StarStruck

Damn, those things are expensive.

In the US water is dirty, in EU not so much

Home is here in the now. Drink that poison and open the gates to nirvana.

I alwasy thought US had more hot girls than Europe.

Your afraid of the thought of death. Not actual death, since you don't know how the ACTUAL experience of death will feel like. Old lady once told me: Now you are living, and you worry about that. When you die, you worry about that.

I just can't take stress because of my past. Learning code can be done through youtube and forums.

Being a wage slave has its romantic sides. One doesn't have to worry about developing oneself. Just going with the flow and if you play office politics the right way you are set but it is not all moonlight and roses as the video explains. Nowadays everybody knows you have to develop yourself. It is not even that most people don't want to develop themselves: they simply don't have the time, plan and resources to do it. I have to many issues to be entrepreneurial. For people like me being a wage slave is only option on the short run until I become a good enough programmer, which is a question and not a given. After watching the video above I fire got lit under my ass. I really need to develop some skills if I don't want to be used as a work donkey. A lot of wisdom right there in that video. I think on the market the only thing that matters is the value you give people. My best bet is to develop my programming skills or take an IT job in the government which is more humane. Working for the government doesn't sound so bad for me. Perhaps lower pay but you get less stress and more certainty.

I smoked 0,4 gr of Silvia (non extract). In no way a breakthrough dose. I took it to experiment. There was definitely no major changes in my perceptions but things started changing in my peripherals. There were holes. They seemed like a glitch in reality. It was not scary. More kind of funny. I started doing some self inquiry and that felt different. It felt like I could tap in my my inner child. I don’t know if that tapping into was taping into my real self. It felt wholesome and I felt connected to my feelings. I think the lesson I got out of this is that I have to be more connected to my feelings. I saw that there was a clear distinction between conceptional thinking and emotional thinking. All in all it felt like a great experience. A micro dose is between 0,5 en 1,5 grams. I don’t have intentions to surpass that.

True, tinder is depressing. Real life seems the only realm where average guys can get girls but nowadays a lot of girls are afraid of covid if you get close.

I always knew I was a fool, I just didn't know how to change.

How do those books work together?

The question is do you really want that? Tyler has the lifestyle and can get away with it. If you are an average joe and have a normal job, normal salary and normal lifestyle, I feel like it can get creepy. IMHO, maximum ago for pickup should be 35 years old or something. If you are 40 and trying to pick up 20 year old piece of hot ass... I don't know man.

Getting a girl is not even that difficult. Even the dumbest people in the world can get a girl. The hardest thing is to work on yourself and solve your neurotic behavior. Once you solve yourself, getting an average girl is like scratching your butt. Look at it like this: do animals like birds have trouble attracting mates? No, they don't as long as they are traumatized by something. They just use their instinct and intuition. It is the same for human. Attraction shouldn't require effort. Seduction does. I'm not good at seduction and I'm not focusing on that at the moment.

What about if you are a traumatized person? Is it not better for that person to develop and clean his psyche before taking psychedelics? I took psychedelics several times and most of them were bad trips.

Are they the same?

Obviously age plays a role for a lot of girls. It is not just a number. It is biology but you shouldn't be obsessed by your age. All you need to know it plays a role. Other variables than age are much more important. Focus on what you can influence. Accept your age. It is not easy but you have to. If you don't accept your age and who you are and how you look, it is going to be creepy. It is only creepy if you don't accept a part of yourself. Just own it up. It is not easy and I'm not talking from an ivory tower here.

Identify your NEAREST, not biggest obstacles and focus on that. Imagine you are on a road, and you are walking, there is a small obstacle in front of you but bigger obstacles in the distance. Your priority should be to focus on what is right in front of you so you can keep going and don't get stuck or slugged down. It really depends on your situation. Everybody's road is different. Also focus on meta-skills and push the niche spirituality stuff to the side.

@The0Self @Kalki Avatar @Vibroverse thanks guys. I like the formula. It made it clear for me. Currently contemplating it. I noticed that contemplating in sets is baring fruits. Otherwise it just doesn't stick.

I'm highly sensitive during trips. I once smoked some weed with a girl and she was over-analyzing me and it was just awful. I can't imagine taking LSD or something with such people.

What you focus on will become bigger, so if your spouse is in front of you over-analyzing if you are going crazy or not, you will go crazy. But do you need a trip sitter though? Just lock yourself in a room and give her the keys.

Perhaps, it is the lockdown, or perhaps it is the spiritual work but sometimes I feel flabbergasted about certain phenomenon. It is probably, but I´m not certain, the conceptual lens that I put off. If you thought the world worked a certain way but it doesn´t, there is an invested interest in your old ways, and dropping those feels like something bad. At the same time, my old maps of the world didn´t make sense and didn´t gave me value. The mistake I´m making is that I´m dropping one and jumping on another. It is tricky.

Foods already have shit tons of natural salt. I use very little (sea) salt.

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@_Archangel_ don't judge orange. They have a business to run and bills to pay. They are orange-green and they ask 2-4k for a program. I think overal they are positive influence.

When you are judging others you are judging yourself. Wtf. I read and heard this many times but first time my paradigm just collapsed in front of my eyes: I was looking at these fat ladies on YouTube who want to lose 10 kg in 1 month time. I said "these bitches are really dumb. It is not about short term success, it is about life style change". Then I struck me: I'm no different when it comes to productivity. This doesn't mean one shouldn't judge. Expressing is always better than suppressing. Only when you express you can really get to know yourself. Do you guys know any good books on judgement?