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@Javfly33 Die to the flesh and be reborn of the Spirit

@Meta-Man Yeah, im just observing this ^^

So in few weeks im going to do another ayahuasca ceremony. Last time i felt i didnt go to that place of awesomeness, cause i was afraid i might loose my centre, consciousness, sense of self whatever you call it and will not be able to come back to life, so im wondering if its possible to really die doing ayahuasca?

@WHO IS yes In these altered states i feel i could but choose not to cause im attached to this particular mode of living. Well it possibily is controled by the super conscious me, the little me cant take it, its too scary

Okay, i finally have to say it. In one of my ayahuasca trips it was revelad to me with complete clarity that this life is nothing than amazing dream. I could have any dream I wanted, i could be rich man, a king, famous person all that, yet i choose to be this little Me, pretending to seek something, having all these worries and overcoming silly chalenges, having nothing to his name yet possesing fine physical beauty . It was also reveled that everything i could think is not "That", so basically we are here engage in totally useless activity, yet somehow beautiful expresion percieved by the dreamer. Everything you say here is lie! It is not true! All of the "serious" things we are discussing here are coming straight out of donkey asshole, all made up that have no ground on which they rest, no solid foundation. I wish i could just be done with all this, yet im here most of the time reading all the nonsense and getting hoked by the "high consciousness" stuff. God damn it, its all a dream! I was shown this and my whole body went into trembling and awe, such bliss to know this. Yet i still cant believe this, as im wrting now. But back then it was so clear and much more real than any of this. All i have is memory now..

I have something like that. One sentence written of what i want, maybe will add someting more.

yeah i cant help it..

@Preetom lets just share a moment of silence ^^

@wesyasz end of discussion

Would more consciousness lead you to become vegan?

When i did ayahuasca i had similar realizations to what this "Bashar" is speaking. Parcticulary about me creating realities that are in accordance with my state of consciousness, if i choose to be selfish then i create reality where everyone are selfish, if i want this world to be utopia i need to be selfless and more loving. There is really no way of knowing .. but it makes sense actually, the source from which things manifest are unknown, so its not too hard to imagine that my intention is what affects the ceation of next moment.

@dimitri ^^

I can forgive them, im not all white myself.. I just bought a milk, want to see how i feel drinkin it (since i really like milk), maybe im more aligned not cutting milk products out, maybe i will limit my consumption ..ahh forgive me cows! :<

Well i can only say that cause im not in the slaughter house, not sure if i could see the perfection if my body would go through a shreder. But i guess thats my human self is talking, i want to survive after all.

I can actually see now what you mean by "doing what feels good". Naturally if you are intune, aligned withy ourself you would seek to minimize disharmonious behavior which would create suffering for others, since you would feel bad yourself.

Dude, its way worse, there is alive chicken shreding machine..they put bunch of male chicks on the line and trow them into blades, how fucked up is that!

@Serotoninluv I see. But do you think its okay that there are such cruel animal industry? I feel like this needs to change, we can not keep this insanity going. How do you make people more sensitive to such issues? I also dont want to judge anyone and be the anoying person. Or maybe i just focus on myself and leave the world take care of itself?

@Serotoninluv So you would say its not necessary that having deeper sense of awareness would lead one become more sensitive to animal suffering? But its interesting that you said that expanded awareness is not enough to change behaviour, since my compassion mostly extends to animals and less so to human beings, i guess this is due to previous life conditioning.

If it feel good raping little girls does it make it okay?

Well thats much different than supporting massive killing industry by consuming meat no? Have you seen the chicken factory and the killing machines, i i see no difference between the chicken and us (ofc from the absolute point of view everything is US, but in animals we can see ourselves much easier), its horrible to see such things happening and people dont even care, if they would see in those chickens themselves i think that would change their consumer habits.

@andyjohnsonman this website seems more into discussing USA new, is there something similar but more hollistic that would also include other regions maybe europe?

I was offered a nice sum of money to engage in transactioanl relationship with a girl from Latin America. In order for her to stay in europe she needs to prove that she is in a relationship with europian. I feel conflicted about this, since its not genuine and i might not know what i sign up for.. I mean the situation in Latin America is very bad and i kinda want to help her but also dont want to be trapped by this thing. From my side there is no attraction. What are your thoughts on this?

@Leo Gura Thats a good advice, cause i feel like im saying Yes too much in order to avoid disharmony.

Speaking about art and psyhadelics, i made this animation this theme ->