Nemo28

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  1. Ofc its You, but what if This is actually like a real dream you have when you sleep at night and when you, lets say, die you wake up as someone else entirely maybe a king in castle with 7 hot women beside you
  2. Well your statement indicated that you want to find something out so maybe be okay with not knowing
  3. This statement is a thought, you trying to detach from mind and saying what it is, is nothing other than mind, its a perpetual cycle you are engaged in. Surrender to not knowing.. (as if thats something easy to done..ehh)
  4. The world is both unreal and real. This understading goes beyond thinking, it is the unification of opposites, it's what you are. There is nothing that makes this world seem more real than dream, they differ only in consitency(this seems more consistent than dream) and some other stuff, but esentially the same. What was i so worried about? lol
  5. This drug they gave him - scopalamine - is codename for 5-meo, anything beyond 25 mg is too much even for the Leo from future, this looks like really heavy trip
  6. I also think this corona virus is expression of love. I did ayahuasca just before corona outbreak, and durring my trip my wish was to create a New world, for short moment it seemed like i died, and then only one desire appeared becoming stronger and stronger and that was to burn everything with my love. So my intuition tells me this corona is something i did (my awake self) to create New world. Also I realized that universal love is acceptance of everything.
  7. So the difference is in the lvl of magnification, we start with perception/awareness and end up with pure awareness without percieving anything a.k.a non-dual state, did i understand it correctly ?
  8. I feel lazy, dissatisfied, wishing i had witch girlfriend not to feel so alone
  9. @Emerald Thank you Btw what is the middle card, what's the name?
  10. @OBEler When i started doing ayahuasca, my second trip was total hell for me, like for eternity, it was the most horrible experience in my life..but im glad i didnt stop cause now after many more ayahuasca ceremonies there is only bliss and heaven. In other words i have learnt how to surrender and trust the Unknown. You need to have unshakable trust in the goodness of It all. No one wants to hurt you, psychadelics are here to help. Im sometimes so conflicted how it is that these chemicals can bring me closer to The Spirit, its insane ..all my life i have searched for mystical experiences and only through psyhadelics i came to know them, it has transformed me completely. Good luck on your journey my friend