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Brahman will address you according to the merits of your heart. Just look at your own thread and do some self reflection.

True, I hung out with a typical good looking guy, young version of Brad Pitt. And it is true that some girls fall head over heals to get attention from him. Most girls are not like guys who are like dogs lusting after flesh. I still have to find out those things. Intentionally told her off and I started talking to other girls at the end: she was kind of angry for that. But I will see her at this dance school sooner or later. She is there every two weeks. What she taught me is that a girl with a good heart is the most important trait in a girl. A girl will do everything you want if she has a heart. I don't think I can match her love: I'm just being honest. I'm clairvoyant and I looked into her soul and I saw she was good. It is really hard to find a 10/10 in terms of inner and outer beauty. That is why I'm so bumped I met her too early in my life.

@Jacob Morres It was not bad blood but I take it back if I offended anybody.

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She deserves the best and I can’t provide that for her. ?‍?

The Rental is a good movie about some fucked up shit

No way, I'm not a typical good looking guy but there is a niche of girls that do like me. And sometimes they are really hot. Thanks If I had a bad coach, it doesn't matter how much work I put in and how much talent I have. That is how I look at it.

I feel extremely bad and fragile when I have to reject a semi fat or not so good looking girl’s advances. More than I should. Obviously some remorse is appropriate but I kind of feel consumed by it. Last week I had to do it twice and I didn’t have trouble with doing it. It is just those puppy eyes that were looking at me. I don’t want to be as ruthless as girls but how can I become a little more ruthless like them?

You can’t do the spiritual work for the other. Also no need to reinvent the wheel. Proven method of ghurus is riddles to spark curiosity. Don’t preach.

I shoot huge loads. After 3 times in a row my body needs time to reproduce my semen repertoire. Perhaps you should small loads and that is why you need less time. In terms of physical exercise: I could go all day.

@something_else if you clap booty three times in a row, how long do you need to recover from that?

@LastThursday I don't see the connection

I didn't do anything. She activated kundalini (creative/sexual force) in me which did all the work. Only thing I had to do is letting go and letting it happen.

You are projecting

Not all people are the same, man. Some of you are a special breed who don't feel exhausted after busting nuts.

I asked this myself too but she is really a 10/10. Better looking than most Victoria Secret models. But she has the body and the personality so she is probably a 12/10. I’m not a 10 but I’m tall and somewhat fit. I think she was drawn to my energy: I was non needy and funny. I’m not a good looking guy, if I was my Tinder game would be successful. But she was already drawn to me the moment I walked into the room. I think sexual transmutation caused this. I have been told I have a very masculine energy when I do sexual transmutation. Thanks. I will focus fixing my life style and inner game so I feel worthy. My game is not the best but I did escalate successfully but this is not a girl I want to pump and dump so I didn’t do it. Currently I’m working only part time so I can focus on self help and spirituality so I don’t have a lot of money and time to do stuff with her. I’m in a different gear right now: focused on myself. I don’t have the lifestyle to entertain a high quality girlfriend right now. No amount of game will fix a shitty life style. With game you can attract a girl, but is the life style that will keep the girl. This girl gave me motivation to work harder to improve my life style, fix my inner and outer issues. I think that is the bottom line.

Ouch but true. I have to work on some deeper emotional stuff. Game can't fix issues.

12/40 But that graph was so confronting. I'm not going to post it lol.

Dude, stop fucking up your brain. After 35 you start to lose brain elasticity and then you are stuck with that porn induced brain of yours. This is a wake up call if you want healthy relationships. Can't you see you are treating sex with your gf like a porn session behind your PC? After sex you shouldn't want to leave her immediately.

Almost all healthy human relationships are transactional (something of value exchanged for something else of value). The problem is when you focus on the transaction and not on the dignity and humanity of the person. This happens when you treat the other person or yourself as tool. If we use a person as we would use a thing, instead of extending our being, we degrade that person and ourselves.

There is a difference between understanding your wasting in an intellectual sense(from the head) and an intuitive sense (from the heart). A lot of people screw up and then indulge in addictions and other distractions to just not feel the pain/suffering. That is probably n1 why a lot of people don’t enjoy life: escapism. It is painful to meditate on it but it is the only way to get direct experience to the suffering/pain. Intellectualizing your escapism won’t do anything because it not direct experience.

Between friendships even age gap relationship there is some transactionality. If you I can pick apart one of your relationships.

So what changed in your 30’ies? Did you libido change or your recovery period?

No human is super human. Everybody has a ball sack. Some bigger than others and this will give the person more kundalini/sexual/creative energy. I hope you guys excuse my French but my balls are huge and even I need recovery time simply because it is a huge tax on the body to make semen. There is no short cuts and cheats to this. If you live in 3D world you are bound to the same rules. A spiritual or health shortcut always end as a deal with the devil with the metaphorical dick up your own ass.