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@erik8lrl interesting point about the non duality part. That is how I structure my one note too. If I want to look something up I can intuitively find it because I structured how my mind works. Might try Obsidian again but it will be a pain in the ass to make the transition.

I find Obsidian too gimmicky. Sometimes there is beauty in simplicity. I structure my common placebook through page level. It goes only three level deep but it is still good. I also use hyperlinks but I don't think AI is that advanced to understand it all. It is amazing how fast AI develops though. I can have interesting conversations with it already. Most people seem boring compared to AI.

Because of identification with dualistic thoughts. In non dualism you don't have problems with locality

Is this possible with OneNote?

The thing is that if you never got female praise from your mother, female relatives and females around you, you won't have a winner effect. The less success you got, the less success you will have. And the more you had the more you will have. Kind of reminds me about biblical phrase: Matthew 25:29 says: “For to everyone who has, more will be given, and he will have abundance; but from him who does not have, even what he has will be taken away." Love is basically a currency that can give given or received. It is a multiplier.

@Butters I heard Owen Cook talk about him.

I'm struggling with one customer who has irrational demands. Being nice to such people are seen as a weakness. That is what I learned but he is getting on my nerves and I'm afraid I will lash out very soon. The only reason that I don't is because my business is going great and I don't want to ruin it. I understand power versus force and I read all of of Hawkins books. He basically says to not get involved with the 5% psychopath customers and I thought about it and it totally makes sense. I'm making so much money that I just take my product back and give his money back but there is ego and pride involved. I just want to fuck him up so bad but that would give me a bad reputation. And I would have to look out because he knows where u live. If he didn't I would already know what to do.

They can't guess your size

Good looks don't survive on its own. It is the job of the female to provide the good looks. The basic rule of dating is the same rule as money making. You have to provide something the other doesn't have. Every women wants something slightly different but there are common denominators which is masculine strength, leadership and provision.

Being socially adept, understanding social and power dynamics. Women are very good at this and they are constantly monitoring this. Lately I’m more popular and I notice that they notice it too. In the same way we like teen ass and boobs, they fancy status.

Weird thing is that you can have good genes but if you are not calibrated they will don't want to mess with you.

Probably aliens who are lurking. They don't need to ask questions because they already know everything.

One the most profound philosophical questions and it is not being discussed on this topic. So much suffering in front of life. Is it worth it? Personally I'm enjoying life more and more but I see the suffering of otters. Some have no way out. If I had a like time of suffering I wouldn't want to ride it out.

This is my experience also. Life is war. And people who think it is not are the most roughed up by life, totally clueless and suffering or in denial. Bagavhid Gitta opening scene depicts this beautifully.

@Mada_ ok

Life is a prison. Your body is a prison for your consciousness.

What is the alternative to finity? Infinity!

Why not

Take your head out of Leo's ass and listen to Andrew

I feel like I wasted my 20'ies with stupid things. Now I'm early 30'ies. I wish I could go back to being 20 again with the knowledge I have now. That would be worth diamonds in my eyes. What I discovered in my contemplations is that the real acre of diamonds is youthfulness. What is the point of being wealth, health and great relationships if you are not young and ready to bust? If I lived a shitty life all my life and had a glow up at 50 or something I would not appreciate it. Now I'm doing good at probably when I'm older I will say I wish I was 30 again but that is the whole thing. Always running behind life.

Good point about infinity and finity. I don’t know how to satisfy it though. So the only way to be satisfied is to have everything because I’m everything? Doesn’t make sense. Perspective. Consciousness. What else?

I don't get what Leo talks about with his alien consciousness. 😵‍💫 I'm not putting things in my ass to get this realization. Don't tell me to do 5 MeO. I only have LSD in my house.

It takes 3-4 weeks to fill your nutsack, so 10-12 days is not enough..

I have been doing sexual transmutation for months and it gave me a lot in terms of health, wealth, fitness and spiritual development. Last week I did sin and busted a nut. Luckily it was not porn and masturbation but with a girl. Three times in total and since then I feel weak and almost depressed. Any others who notice this? I can see this in others too. Especially people who bust a lot of nut have this worn out and depressed vibe. It is not weird because the body is depleted and needs to renourish and repair. I’m not happy that I sinned but I have learned so much from it. I have seen the importance of sexual transmutation. Although sacrifices need to be made for sexual transmutation: exchanging animal lust for love. It is totally worth it. It paid me so much in wealth, health and spirit that I’m only more dedicated to it (God). Just in few months I went from a lousy income to very high income. From being average in sport to higher performer. From being smart to even being smarter. And so on. But now that I busted nuts I don’t want to do anything. Interesting source if you want to study the subject…

Have you incorporated the costs for the vitamin pills, blood tests, and doctor appointments, health and hospital costs? I rather just a a fresh cut of beef than make all those costs and gobble up those services. Vegans are highly selfish people. That is what I have come to conclusion.