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I would learn more computer skills like programming, web design and analytical software

Your answer is in your question. Why u seek happiness in achievement and success??

I think being happy should not be the purpose. I believe doing what you love to do, being where you want to be, loving your job, knowing you are developing emotionally and physically, and being around people who are supportive and loving is the purpose. When you have all of these, even if bad things happen to you or you are sad for any reason, you would still be happy. That's my favorite paradox. I think maybe the true happiness, the one that never last, is to be in the path of life that you enjoy.

In recent months I have learned about how our subconscious mental patterns can shape our attraction to the opposite sex. These patterns, which come from our childhood, decide who we are attracted to and who we love. I also learned about how romanticism shaped our perception about love. Apparently the idea of romantic love is a delusion and looking for our "significant other" and living happily ever after with a passionate love, is not practical in real life. It says who we are intuitively attracted to, is based on our mental patterns. This ideas leave me with a question. Imagine two scenarios: A person with troubled childhood, and consequently unhealthy mental patterns, is attracted to a person who he loves but since his attraction is based on his unhealthy patterns, the relationship is kinda dysfunctional. In this scenario all problems in the relationship worth it because the passionate love can make it up. In another scenario that person knows his unhealthy mental patterns and he is careful not to attract to people who he knows cannot built a functional relationship with. So he chooses a person who he isn't attracted to but he knows she is kinda perfect for a functional relationship in every other aspect. What should be sacrificed here? The feeling of love and belonging to a person or a functional healthy relationship (in a sense)??

So if u your mental patterns are unhealthy and it makes you choose a inappropriate partner, you would go for it because it's based on attraction! @Logan then u choose going with unhealthy patterns?

My question is if a person has unhealthy patterns!

Well consider this; u don't hate him and in your eyes he is the most perfect and conscious person. But u r just not passionately into him

Since few months ago I learned how waking up soon and going back to sleep can create semi-spiritual experiences. So I have done it few times and each time I tried to scare a little less and be relax and let go of myself. Each time I experience same things... 1. I am neither awake nor sleep 2. I feel some sort of energy shaking my body and it's like going up and coming down and strengthened and weakened seconds to seconds 3. I am in some sort of lucid dreaming where my visions are not strongly shaped 4. And the most prominent thing at these moments are a voice that constantly talk. Not to me, but it just talk. It's SO real. This morning I tried to listen carefully to see maybe there are important contents. The contents were nothing important but this was the first time the voice talked to me directly. It got mad and said "why do u listen so carefully while u can't see me" and it left. It's a little embarrassing to talk about this funny experiences. Someone told me it can lead to Schizophrenia. But I believe that in these states of consciousness, a door opens to my subconscious mind and since I always talk to myself while awake, those voices are a representation of that. I really want to know what u think about this.

@DefinitelyNotARobot wow it was great thanks. I don't know how to use it for shadow work. When it happened few months ago I just wanted it to stop immediately. But now I am trying to explore more and see here it leads me

@Osaid I don't feel being paralyzed ... I had that experience as well

Yesterday in his stupid speech he announced he forbids purchasing of any kind of vaccine from America and England. After all we are the greatest nation on planet and we don't need the GREAT DEVIL to help us to survive. We will make our own vaccine and get the injection over the clothes

This is from Washington post: "Also in December, the director of Iran’s Red Crescent said that a group of unnamed U.S. philanthropists had arranged for the distribution of 150,000 doses of the Pfizer vaccine in Iran. On Friday, following Khamenei’s announcement, the Tasnim news agency quoted a spokesman for the Red Crescent as saying that the doses would no longer be imported." Even donations hae been rejected

@Lyubov Russian or Chinese or their own

So funny that u don't know to laugh or to cry

@Willie they say they are developing a vaccine but who dares to try it!

Observing myself, I noticed procrastination comes with depression. When I finally got better and engaged in my life purpose, it completely gone. Maybe you need to go deeper and find the root of it.

Thanksss

About three years ago I graduated in Master of Linguistics. Back then I always felt lost and I could feel a gap in my life but I didn't know where it came from. Not until I had the courage to admit how lost I was I found peace. My whole life I always wanted to continue education and apply for a good university abroad. But right before reaching a life long dream I dropped everything and I admitted that what I have ever wanted and what I am going to do is not the thing that I wanna do for the rest of my life. It was the hardest thing to drop all my research projects, quit my job, stop applying, move to another city, go against what everybody say and what everybody (and also myself) expect me to do, and follow what I desire to do for the rest of my life. I asked myself what is it that I would sacrifice for, what is it that I want to do for the rest of my life. I reached out deep inside and I found my life purpose. I self educated myself in Biology. I took a university entrance exam and I got accepted in Master of science at a good university. Now I am in the way of my life purpose... to be a scientist and to connect the long-lasting gap between science and spirituality. I wish all of you could experience the feeling that I have right now, the feeling of having a purpose in life. Go within and ask yourself what is it that you truly wanna pursue. Find what excites you more in this short time that we have on Earth. You won't regret it.

@bejapuskas I hope it was useful ❤

@Nahm thanksss ❤

No I say being conscious help people to go within, be honest with themselves and find their purpose. Ya I found something that I would love to do everyday forever. There are many things people are interested in. But you should ask yourself are they the one thing that you wanna do for the rest of your life!

@bejapuskas I have done many things to fill the gap inside me. I liked all of them as well. Now that I look they were only running from the fact that I am not happy in my path. All of them were small short-term satisfactory activities. When u find what u really want, it feels different. You are completely devoted and ready to sacrifice for it. You can't wait to wake up mornings and do it. I didn't feel any of these for my previous activities. It was not sudden. My love for science has always been there but It was buried under years of being unconscious.