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From my experience this is so true. Amazing video for people who still don’t get it. You are enjoying other people’s suffering. Plus it is bad for your own consciousness.

What do you guys think? In my opinion porn is like synthetic food. Why eat the fake one when you can eat the real one.

He starts to look like Frankenstein. Do you think it is make up or special effects? This guy proposes his work and meditations have anti-aging properties. So it is kind of weird that he aged like 10 years in 1-2 years of time.

Finally mustered the courage to delete that hell bent app. It sucked so much time and energy out of me. The app is such a drain and you get nothing back from it.💨 My algorithm gives me mostly sexy girls doing sexy dances and some weird animal videos, squishing pimples, accidents and weird phenomena. And from time to time, like 5% of the time some educational content. 🇨🇳 In China children don’t get this kind of content. What do you guys get? I asked some guys and they get similar horny content. It is the same garbage. 🗑️ If you can use TikTok only for 5 minutes per day it is ok. For me that is not possible when I’m stressed. Yesterday I watched it for one hours in total. 💀

You will be more desired as you have more experience with women. If you price yourself out of the market, you won’t get any experience and it will be a downward spiral. Nobody gets what he or she wants on the market place. It is a negotiation. And it has nothing to do with high or low consciousness. Women don’t look at that when choosing partner. After you fucked 5 regular chicks, the girls you truly desire will become accessible to you. In the same way that money attracts money. Women attract women. So you have to start with what you have. I suggest you read some red pill books because you trying to figure out this on your own will take you years which will be a waste of your time and energy.

Obviously you should do whatever makes you happy and grow but we men really need to step up our game giving money, time and energy to OF girls for just existing. As far as I know men don’t go to OF to see artistic expression. They just want to see boobs and ass and bust some nuts. Personally I would never use OF because I rather give my time and energy to a physical girl with probable return of investment in the form of sex but that is just me. A good question to ask yourself is would you do OF if you had enough money? Because if you are in survival mode your brain will convince you to choose the easy path. A lot of porn stars doing a lot of sucking and fucking and earning good money and afterwards they get rejected by their environment and they regret their decision. If you do OF just to experiment it is ok but there is so much competition on OF. Just simple artistic pics won’t cut it. Before you know it you might do some other things and go down that path.

Is 35 a special age in game dev?

My man walks to walk. https://www.reuters.com/business/healthcare-pharmaceuticals/neuralinks-first-human-patient-able-control-mouse-through-thinking-musk-says-2024-02-20/ Just insane. If Musk stays alive, he will fast forward human development by at least 500 years in just his life span. People can't realize he is our modern day Einstein. A pioneer of mankind. Just look at is going to happen with AI and shit. His main areas of concern is internet, space and e-mobility but his grace extends to many other domains like AI and environmentalism. This guy is not getting enough love. I hope he reads this.

You are already dying every second. From reading your thread it seems you have a lot of wrong conceptions about things. You don’t need to physically die if you mentally die and let go of all the crap you conjured during your stupid ass psychedelic trips. Psychedelics can create spiritual ego. Perhaps it is wise to put that on hold.

Second part of the video pertains to this thread. No need to get butt hurt of get defence about a video highlighting the misuse of sexual energy. It is about being conscious sex. If you are unconscious about sex, yea you will get butt hurt. There seems to be a great awakening from SD green unbound infidelity towards integral conscious sexuality. Teal Swan explained it way better than I could do. If you still don't get it, it is just not meant to be. The wheel of time will be your teacher.

I feel like I develop an attachment too quick. Personally not looking for a gf at the moment. The weird thing is that I develop emotions for girls who are not relationship material.

Not at all. I think that circus is playing in your head. You should contemplate why this topic is so sensitive for you. If your life is based on sin this topic will uproot your current lifestyle(for the better). That is why it is a circus for you. I rather be honest than spare my tough love.

Suddenly everybody on this forum has become a chess grandmaster and started talking about traps, gambits and tricks of the mind. 🤣 And over 1 year Leo will make another video about a niche thing and that will be the mantra. Some of you guys are just repeating some mantras that Leo thought you. If you truly want to develop you need to follow an integral SD yellow guru. I just decided to reread Wilbers books. His shit is so undervalued. It is insane.

