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@Yimpa nice to hear that bro. What made you change?

I made these contemplations during a magic mushroom trip. I have issues with understanding mother nature. I understand how nature works but for me it was more the emotional problems with mother nature. People say mother nature loves you and cares about you. My observations and contemplations prove the opposite. This is the crux: mother nature is deeply selfish and only cares about itself. We humans aren't special for mother nature. And no human is special for mother nature. What mother nature does is just spawning new species, new animals and new humans into existence without caring if it survives or not. Mother nature only cares about evolution and not about survival of an individual species or individual person like you. You either contribute to this evolution or you don't. Contribution means finding your place within nature by earning your spot for survival. So basically mother nature gives birth to you but then it is up to the individual organism to earn its right for survival. During my trip I noticed huge resentment against mother nature and how it is but at the same time I understood it could be no other way. If mother nature wasn't selfish it wouldn't exist. Life would not exist. I wouldn't exist. If mother nature wasn't selfish it would hamper evolution and humans would have evolved. Humans are the pinnacle of nature of planet earth and it wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for thousands of years of survival of the fittest... and immense amount of human suffering in the process. I could feel that suffering in my veins because I'm in that process. And I came to the conclusion that I either have to make peace and accept mother nature or live in resentment against human nature. This is not a mental process but more an emotional process and it needs time but I think this will solve my existentialism problems at the root. Although life has a lot to offer, there is also a lot of suffering. If you grew up in a functional family you are lucky and this thread won't resonate for you but a lot of people didn't have this privilege. Basically mother nature dealt you a bad hand if you spawned in a dysfunctional family or have some genetic diseases or allergies or what ever. I would say I have been dealt a good hand but still I'm not happy because I had my fair share of problems. I defeated my addictions and I'm making leaps in other areas like personal development (charachter development), mastery in various fields, relationships and business, I'm still not happy with life because of my relationship with mother nature. I wish she didn't spawn me but I'm here and I need to make best out of it. Basically I have to learn to love mother nature while she doesn't love me back in the same way.

Because they can feel your intention and if you had value they would give you the light of day. If they see value in you they would respect you. If they don’t they won’t even answer your text.

In the last two days I’m hearing weird noises in my house. I think it is alien consciousness trying to communicate with me but I don’t understand their language

You need to fix that first. Get into sexual transmutation. It will be one of the hardest things you will do. After I got my sexual urges in control I started making progress. Even started a business.

Let me guess. You are also a porn addict?

I went to a swimming pool and I was baffled. These kids were selfish, entitled, cheated waiting lines all time and were a constant nuisance. My thoughts were fuck them kids!! I thought women were all that but kids are just another level. I got triggered so much because I don’t involve myself with them that often. I’m glad I did because it offered me so much integration work. Yes, they had those bad qualities but at the same time they were good natured, were testing personal borders all the time, but were respectful at the same time in a weird way. I appreciated their positive outlook on life and childlike wonder. Ok, there were some fucked up kids between them but even the fucked up kids weren’t as fucked up as the average person by trauma. Yes some crossed several waiting lines and I had to put my foot down in a loving way without being toxic. But after my short integration and contemplation work I don’t even look bad at kids anymore. What I judged in them I integrated and I’m trying to integrate in myself. Interacting with kids is so important to stay young at heart, and their energy is almost healing in a weird way. If you are only dealing with adults in your life you are missing out on personal development. In my opinion one should involve oneself not only with young people, but with old people and all walks of life including poor and rich people. It really enriches the psyche through triggering yourself and integrating parts of the other that you judge. If you aren’t triggered at least once a month by people you aren’t getting out of your shell.

@Understander tough love is love too. Sometimes being merciless is merciful when you reach a certain wisdom.

@Understander Niceness should come from wisdom, not naivety. From strength, not weakness. Since my contemplations and meditations I discovered that I don’t even like most people. I’m finally shrugging off my last pieces of SD green ideocracy and naivety. There is place for tough love, honesty and truth. And quite frankly scoundrel dogs don’t deserve any of that. It is not even that I dislike them. I just misunderstood survival and I had a fairy tale notion of most humans. It was painful to see how naive I was. But it was mostly because of the haze that psychedelics give you. My eyes have opened right now.

