculinity, however I’m sure you know there is so much more. if your low conscious then yeah ego = masculinity same can be said for feminine too. If your low conscious then it just is ego. however then that just points to low conscious = ego and high consciousness = less ego. tbh, As a masculine male I can say I can come off as having an “ego” by spiritual people (not that anyone has ever said so) because it may be “harsh” or smth. Idk. It’s not as soft as feminine energy is all I’m getting at. Anyways, nice question bud. I’ll Answer this real quick too. Masculine is both part and not apart of ego. it’s apart as that is the selfs identity. However it is also not apart as masculine energy is that which is is. Isness per say. depeds which angle you look at it. depends on the masculine person level of consciousness too. go more based off of someone’s level of consciousness, and life experiences. Not just “masculine” or “feminine” It’s to complex to bring it down to just either or.

I’m really tired today, however I find it very beneficial to write as the energy and state of mind I’m in now have a deep understanding to them. For the first time in a long time I just feel like a calm lake. Im seeing reality through a new lens. reality changes based on the energy your in. People can live on the same earth and have completely different experiences. sometimes your meant for things so your guided energetically to them. Sometimes. —— Its interesting to watch my energy change from a masculine type of male to a chill and calm type of person. Laid back. I’m not exactly sure what to do with myself right now. In the past I saw everything as perfect so no matter what I did I knew that it was an absolute perfect thing. many sadness, any love, any emotions and thought are absolute consciousness at play. It twirls, spins and laughs within and with itself. every action and everything is complete consciousness at play. then I started seeing reality from a pure masculine viewpoint. One where reality is very “real”, important and valuable. Calm, grounded, wise, and full of passion. I of course kept my past experiences and integrated them which was nice. now my energy is changing so much tonight. I feel like I’m being destroyed and then recreated energetically. ive changed my energy thousands of times to masculine, love, purity, calmness, and pretty much anything I wanted with just a mental command. It’s easy. ive learned so much from seeing reality from allll these perspectives and understood so much. ive noticed that I’m constantly growing and that I’m always guided in whatever is best for me. A constant growth. A constant love for life. It’s pure beauty and bliss. It’s pure love. Haha gosh, my energy really is changing. *rants some more* im noticing/seeing a decomposition of my ego at the moment. It’s dying and dying. It’s hard to explain the beauty of it all. The self ahahah. What a funny joke yet not at all and so much more yet all just words pointing to the same thing. infinite reality, infinity cannot be explained. Your brain goes “akdhksah” whenever it sees and when you get kicked back here it’s like “holy baby Jesus” LMAO. I wonder why I’m dying? I mean my sense of self keeps slipping then coming back but more pure and free. True freedom. True awareness. Truth, “understanding” on this plane of reality. the contextualization of all that is. so much is flowing through me that I can’t even type any of it. Too profound, too “much” lol. Nothing can ever be too much. *swoosh* off goes my mind. Off goes my self. Off goes my body. Off goes my heart. Pure positive truth and awareness of direct experience is what is left. Good day all. ?

Very nice ? thanks for the share.

And I’m saying so? it’s because, yes, double standards. now what are you gunna do about it? Cry? Change others? Change yourself? lol dude, you already stated it. We use double standards for our own survival or to make us feel better about doing the actions we do. It’s a justification. I hope you get my drift when I say these things, truly do. Good luck ?

I don’t really kill insects if unnecessary for my survival. Heck, I don’t even enjoy killing anything because of the understanding of emotions I have for all living being. Now does a tigger feel sad for the rabbit? No it thinks food. It’s just how you frame it yes. you can justify killing humans but will you! I hope not. Dude, I’m saying come from your heart. What you know is right! Do what you think is best! Don’t look to others for answers. let’s say you do justify killing humans. How shitty will you feel or how shitty will your energy be from that. Yes everything you do stays with you. good and bad are relative, yes, I agree. However be intelligent, come from the heart and hope for the best for everyone when you come to which world view you want to take on. Which comes from more purity? Which embodies the things you want? edit: don’t worry about what others are doing. Do you man. if you wanna change others then understand that the best ways to change others is by embodying what you want and letting others see for themselves. by forcing another to your worldview is like caging one is your frame of mind by the justification that your way is the right way. dude I’m sure you know this shit. Good luck ?

Killing is bad because the frame of mind someone has. Someone can have a frame which explains why it’s “okay”, however you should take into consideration where people’s level of development lays when you chose to take on their worldview. personally, killing can be a very horrific and sad act because of the Immense emotions that arise from the situation. I see the world from how people feel. your actions directly influence everyone your around and even your thoughts do to. Now, do you wish to spread positive emotions full of love or maybe just some simple joy and peace? Or do you wish to spread hate? Now which do you would feel better for you and others? Which is more pure? just ask these questions and always come from your heart. Someone who understands their actions understands the importance of positive up bringing. only the ignorant sleep in blood, spread low vibrations and think that everything is the same throughout all actions. each action is different and has a different outcome.

The importance of a clear, emotionally stable goal is of the most importance. without a clear goal you won’t get far and you’ll be fickle in what you do. I think I heard Leo say this back when I used to watch his videos, however having this insight myself(well understanding it on a deeper level) is always nice. Two examples in the situation of girls(though I’d apply it to about everything) 1) you really know what her want so you go and get her for yourself. your able to come off confident, sure of yourself and stable when questioned by yourself or others. 2) you don’t know if you really want her so you are kinda dominant, however you keep pulling back and never truly committing(of course this can work if your lucky, but it’s not a good game plan). This comes off as lacking that deep masculine principle and even if you achieve it you probably won’t be truly happy. Or the happiness is short livid since you aren’t commuting to it. 1 is living your life free and full of your own passion 2. is being on auto pilot and letting the world lead you. Aka, the path of least resistance. I don’t mean that in the way of which Abraham Hicks teaches but more of you just fall into place wherever and letting your life be guided by others. ____ following the path of least resistance can be very beneficial if you know what you want and have a clear solid goal in mind, however if you don’t it can be a trap. Of course everything is circumstantial.

@allislove thank you, that’s kind of you to say.

Bump. it’s a real nice thread. Always enjoyed her teachings and the great feelings that come into creation through just listening to how she frames things. @allislove I really enjoyed that bla bla bla one lmao. Gave me a great laugh. Also it had real nice energy to it. @random dude didn’t check out the video but when you say the controversy it frames it like it’s a “scam” or not “right”. Forgive me if I’m wrong in assuming that, however Abraham Hicks is all about framing things in ways which makes one feel positive, happy, and full of passion to the things you once had resistance towards. She helps raise ones vibration on a curtain subject which is amazing! She’s a real great teacher. I say all this for you to view it for what it is. Careful, just cause people say something about someone doesn’t make it true and their perspective on the matter may be very limiting so think and feel for yourself. great day all!

The goal of ones life should be: -mental clairty -happiness -love wait, I mean the goal of my life. live, laugh, love. ——- ones approach to any situation already predetermines the outcome by a large margin. Edit:

Thank you for sharing. He has great energy and was a real nice watch so far. (I didn’t get through all of it yet)