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All I can say is that you could try being more process oriented instead result oriented because I see you comparing yourself to others and calling yourself certain things. You have to fully accept your path and not be in resistance. Otherwise higher consciousness will never come to you and you will be stuck hard knock life in survival mode.

Point fingers as you wish. Nobody is attacking you. Sender is the receiver. And the receiver is the sender.

I went down that rabid hole 😭 It is so frustrating to see a beautiful flower, car, girl or whatever and realize that beauty is not floating around in time-space. It is just you projecting your own beauty onto the world.

That was a blind spot for me. Thanks for pointing it out. But can't you look at your hand and fancy it? Or look in the mirror and fancy yourself?

Last week I literally threw away a world map I had on the wall for the last 20 years...

Only you can't tell anybody otherwise you will freak them out 😅

Is it a coincidence your post account is 666?

They don’t neglect their men. Their men just doesn’t step up.

I don’t tell how much that I earn. But people can easily figure it out if they ask me what I do. Also the clothes you wear and your demeanor can easily give it away if you are a top G. Especially women are very keen at sniffing this out. I don’t know how but since I have been earning more thanks to my side hussles, women who don’t know me or barely know me, can pick it up. But I can pick it up they pick it up and give their values worth. I’m not interested at girls who are waiting at the finish line to choose the winner. You should have found me when you were a virgin and when I was struggling so you could have supported me when I needed it. By the way I don’t wear expensive clothes or drive an expensive car. Yes it is BMW but no new model and my clothes are never top brands. I just buy and dress what I like. My most expensive possession is an iPhone and my car.

Well. That chicken will come home to roost. I know women who are nearing 40 and think they can get with a man in their prime. That boat has sailed honey.

It is funny how you say that. I said the exact same thing to a friend two weeks ago.

I’m HSP (hyper sensitive) and spirituality only made me more of that. I can appreciate beauty on another level. I see the beauty of god in it and the average person doesn’t see that. If I go to some live music I can cry at the beauty of it. Even if it is not emotional music. Last week I was at some live Latin music and dance and I cried and people were looking at me like wtf is happening with this dude. With classical music I have this too but people understand it I guess but in other instances it is just weird like I described. Other instances are with girls. If I’m with a true beauty, it is just insane how much I can appreciate her beauty. It is almost like looking at the sun, the beauty is just blinding. I have to put put on the figurative sunglasses to be socially calibrated. It is not always like this though. There are times that I’m more sensitive to it than other times. Especially when I’m doing sexual transmutation, my appreciation for beauty reaches extraordinary levels.

Most women just mirror your emotional vibe so you need to get your vibe down. If you think she is hard to get or above you she will act like it. It is almost like a dance. You lead and she follows but you want to be somebody who girls want to play and dance with in the first place. And secondly you need to master leading by vibing. For me this is still very difficult. It is related to the emotional-survival brain which is mostly sub conscious. You need to work on your subconscious. That is where the real gold is. There are good programs on the subject. Game is mostly sub conscious. That is when you ask naturals how they do it they can’t answer how they do it; it is their sub conscious at work. There is minimal conscious effort.

Or does it happen spontaneously? I think love can be compared to a flower. Certain elements are needed. But at the same time it can be forced. It has to happen spontaneously and from itself. It is life itself.

What do you think? I’m planning to wear this. It is definitely LSD-esque. Definite eye catcher but I don’t want to be seen sissy.

@Razard86 thanks for your input. It was in his house and he gave me instructions that I followed. This dream reminds me of him asking me to sit on a chair and the chair had a nail in it that poked my leg and it hurt bad.

Last night I had a weird dream. I was talking to my ex therapist while being in a hammock. Suddenly a black hole appeared under me and I didn’t want to fall inside of it because this hole had no bottom which would mean I would be falling into the abyss for days until starving mid air. I was angry at my ex therapist for placing me there. It would be worse than death. What do you think this dream was trying to say?

@UnbornTao I know what you mean. They are in competitive mode instead of collaborative mode. I guess their energy is annoying me. I need to find a way so that I doesn’t rub off of me.

One is a family member, and the others: work and socially related

No matter how smart you are they are overrated. I have above average IQ and pretty knowledgable but lately I have been having out with regular people. It is amazing how serious they are about their thoughts while obviously they aren't that sharpest knife. This made me realize I'm no different than them but being such an overthinker. Level or state of consciousness is king because within this framework thoughts happen. If you have great thoughts but it is in the wrong frame, they are useless.

Is frame a thought ?

No way

Not to the same extent.

@An young being on psychedelics appreciation of beauty is another level. I guess my appreciation comes from there. Although appreciation of beauty on magic mushrooms is a different ball game. I remember standing in front of bar from a distance being amazed at all the bottles, lights, colors and stuff. The average girls behind the bar were giggling at me thinking I was looking at them lol. I walk passed that bar once in a blue moon and I never caught that beauty again. That beauty is in yourself that you project onto the world.

I don’t feel like a favorite.