@Understander @something_else In this thread the word niceness is being used from the position of weakness, not strength. I think that is obvious to everybody. Obviously there are people who will misunderstand what I meant with niceness but there is always room for misunderstanding and I can’t foolproof that When the words nice guy is used it is not used for a guy that uses niceness not from a position of strength but weakness and force. To get something for nothing. Not understanding how the world works i.e naivety. Andrew Tate does more charity than the people on this forum combined by a factor of 10 or perhaps even more. He calls himself nice and that is probably true but niceness is just one part. Niceness should only the cherry on the cake, not the cake itself. If Andre Tate was a non competitive nice guy (niceness from weakness )he wouldn’t even have accumulated all that wealth to share with others. This is what I found in my latest contemplations: In my opinion niceness is just another word for mercy. And you want to be the person who gives mercy to others, not expect mercy from others because nobody owes you mercy.

How the f do you find a good company name? All the good names are already taken and most company names are just derivatives of other names. I wonder how things will work out in 50-100 years when all names possible will be generated by AI. Especially in the last 20-30 years small businesses has exploded. Everybody with working brain has a company and I think small businesses will only be more widespread in the near future so this company name thing will become a problem and people will need to use numbers and shit in their company names. Luckily I already found a good company name, I just had to give it some time and practice some lateral thinking but I'm curious how you guys found your company name?

Yea that is what I'm doing and on top of that speaking my mind and asserting myself regardless. And this has been a natural evolution in my being because how I have been treated. One of the things I learned recently is that we should allow our circumstances to shape us, not resist life energy that flow through us. If you come in contact with enough people and you allow circumstances to shape you, you loose your childlike innocence and naivety in the process.

@SQAAD if you had a dream about you being poor and then you woke up… Would you feel bad about yourself because of a figment of your mind?

@Michael569 ChatGPT does a really bad job. Luckily I found a name on my own brain power.

If you are stuck, life is too short to not take risks. Death should haunt you.

I can beat up most men I can encounter so I guess it is not only physical strength they seek but also emotional and mental strength. The last things I mentioned I don’t have. I still have a soft underbelly and my traumas still have a toll on me from day to day. My niceness doesn’t come from weakness. I just have a soft heart. I can easily be 10x rude and be an ass but that is not in me. Perhaps I should try doing that. Because entitled, ruthless and competitive people get 10x the respect from my personal experience with experimenting niceness versus ruthless. I’m a boxer and people tell me I have a soft heart and don’t finish my opponent when I can. I guess I need to integrate that ruthlessness and killer instinct but I have trouble with doing it because I’m good natured but a lot of people treat me as crap for being like this. I noticed when I’m ruthless and show high competence people show me much more respect. People are so primitive but I won’t change this game. Only play the game better.

Everything is a solipsistic dream though. Never heard of David Chalmers. I will look into him. But I guess you are right. Now that I look at things that I’m good at that is exactly what I did. Using different teachings to create my own understanding.

LoL

Yea spirituality misses SD yellow structure. It is so confusing. Why is it hard for a spiritual teaching to make a scale from most easy awakening to most difficult awakening? Like first understand non duality, than understand solipsism and then understand alien consciousness. I do believe there are overarching principles in spirituality. These need to be defined and put together for students. Otherwise it is just a mishmash of ideas. It is no wonder that human spirituality is in such a dire state.

Leo is one

It has to do with your belief. People will treat you like you present yourself. If you believe young girls will do what they say, they will act like that. Girls are insecure by nature so they will treat you in the fashion you believe how things will work out for you. Having strong positive beliefs is important in all facets of life.

I thought your new course would be on alien consciousness ?

Elon Musk upper naked body should be illegal to post on the internet.

Are you sure they are girls? I don’t know man. Brother knows his niece.

I have overthinking problems when sober but last week during my psychedelic trip it became apparent. They say “hang up when you get the message” but I just couldn’t. My best remedy right now is special breathing exercises to lower HRV that calms the heart and mind but it seems this doesn’t fix the problem at the cause. How do you guys deal with the problem of overthinking?