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What were your biggest struggles or weaknesses when you were 10 years younger? How often do you visit your family?

Hey, I. remember when I discovered actualized.org I thought the same. But spiritual growth and fulfilment can in my opinion also be obtained through a "normal" life. Otherwise, you can try out becoming a monk for some time to test if that's really what you want. Maybe the belief that you need to become a monk is also a creation of your ego Seeking peace and living in the moment is harder probably living a standard western life but nevertheless you can do it and affect others around you by doing.

I'm currently on day 6 of my water fast. I will break it in two days or so. From my experience up to the 5th day is the hardest physically. You purge a lot of toxins in from your digestive system and other parts of the body. After day 5 I experienced emotional release and healing you are confronted with a lot of negative thoughts and emotions. From all the experienced I read on reddit and watching youtube videos, deep healing starts after day 10. It also depends on the person if you live an unhealthy life and have no mental strengths then it might unfold otherwise.

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Hey, I recently listened to a podcast on MBTI and personal growth in which they state how to develop this " weakness" in INFJ. Maybe you can identify with some of the things said I found it very valuable !!

For a short but powerful energy boost, I recommend whim hofs breathing method works at a similar level like QiGong

This is true but that doesn't that is very useful in some cases. Most people build strong defence mechanism when they are young and because of them they suffer all sorts of neurosis and diseases. In fact a goal of psychoanalysis is to guide the patient to break down those defences and let him re-experience the pain that then allows healing. It is true that for people with severe mental trauma that are not psychological stable opening the "flood gates" radically trough the use of psychedelics it can lead to stronger and more disfunctional defences and regression but for most people psychedelics are an extremely potent way to heal. Just my thoughts

Thank you very much for the response ! Great advice I will think about which route to take but i only have about 33 days max. I also heard that the frances route is overcrowded but i read so much about it in took i am very curious to experience it, altough my main goal is to have an adventure and come closer to me. I also heard that Camino la costa is way harder to walk ..

Hey guys, This summer I want to take a journey to santiago de compostela on the jakobsweg (camino frances) this summer to make a lot of experiences and contemplate my life . Does anyone took the route and can share their experience or tips ? Costs ? Things to avoid? How long did it took you ? Did you sleep in a tent or in accommodations ? Is learning spanish necessary ? Psychedelics on the route ? Although I did a lot of research already, I would highly appreciate some input from someone on this forum !

In my experience and from what i read, something like 21 days to make it more stable. But you have to develop a taste for the habit otherwise in my opinion it won't stick

Tried rectal administration today ( just put the blotter in my butt al natural) 100 mcg 1-PLsd. For me a much more gradual come-up but way more intense. There was no nausea all what was very nice. I also felt like i sobered up way quicker after the peak.

Concept of the self, Psychology and Art, Cultural Differences in Psychology (Pathologies, Values, Worldviews). How people define spirituality, what people's goals are, how people cope with death, family dynamics. Horror movies influence, porn influence. May I ask in which city you are studying? ( Also study in the Netherlands)

Very nice posts thanks !!! Here the five koshas and their ancient names

He's an amazing teacher his guided meditation are taking me very deep very quick

I did mdma a few times about 2 years ago.I healed some trauma especially having fun for myself and loving humanity, it really changed the way i look at others. I think what you are doing sounds like a great and responsible way to use mdma, but i would also highly recommend someone you trust and can share you experience with. Keeping all the love you feel during the experience for yourself might be hard.. Then again you might be able to channel this love towards yourself so maybe its worth a try. I wish you good luck and healing !

You impacted my life in the most profound way !! You stepped into my life and you gave me light and direction. I will be forever grateful for all the courage and love you give out to us me you . Love ya happy birthday

Currently doing a water fast, I am aiming at 5 days. I did 5 days before and it was very challenging but you gain a lot from it. For me I noticed way more time during the day, boredom which probably drives you to experiment and try out new stuff, really seeing how habits and unconscious behavior drives your life (especially the ones that are built around eating) less anxiety, more mindfulness, also after several days your body seems to heal itself, for example, muscle tension, back pain, and tissue damage disappeared for me. Meditation and Yoga are amazing while fasting !! There are also negatives: can make you depressed especially at the start, inconstant energy sometimes very high sometimes veeerylow. sleep can be a challenge. ou lose a lot of weight

It is certainly not an addiction you just can quit with willpower and resistance. Expect backsliding and relapsing. While you watch porn and fap try to become as mindful as possible of your behavior. Don't fight it or judge it but observe it as good as you can. Ask yourself do I really want this, does this really satisfy me? After you jerk off don't guilt yourself or feel like you messed up treat yourself with compassion ( This is a very hard addiction to break) Just keep your intention and vision why you want to quit porn always in the back of your mind. You will see it will get easier and easier to not be seduced by your mind to watch it. I think it can give you brain fog due to your attention working not as efficient when you are overloading your brain with dopamine spikes.

Sounds like you're doing fine !!!

Very interesting, I appreciate the detailed response!! I looked at the website and it looks quite complicated and similar to chakras and serious astrology. I resonate with the description of social interaction but with some stuff that does not fit, according to the human design system is change possible or is it determined.

How is it to be a reflector ? do you think you suffer more than other people do you have a social life?

Thank you for this! Really interesting read I find parts of every human design in me, although I feel like I am mostly projector

Dunno if you can count a video from 2019 as forgotten, this is one of my favorite videos. It gives me hope, a sense of direction and its just a really cool framework for your journey.