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Instagram and YouTube aren't that addictive for some reason. The thing is with youtube: I can only watch the content I'm subbed to. With tiktok this is not possible. You immediately end up on the for you page and get flashed with teen girls doing thirst traps. Nobody uses Facebook lol. You still live in 2018 or sum? Instagram is the new Facebook.

It is predicted in multiple religions. Like in Christianity with the second coming of Christ. Or Krisna in Buddhism. Even in Star Wars. The "one" who will bring balance to the force. Or in the Matrix, the one who will defeat the matrix/AI. It is baked in our collective consciousness.

Habits are linked to self image. Humans act congruent to their self image and I noticed this works for me too. For example in the beginning I didn't identify as a boxer but with time it grew on me. Now I see it as my weekly habit and I just do it without any discipline/willpower because I identify as a boxer and I do what a boxer does. Using discipline, what ever that means for you, is just a fart in the air without building proper self image. Life is a reflection of your self image. And your habits are just a way to actualize your self image into reality. Creating a new self image is a deep topic though but what I can say about it; imagination is key. When I was a smoker for 2 years, I used willpower to stop and it never worked. Only when I started imagining myself as a non smoker and identifying as a non smoker, real change happened.

@Princess Arabia With being your own messiah I meant being your own hero on your heroes journey. Every individual walks their own individual heroes journey and I think as a collective we walk a collective heroes journey. This is baked in consciousness. You can call it "walking" the heroes journey or "being" in the heroes journey. At the end it doesn't matter what you toss into your word salad.

@Princess ArabiaI agree we all should be our own messiah. But how does that look in your life considering what you do?

I ate a lot of suffering. 🥲

Loneliness is your opportunity to connect with God. I'm thankful for those moments although loneliness can be hard too. That is the whole point of it: loneliness can break you and make you negative or it can build character. I enjoy my social time but I prefer my me-time too. My greatest hurdle is being able to switch between those 2: being in my head versus being in the world. When socializing you have to be almost 0% in your head. That is why extraverts are great at making friends. And that is why introverts are not so good with making friends: they are in their head and have this energetic wall up. It is hard to connect to such a person. It is not personal so no need to make a victim mindset out of this. At the end of the day, you and the father are one. Everything you need is already inside of you. Your aloneness is identification with negativity and separateness. If you identify with that, outer reality will just reflect what you believe. It is a self-fulfilling prophecy. Trying to fix the outer circumstances without fixing the inner circumstance is masochism. When you are alone, you are not "alone", you are with your Self. What is your relationship to it? Everybody has their divine spark or energetic imprint or personality. You should see yourself as a gift to the world and the other people. This will define whether you have a high vibe or low vibe.

If you are rigid in mind you are rigid in body. You have to do massive amounts of mediations to relax your body and that will relax your mind. Being autistic will always be a handicap but it is important to not use that as a victim mindset. What you perceive as your negatives can be turned in your positives. And your core basic assumption should be to accept and cultivate yourself. Instead of trying to get rid of certain parts of yourself. I think a lot of rigidity is just conditioning.

Habits are like the automatic driver on a Tesla. Saying it doesn't work is weird. You just don't know how to program it. All your bodily functions work on habits like your heart, your stomach and other crucial functions. Thank god it works great if it does. Your mind has the same automatic behaviour. Most conditioned and some are baked in. As for habits, long existing habits are difficult to change, while short existing habits are difficult to change. The younger you are the easier it is to change. Your success to change habits is also depended on how flexble your mind is. If you think you can't change it will be so.

Probably you have some strong SD blue too. To be honest you don't come across as full SD green.

This is your own projection onto the other. SD blue is the backbone for many societies. Just recking the backbone of the society too quick can cause destabilization and LGBT perversions. In the west, the nuclear family has come to an end, the economic and social disasters of this will only be prevalent in a decade or more. Islam will survive this madness. Cult-ure is no different than a living thing. It is the survival of the fittest.

Procrastination is wired in our psyche. It is a way to save energy and to stay safe and alive. We want to spend the least amount of energy and get the most for the energy spend. You basically have to override this instinct otherwise you will squabble your potential in life. In essence it is a battle between instinct and intuition. Your intuition whispers to you while your instincts screams. You have to quiet, train and condition your animal self through sexual transmutation.

Enough people who go to the gym to sleep

@Bobby_2021 if you go to the gym and don’t use the weights right yea you won’t develop muscle and also have injuries. No shit.

Transformation can only happen through fire

Do you guys ever just stop in the middle of the day and ask yourself where the fuck am I? Life is so mysterious. But almost all people are oblivious to it.

