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@freeman194673 did your parent give you your last name? relax or go rage in dota lol

Thank you all for your elaborate responses @Nak Khid the "Burmese" position always felt most natural but I will try the rest as well! I'm honestly relieved that I don't have to suffer through it ahaha

@SamueLSD I've been using a meditation cushion. Is it a meme? @hamedsf I was thinking there might be some energetic stuff going on that I don't get when I sit in Lotus I've heard teachers say its the best way to sit, any idea why?

I recommend as an entry Integral Psychology from Ken Wilber, he lists a loooot of developmental models and tries to find common features. From there it should be easy to decide in which direction you want to further educate yourself.

A great example of the fact that moral and spiritual development are on two very different lines What if we got it all wrong. After all, the things we are most scared of are more often than not the things that we should do. And the things make us happy short term will often make us miserable in the long term. Its all very twisted, but if it wouldn't be.. If we would realize that death isn't that bad, I guess we wouldn't be alive

Pretty valuable actually, thank! I do this all the time, and I agree! Good luck with your book!

Funnily enough, I wrote a bit about Hitler in my book, here is a little excerpt I quickly translated. Don't take it too seriously though.. or maybe do idk. "..Oh well, death isn't as bad as we thought, so what? The problem is that we don't see the implications this has. Our complete worldview relies on this one simple fact. That death is the worst thing that could ever happen to you. But if we believe those people who had near-death experiences, and death really is one of the most beautiful things we are able to experience, then we should start celebrating mass murders for being such selfless beings, helping people see God without worrying about themselves. Hitler was the real bodhisattva. Hitler should be our messiahs."

Well, it sounds stupid, but obviously I would like to improve in all those aspects. But the two things I'd probably like to focus on right now is 1. Being able to follow one train of thought with clarity - I often tend to just try to put everything I know into a chapter and it ends up being really chaotic 2. I want to be more poetic - I can't stand "autistic" books trying to link everything to science, even though science is important I'd like to package it well. Mein Kampf with the ego, doesn't sound too bad :^)

Kind of, I'm writing about the ego in general. However, I do verify the things I write through the experiences I had, but it is not a very "personal" book. In german quite simply because it's my main language That's why I want to become a Godlike writer This is OBVIOUSLY a horror book. But not the kind of Horror Book with monsters and shit. Worse. Have you read the parts where the doc is poking in his ear? Or the time he wiped his ass with poison ivy? Thanks for the great advice, yeah shipping it is very scary for me. Can you recommend any mediums where I can "ship" writings in forms smaller forms? A blog maybe?

@Tiny Nietzsche I think you know what the high consciousness and what the low consciousness decision is. You could easily buy a ps5 and a monitor for 600 bucks and have pretty much the same experience. (trust me the difference isn't that noticeable, you´ll focus on the gameplay and not the fucking detailed flowers on the ground But you are right, it doesn't matter. But by that logic why not do something amazing, why not turn your life around. Why not find a girl you love and go on adventures. Why not create beautiful art, why not realize your true nature, cure all your addiction, and become the kind of person you really want to be. Why not take a few months off from work and go travel. Think about a person you admire. What would they do in your situation?

So there is this this experience I had multiple times during higher LSD doses ~400ug + and I was wondering if anyone else shared a similar experience because I never read about it anywhere. Usually what happens is, after an ego death/enlightenment experience when I for example watch a youtube video or some cartoon it feels like God is speaking through it to me. I can even ask questions (In my mind) and I immediatly receive the answer. In the moment its always 100% convincing but whenever I look back at those experiences it always sounds abit too weird to be true. It feels like "the cogs of the universe and mine finally aline" Can anyone relate?

I see now. Thank you. It really gives a whole new perspectve on subjectivity and meaning.

Thanks! Loved it. Also love your profile pic @IJB063 ahaha.

Would be curious about that as well. When we talk about a blue, orange or green person I always have a very clear picture in my mind. With red however.. sure we have the dictators, but what about the average red person?