Spiritjunkie

hello! dont know if this is the right section to post this but lets try. Some nights when I am asleep I can feel my throat vibrate. Or - its not my throat but the vibration happens around that area. It almost feels like I am air and I can feel the vibration physically - It gets so intense that I need to force myself to wake up because It feels like I run out of breath - when I wake up its normal - No panic attacks or out of air. My gf next to me dont report any snooring or stuff like that - One night I feelt like I was the air in my room - My only description I can think of - Then I lose my body and its like I see myself sleep but then I also feel the presense that someone is with me and that its superior to me - That time was so scary that I almost cried and had to physically force myself back to my body - I don't take drugs - Never used any pharmaceutical in my life and my blood test is top notch - I only meditate for an hour before bed. - OBE?

@Eelco1981 Good points. I think I lack connection with people around me. Most of them worship alcohol and parties, which produce all kinds of behaviors. Fears are also very true. might be some fear hidden in the subconscious about the unknown,

Latest ted talk. Skip to 6:40, where they show picture with a nice microscope.

So I've been feeling extremely weird emotions last two months. I can finally say that I can do whatever I want and whenever I want. But I feel extremely homesick sometimes. My home is good, no problems but time to time I get this homesickness in my stomach:P

@Mercy What specific decision would you never let go off to achieve the success? Explain how you would climb the ladder? What stuff would you do daily? And why is taking the stairs better than the elevator?

@Mercy What is work hard for you? How would you describe working hard?

The true sign of intelligence is not knowledge but imagination. Albert Einstein

Share your thoughts about this quote. What does it say to you what's written? Explain how you would climb the ladder? What stuff would you do daily? And why is taking the stairs better than the elevator?

NLP is the theory of everything. My story is: I used a lot of NLP to reprogram my subconscious part of the brain to handle money more effective.

Be careful on the road with your life purpose. Don't think ahead of your time. Always live in the now and expand your senses. Don't get caught up only focus on one topic. If you want to cure cancer for example, should you only focus on human biology and medicine to find the cure? No, you might locate the answer when you study Astrology. Maybe you find a planet that has a molecule that rotates counter to cancer molecules and is anti-fungal. Conclusion: Don't focus on ONE domain.

try to meditate to this:

It was clean THC Oil, and weed is also natural ^^ think of all the sunlight it needs to grow to function properly.

What happens when everyone becomes enlightened? Then our brain will find patterns and create new connections to find another stage of human needs, above self-actualization. It is egoistic to think that if you are enlightened, you are finished, no, you have taken one step towards many to what we humans can do for another 5000 years. Open up your mind and ask questions and always ask why. Why is self-actualization on the top? it's for now, but that will change because our brain is dynamic. The brain is always expanding, expect for Lil Wayne's. Back in the days when we were cavemen, self-actualization was not even imaginable. Our DNA is catching information and writing new codes into the DNA constantly to pass to our kids, and our kids will give to their children so they will adapt to what we have created so far to survive. The eyes will adjust to the blue light emitted from screens, for instance, but it takes some time. We are here to survive. To become enlightened faster; Turn off the TV and don't read negative war news about Syria. Watch documentaries instead of jersey shore. Eat organic food instead of processed horsecrap from McDonalds. And most important of all; have fun and enjoy the human experience and take what mother nature have given you, Weed, Shrooms or just all the healthy foods like Mangosteen and blueberries! Eat it and enjoy the taste while you sit on a mountain with your family and just relax.

That make sense. Where did you learn those words and knowledge? Would like to dig deep into this area because the experience was fun and nice.

I visited Amsterdam 2 weeks ago and was curious about ganja because their government says it's legal there and, therefore, it is not harmful. My friend and I took the strongest one they called it, White Widow. We ate it and smoked it. After 40 minutes I decided to do some meditation.I sat on the floor in a lotus position, I closed my eyes and put my focus on the clock ticking. Then everything got weirdI sat there meditating, and suddenly it felt like I left my body. It felt like I had another body and was behind my physical body and looking down to it from above and my spirit body as I call it seems much bigger and taller. I was detached, and I could feel the room Then I opened my eyes and completely forgotten that I was sitting in that spot and got a sensation on my forehead, felt excellent. Then it got even weirder. I was walking to the WC, but I saw this window and wanted to look outside, I looked outside. I did not feel like I was inside nor outside; I was just there observing. It did not even feel like reality, can't describe it with the word, but I got scared about existence ^^ was thinking about atoms and that I am here right now breathing, and I am alive. Then I finally came to the WC, and I sat there and everything felt like a video game. I finished what I was doing and when I moved up. things got even weirder. As soon as I moved up, I just saw my legs from above, and I could feel that I was not even controlling my body I was just observing and everything was moving like on a short delay. Would visit Amsterdam again.