It's common for people to have thoughts about impressing others, but if it's dominating your mind, it might be worth exploring why that is. Sometimes, it can stem from a desire for validation or insecurity, and it could be helpful to examine these underlying feelings. It could be your inner child who is trying to get validation that it lacked. Either way, you are a grown ass guy so you don’t need that validation anymore. You can live your live how you want and find people who accept you as you are. The book the subtle art of not giving a fuck is a good read on this topic.

TikTok is so addictive. It is crack for the spirit. I only watch 5 channels and don’t even watch the for you page but those clever bastards designed the app in such a way that you open up for you page after you click on the app icon.

You don’t have a hourly rate?

You have too much free time 🤣

Pain is the whip of the cosmic father and mother (nature). A good parent doesn't just give everything to their kid. It will make them spoiled. Try being thankful for the existential pain instead of scorning god for it and you will be surprised what will happen. At least give me credit. You copied this from my thread. 😂

I had this discussion with my therapist and she couldn’t give me a good answer. Neither could anybody else with whom I had a discussion about this topic. In my opinion there is no way to answer this question in a secular way. For something to be alive it has to earn to be alive. There are no rights without duty. You have duty to god to express its divinity in human form. And as long as you don’t and start doing decadent and sinning (acting without God in mind you prematurely come to an end. ) For example people who have substance abuse, cheat, lie bad eating habits, misuse sex or any other sin they commit against god, they die horribly without exception. Life is fleeting. Humans are no different than a rose. It has its time to blossom and it’s time to fade away. I think “rights” humans construct. Nothing has the right to live. You have to earn your place as in the survival of the fittest. This principle is still active whether or not you are an employee or business owner, and this principle counts in dating too. Nobody owes you anything. Especially god doesn’t owe you anything. People don’t get god.

I get it in theory, everything exist only in consciousness yada yada but I don't know how to explains my misunderstanding. Perhaps I should contemplate it more. How I see reality is just as a major sand box, things are being made by consciousness (through sentient beings and god) and things are being broken off. As far as I understand God doesn't judge although some religions claim God judges and punishes sin (acting without God in mind) and rewards virtue (acting with god in mind). When you observe life and history you can clearly see how virtue is being rewarded by reality while sin is not being rewarded. So I do think the religious people have a point that there is righteousness. Humanity moves towards holism thanks to righteous acting of humanity. If we stop acting rightious humanity will stop existing. Yea consciousness will keep existing. So this is what I'm really pondering. I don't think rights are a human construct. I have to come back from this. There is the supreme righteousness of God which really can't be put in words but only be felt from the heart. How I deal with death or "my right to exist" is in the hands of God. If my existence serves the greater whole, I will exist. If my existence doesn't serve teh whole, you will be taken out by life, one way or another. It can be through cancer or another disease. Through a car accident. Or something else. And it is not necesarily a bearded guy in the sky who plans your death. It is your own level of consciousness who will dig your own grave. Usually a disease or car accident is your own making of your level of consciousness.

If that girl didn't work out, don't take it personal. If your investments didn't work out, don't take it personal. If your home burned down, don't take it personal. What happened in the past, nothing is personal. I already knew this but this week, integrating this lesson into my conscious was due time. Every "curse" that happened to you, is nothing personal. But if you decide it is personal you will identify with it, and it will become personal. If you take it personal, it becomes ego (through the mechanism of identifying with I'm that). And you become unconscious to that thing you choose to identify too. If you dig deep enough you will eventually come to the pain body / your past trauma. This whole process is as much an emotional process as a framing process. Nothing in the past, future and now, in your field of perception is personal. That is why everything that can happen will happen. The only thing you can do is raise your consciousness as much as you can because consciousness is a intention based self-organizing mechanism. The only thing you have control over is your intentions and outside of that there is no more control. Setting high quality high priority intentions every day is power while everything outside of that is force and tiresome. I used this knowledge to make good money. Now I'm focusing on getting the top notch girls. And I noticed I have a lot of emotional baggage regarding this topic. I'm a very masculine person (yang energy) and girls hold the secrets to yin energy. That is why it is so important to set right intentions with girls. Your intentions should be based on enjoyment of life/consciousness, instead of overcompensation/negativity. In my opinion, most girls are not so smart but they just instinctively understand this because they are life givers. And although they are stupid, it is mother nature. That is why the people who take things too much personal, are the people who are the most traumatized, and they are usually the people who don't procreate. You basically have to love life and if you do you get rewarded for it. While if you hate life, you get hate back.