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Hey everybody, this is my very first post on here I just joined. Thanks for having me. So I had a very strange experience the other month from what I’ve gathered it’s called “turning your light on” what does that mean? Is that enlightenment? I need answers lol. I had a dark night of the soul yes, then a three day pounding headache after it. Any help or to talk would be cool. Thanks.

@Neorez Hey yes, I suffered with terrible depression all my life, last 6 years I had to isolate myself a lot due to it, one night I had enough and I cried out to God to take me. Woke up the next day enlightened, feel more enlightened every day that goes on. The first 3 months were quite intense after.

@Conrad hey mate, yes I have all those things now I don’t believe in God, I know God is real now. I am spiritual not exactly religious. I would absolutely consider myself enlightened but I have nothing to compare my feelings now too, so I have doubt I am fully enlightened.