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What is my future?

@OBEler When i started doing ayahuasca, my second trip was total hell for me, like for eternity, it was the most horrible experience in my life..but im glad i didnt stop cause now after many more ayahuasca ceremonies there is only bliss and heaven. In other words i have learnt how to surrender and trust the Unknown. You need to have unshakable trust in the goodness of It all. No one wants to hurt you, psychadelics are here to help. Im sometimes so conflicted how it is that these chemicals can bring me closer to The Spirit, its insane ..all my life i have searched for mystical experiences and only through psyhadelics i came to know them, it has transformed me completely. Good luck on your journey my friend

@Nahm Thanks for sharing! I enjoyed it

I really like what you wrote. Thank You!

@Bittu Will I ever get famous? And will I stay forever alone or find the perfect girl for me?

@Leo Gura I have tried Bufo Alvarius which contains 5-MeO but have to say i wasnt much impressed, it was amazing sure, but nothing more than extreme high and understanding that all there is is this Present moment and it is Heaven, and all the people surrounding you are your family Ayahuasca works for me much better! Do you think Bufo Alvarious is not as potent as clear lab made 5-MeO? Or maybe the purity wasnt good enough in this one?

When I did my recent ayahuasca ceremony some things that i learned from it was that : 1) I need to trust it and dont try to control it 2) be humble and not get arrogant due to such amazing powers 3) knowing that "the Unknown/The mystery" will guid you and not give you things you cant handle 4) And finally to be okay to let go, even forget all this high consciousness stuff as in the end there is only trust that all things will come to you at the right moment.

Hello! Just want to share animation i recently made. Its about loosing your Truth and the many traps, temptations, struggles you face when you want to get back to the Truth. The main charcter is Oak-spirit who fell into temptations and lost His Truth. Thank You <3

@Javfly33

I'm learning to accept my suffering (that is self chosen). "The house" is burning and I'm okay with that. What will be left is Truth, so it's all good I guess.

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@VeganAwake thanks!

Tribute to Alan Watts

@Ibn Sina are you a robot?

Amazing!

@Nahm not even consciousness really?.. There obviously is something whatever "that" is, it can't be denied.

@FoxFoxFox What do you mean exactly when you say you know your past lives? You can trace back all the exact individual forms (human,animal,plant, etc.) you once inhibited or you mean past lives in broader sense like memory and dreams you had? (i often wonder if these could be considered past lifes too) Could I be your past life?

Hello! I just wanted to share something i notice in myself durring these past months and see how that fits into "spiritual " work. So like 5 months ago i did ayahuasca and gradually since then i feel less and less need for people, socializing, friends or any type of social interaction, its goten to the point where i would be fine spending all my life by myself. I dont have social anxiety (not anymore at least) or anything like that, i just dont see any point or desire to verbally communicate with anyone. It feels like waste of my energy. I could just sit in silence and feel good. I wonder if this behaviour is healthy or should i force myself to engage with people more, what do you think? Currently im not working (due to favorable finacial situation) and engaging full time absorbed in arts, since thats the only thing i feel passionate about.

Why do you need new Watts? I can never get enough of him, he is just infinitly entertaining and everytime i listen to him i hear something new again..its quite amazing actually.

I wonder how one would know if he/her is brainwashed..what are the signs? But i have to say there is in me willingness to accept everything he says as absolute Truth, cause it makes sense to me Could I be brainwashed i wonder hmm

Thank you all 4 replies! 1000 blessings to you all ^^

@Dumuzzi Well the thing is i dont want to force myself if not required by external forces, I better like the surrender path, if people come in my way i engage but i would not seek them in order to fill someting in me which i lack. I dont want to appear fake when talking with people, and obviousy that would show if im doing it as obligation rather than genuine desire. But now that I think i actually avoid interactions, since it requires me to be vonurable, which i cant allow..so maybe this solitude is just protective mechanism hmm but either way i dont mind to suffer through this solitude I even enjoy it lol

@VeganAwake My mind struggles to understand why "This" is said to be unknowable. Is he reffering to the fact that we are inside This thus we can not know It? (cause then we would need to be separate (which we are not..))

@VeganAwake thanks again for posting this video!