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True. God doesn’t have favorites. I wish I was his favorite.

Good points about courage and traumas. When I appreciate beauty there is always an undertone of trauma energy. One should not love the created more than the creator otherwise you become like gollum: Personally I don’t have any idols for my worship. As far as I know and am aware of. When I see beauty I understand it is just a reflection of infinity. I guess this infinity threatens me in some way.

I channel it into sports, dance, fighting, spirituality and business. It is not bad. Probably good music to meditate on. But it is not on the same level as the classical pieces within classical music. Nah. The sun is not the same as dog shit.

Recently doing a lot of self inquiry, and I thought I was a spiritual guy, and I'm. I really enjoy meditating, philosophizing and contemplating but recently I got into business and investing and that really lit a fire in my solar plexus. I started enjoying my spirituality more too. It is not either or guys. You can have a foot in both worlds. The one will feed the other.

I have about 800 dollars to throw away

@trenton what is your chess rating?

Nobody can answer this for you. The question you need to ask yourself is how much you love chess. Doing something for ego will fuck you up. You need to be honest with how much you love chess. If she is not your beloved you need to let her go.

The model pair I have are good, the other colors feel cheap.

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Yea, they are a perfect fit.

Why?

Famous Polish proverb: "the jew cries out in pain as he strikes you"

This was me today with my new leather jacket

If you want something too much you come off as Gollum from LOTR. Nobody wants something like Gollum wants his ring. In social situations it is exactly the same. If you want too much of that love, appreciation, acceptance, sex or something else from the other you come across like Gollum. I came after this realization after coming across multiple women who were desiring me and me not desiring them. It is so creepy. They look at you like Gollum would look at his ring. I’m not even that attractive but I’m starting to get my shit together so I guess I’m ok. Guys aren’t valued by appearance anyway which is different for girls. I can’t imagine being a hot 20 year old girl being lusted over all the time. Those girls just want a guy who doesn’t treat them like Gollum would treat his ring. Desire is the root of all evil. You have to let go of the thing you want and just internalize what you project onto that thing. This also counts for money. You need to internalize what you project into money and you will attract it. The deepest insight I got yesterday is that in the deepest of our heart we desire god which is the true beloved. All other things we desire is just a reflection. It is praising false gods. We need to desire god which is true fulfillment. Wealth, health, and relationships are fun too but they are empty in spirit without our true beloved.

@Princess Arabia I got it from Buddhism. But even Buddhism says desire should be transmuted. It is not evil in the classical sense. If desire is not transmuted it becomes a menace because you project it onto the world. Not all desires are equal. We have high and low desires. Desire for the Self is something that shouldn’t be suppressed but actively flamed. Last week I got an insight that I was just stuck in my head, my mind is a prison and there is a huge god head outside of me. It was truly scary. Desiring to become that doesn’t come natural.

Lmao at how you buckled..

Since when is Chomsky not an eternal Jew? Lmao I don’t think he is really critical. He is just a lightening rod. There are no truly anti Jew voices in the US, those won’t be allowed or be quickly canceled.

I saw your face before you put a smiley on it lol

Bro you can put it up somewhere and diversify it that way 😭

I don't know what to do about it. She does this during meetings. I know I can talk to her but I don't want her. I feel like she is above my league and she is just playing with me. My game kind of sucks right now since I'm on spiritual mode for a few weeks and I know I'm too rusty right now.

I have trouble with this one. My reflex is to think “who does this shit think he/she is for thinking they are superior, in fact I’m superior!” Which makes me the devil that I hate. Usually it is bitchy women who have this attitude of superiority just because they are in their prime and have a cu**. I mean I get it I would feel superior too. In fact I think I’m more developed than most people at SD yellow but I don’t think I’m superior. Being more developed doesn’t mean superior. But these people who no virtue to show up with other than what god and L’loreal gave them. I think it is for every guy a process to stop putting these bitchy women on a pedestal and give them the treatment they are worth. If you are nice people take your niceness for granted. In fact you should be a dick and people should earn your niceness. In that way they will appreciate something they earned. I think this is a problem for a lot of spiritual people who are just being nice. You shouldn’t be nice. In fact not being nice is nice from higher LOC but you need a higher conscious to understand that.

Those whores will get their moneys worth. The thing is the less respect you show them the more they will like you. One shouldn’t see life as a serious thing but as a game. Just have fun while playing it but the only way to have fun is by learning how the game works. Don’t listen to other people, learn through direct exp.

Ever heard of diversification? You can still keep your steady income and investment (in fact you should) and still have tiny investment in bitcoin. It is not either or. Or not. It is up to you, but the caravan will keep riding with or without you. For me bitcoin is just tiny aspect of my portfolio. An important part though because I believe the future is digital.

Any other country who would do this would be sanctioned

It has to do with collective unconscious but that is a very deep topic which I won’t discuss here.