Neo advaita shit is getting annoying. Just running around repeating the same mantras about things being an illusion. It is spiritual bypassing.

In my vocab sin is not labeling or making value judgements. For me sin is this: not being in line with god but being in line with the devil. We all sin. I sin too. I already said this. So I’m not putting myself above you. You do. All I’m saying is that we have to be conscious when we sin and not be in self denial.

If sex is taken out of the context of the sacred and special, it comes with a cost. Obviously I still sin too. I’m not above sinning. I’m just conscious about it when I sin by having sex out of lust instead of love. I’m not putting out value judgments here. I’m just talking about the trade offs of lust versus love. And the trade offs of selling lust to unconscious people in exchange of money comes with another level of suffering. It is about getting caught up in lust which is addiction. And if you are catering to that addiction you are just a pimp. There is a lot of unconscious around sex nowadays and a lot of people are suffering for it. Because when you put out disclaimers about sin (misusing sex) and needed precaution of the trade offs, addicted people come out and try to defend their addiction. It is wrong and unconscious.

It is not a value judgement but just pointing out your biases about sex as a sex worker. Sinning is your bread and butter so obviously you have invested interest. It will take a lot of suffering for you to open your eyes about it. Short cuts to earning easy money always comes with the devil up the sleeve.

For the record. You make porn. There is just no camera involved as far as you know.

Some people use hard drugs and don’t get into trouble. That doesn’t mean hard drugs is unnatural and a cancer. It is typical addict justification. Somebody who makes a living off of sin and is addicted to sex can’t see their own dysfunction. You should look into your own biases. Especially for women having a lot of partners is detrimental. Studies have proven they can’t bond emotionally after busting nuts with so many different men. It is sad really. Men can handle promiscuity better but even for men it is detrimental in other ways. If so many people say something stinks and you and a couple of others say it doesn’t, perhaps there is something wrong with your nose.

She is a pornstar so she might be biased in this regard. Talking bad about porn is like saying to a kid candy is bad. It doesn’t want to hear that. It just wants the candy and you to stop being an annoying bugger. It is usually when the addiction has cut to the bone some will wake up. Some won’t and still will continue but hey. That is Darwinism. Porn and Darwinism is an interesting topic. There should be papers written on this topic how some guys cancel their genetic lineage in return for some dancing pixels and busting in a paper tissue or plastic vagina who doesn’t care about them in their old age.

Don’t assume this. We still have dummies who believe in a free meal. And that such a huge reward for our system doesn’t come with huge trade offs. 😵

With sexual transmutation It flew above your head because you are stuck in the materialist paradigm

This book is a good book about the lenses people should be using to navigate life: https://www.amazon.com/King-Warrior-Magician-Lover-Rediscovering/dp/0062506064#:~:text=Moore and Gillette clearly define,)%2C and the lover (the Being conscious of traps is the domain of the magician archetype. You should be able to recognize traps and be able to set your own traps. But there is more to life than just that lens. The primordial archetype is to love which comes from the lover archetype. And being able to set boundaries to that love is the warrior archetype. The author says we should use all lenses. In my opinion reality is just a love / conscious trap. If you are not careful your conscious will be caught in low quality business and you will waste your divine spark with petty things. Not getting caught is 1 thing “, cultivating that spark is a whole different thing. At the end of the day we are just a glorian spark of consciousness in infinite space-time.

So I hang out with this group. There are a bunch of women in this group. There was a new girl so I talked to her and we vibed very very. And suddenly all the other women want my attention too while before I didn’t exist for them. Women are very strange creatures. In the past I hated female nature but now I understand game is no different than a game of chess. And if you know how to use your brain you can with this “game” very easily since most women aren’t very smart and very emotional. Lately there have been a lot of incel post on this topic and they are hating the game. Reproduction is game. Life is a game of life or death. And if you expect women to stop playing the game and just give you pussy it is like inviting somebody to play a game and then just say fuck the game. Just let me win. It is not fun. The thing with game is that it is frustrating if you are not good at it. But you shouldn’t take it personal if you suck and don’t identify with your failures. Life is a heroes journey. Not victim’s journey.