Peelingthelayers

No, you have surely not. You used to be appear charismatic, joyous, innocent and sweet in your videos. Having good energy. I haven't watched your stuff for many years, only sometimes, once in a while, when wan't to see if it continues to become more uncomfortable, and damn it never disappoints. You completely lost the spark in your videos, seeming arrogant and just really...ew... that is without the speaking. Sorry to say that. You have a video called "Leo does mushrooms" ONLY 6 YEARS AGO!!! THAT IS NOTHING!! You used to talk about how to do it with caution (in the beginning of course) and max once a month. You afterwards have said you have had over 2-300 trips (probably more), and how much you do 5Meo i dont need to mention for anyone here. Do the math, THAT IS RIDICOUSLOUS. You are so ungrounded that you actually truly believe that you will morph into an alien on camera, and that you are a super crazy bunny or whatthefuck i don't even care. I am talking as someone who have been following silently for years, like probably more others than you expect. Such uncomfortable this place, i hope for people who hasn't lost it completely to think twice about what they are doing here. And Leo all the best for you, you are sadly putting out an example for a lot of us about the downside of psychedelics and i hope you get well.

@Raptorsin7@TrickypLearn from him?? He is a butthurt child blaming that HE HIMSELF showed up week after week and didnt feel like he got something out of it. I have a little story. I do martial arts, and sometimes people join a do it for only a year and end up quitting, because they just dont get it and progress way slower than other people. @Raptorsin7Did you ever consider you might be in that category? Go do something else with your time and money if you dont get whatever it is you want and dont blame other people for it. WAKE UP

Hello. I only visisted this site to check Nahms profile and view the threads he was replying to. I didnt always understand him, but whenever he wasnt speaking too "Neo-Ablabla", i always understood him, and his answers always resonated and were most helpful. I also spoke with him a few times on zoom, where he was very loving and brilliant (sometimes hard to understand) and he never cared how much time we used. It was a bit wierd the way he continued to reply in the threads the same way at times, but it was never as deeply harmful as other things ive read on this forum, and he was the only one stepping up when people were given damaging advice of people like Leo whos answers i almost couldn't bear to see. Such a horrible transformation Leo has taken compared to the passionate, happy guy from 5 years ago or more. Anyways thats my view. Nahm was the only reason to be here, even when not making any sense. Im out. And one thing, @Raptorsin7 Take some responsibility for yourself and quit whining. He was trying to HELP YOU even though it is very obvious from reading where you are coming from that that is a very, very hard task. Just because you paid thousands of dollars for something does not guarantee anything. Just because you do math with a teacher 1 time a week for a year will not turn you into Einstein. We are talking about happiness and creating a good life, how THE F do you expect someone to change that for you during a session once a week. GO out and create a life for yourself you poor guy.. Stop blaming and take responsibility. Love to Nahm and good luck with this site lol

thanks for the replys peeps. appreciate it. good stuff from all of you.

@catcat69123 You are right. Thank you.

Hello actualized. I realized after that this might be the wrong place for the topic. I cant change it, so i hope its alright. I am working as a caretaker for people with autism, and have been working "for" a guy (and others) who is too difficult and dangerous to live at our current place. I never had any big/violent episodes with him (other people did), and i had therefor accepted to move with him and continue working with him, and because the working hours of the new job are much better suited for how i want to live my life. So all was looking fine. Last week everything changed, as he started to not want to be with me, and it ended with a very violent attack, where i have been feeling quite shitty since. Alot of thoughts about what could have happened if he had a a glass or knife instead of bare hands (everything is plastic around him and no knifes, so it "shouldnt" be possible). I am in contact with my work and they support me, but i dont know if i will be able to act normal around him again (which is critically important of course). I also feel a little weak for letting it get to me, and maybe some shame towards colleagues if i decide not to continue with the project (moving with him). Does anyone have some advice how to let go of an experience like that and move on, maybe being able to act "normal" around him again?

@BlackMaze I tried the one i linked you. It was super uncomf, but after the last time i started to laugh out loud and feeling super relaxed. I will experiment more with this for sure. Thank you!

I will try it. Is this the real deal? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pi9MMvuRRFY&ab_channel=TAKEADEEPBREATH

Hello people, im seeking some advice. My "story" shortly: 3 years ago i went through a breakup with a really unique woman. Top shelf on most parameters. I was very attached to her family aswell. We started hanging out with some older, more "cool" people (we were 23-24 at the end), and i started to feel less worthy and insecure at the time, and she wanted something different and it ended. She started hanging out with the "cool" people, and boyfriended one of them quickly. He seems like a nice guy, and have the traits i dont have. More extroverted and unfiltered in speech for example. After that (3years ago) i got into self-help and spirituality. I wanted to fix my low self-esteem and insecurity around people, and prove myself. Read alot of books from the booklist, did ayahuasca a few times, and have meditated for soon the last 2 years. I have been quite busy studying, and trying to improve myself. I feel like i have improved in many ways, and i try to take responsibility for all feelings in my experience, but there are some that just seem to not go away, and right now it makes me feel very lost and hopeless. I still cant seem to drop my ex and her boyfriend. I often picture myself showing off in a transformed fashion in front of them. I happens quite spontanously, and i am very aware of it, and i try to never give it energy, but it keeps arising, especially if i am not paying attention. I rarely really enjoy myself with my friends or family socially, it happens, but there is always some sense of wanting something else nagging me. Not feeling at ease, and feeling like im very serious. Some ideal of mine is to transform and become more outgoing and at ease socially. I just did a 2 week workshop, going through alot of personal stuff, and being honest about my jealousy and wanting to be superior to her, but it seems like i cant get this whole matrix out of my system. All i really want is to accept them and be happy for them and not want feel the need to show myself different in any way, and be able to be happy with myself and the way i am doing my life. The problem is that alot of the things i like and do, i feel is somehow connected to her (music, self-help), so it seems never-ending. I dont know if this gives any thoughts, otherwise i will gladly explain further.

@Farnaby Right. I will try to see what behind the feelings that arise. Thank you for your reply :-)

Hello forum. I just read a few other posts and some of the answers were very helpful and on point. I hope to receive a little guidance here. I have been seeing/dating this girl for a little over half a year now, and sometimes i enjoy our relationship, but there always seems to be some part of me that is not enjoying what is going on. When i see her, i always get struck (create) with a very ambivalent feeling, and i always start off our meetings feeling a little bit uneasy. Sometimes when we are together i feel like we are out of sync where i dont enjoy, and i end out analyzing and being inside my own head, feeling annoyed. That is my problem sometimes, that she annoys me a little bit, that i feel like she is kind of cringe, and i can see that i hesitate to show her to people in my life. I can see i even avoid us walking popular places where we could meet people i know. That was the negative part, she is always really great sometimes, and we have a bodily/sexual connection which i didnt feel with anyone else before. She is aware and i can talk to her about everything, and i think our relationship has potential of being really good, i just have some problems with accepting her or something, so that is my question: How can i be more accepting of her, and enjoy her even through the things that she does that i currently dont like. And how can i maybe enjoy myself more when i am with her. I am not sure if that makes sense, but i hope someone might see something in what i am writing.