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Since I got into Tateism I have been working on mature masculinity and tonight I just got into the ultimate fight club moment. I believe this was my psyche’s rite of passage into masculinity.

What value could you provide Elon Musk?

I was in the supermarket and I got steady eye contact from her. When I walked passed her she fixed eye contact and gave me the fuck me eyes. She made an innuendo about “fingering” while looking at me. All the while her child was next to her. Probably it was her child. In retrospect I recon it could be her nephew or something else. Would you approach her? And how would you do it? Out of respect I just walked passed her.

I doubt you would survive in such an environment.

If you are the best of the best in your niece go work for him. Survival of the fittest has its upsides and downsides.

I'm not saying he is loving: I didn't even use those words. I'm saying he is immature as a child. We are saying the same thing lol.

If working like a mule would get you far every mule would be a CEO

Elon Musk is such a freak of nature. I think what makes him so successful is that he protected his inner child to old age. He is basically a curious, rebellious brad in a body of an old man. His energy is so distinct and rare.

They aren’t all your problems because there is only Leo.

I wouldn't call it manipulative but skillful. Women like skillful men and if you can't handle a woman, how can you handle life?

Obviously I would avoid such situations but she gave verbal and nonverbal cues and even made a sexual comment towards me about fingering. The kid didn't understand the sexual joke because he was too young. If she wasn't smoking hot I wouldn't have a second thought and forget about it lol. Now that I contemplated it. You are right. That is the only way. She told the child: "stop fingering that thing" *while looking at me in a naughty way* Me: *I had to smirk and continued looking at the product* At this point I was finished looking at the product and had to walk pass them and she was still talking about fingering while looking at me. It was an open invitation to join the joke.. Now that I think about it, all I had to do is tell the kid that "fingering is bad". The opener is so easy. But at that moment I just couldn't think of it.

@KH2 she looked 25

I think satan has taken over your mind and typed this message because satan doesn’t like the abundance of Santa.

I don’t get why this is a problem. Insecure girls are sexy. And girls are attracted to guys who make them insecure. It is like asking “why are people people insecure towards me while I’m jacked and a three time kickboxing champion?”. It comes with the territory. You have to find somebody of your own stature or just accept it. Power plays a huge part in human relationships in general, not only in male-female dynamics.

That is not my quote

That 360 move to free herself from the grip was amazing. I couldn't have thought of that one. How much money do these officers to do these kind of job? Before you know it you have a hole in your face for a lousy 40k dollar salary

I wanted to skip that episode. I will definitely watch it now.

@Oeaohoo I’m not far there yet.. what is beyond it?

When you reach stage yellow the physical is as real as the non physical. One has climbed Jacob’s ladder and connected the divine and non-divine.

It is in the nature of women to not be direct. It tells me she has a high libido or she is very insecure. And she is testing out for herself what her sexual and dating market value is. In my experience women approach indirectly. It is very obvious when you know the pattern. So they come and ask you an innocent question and probe to see how interested you are. It is all in the sub communication for women. A hot girls doing a direct approach is like a cat acting like a dog. It is very rare. Girls act more like cats. It is a very different dynamic.

@Roy my hormones just don’t react to older women. There are some exceptions. Usually if she is early 20’ies I find her hot even if she ain’t all that. If she approaches 30 she has to have taken care of herself to become a hot momma: good diet, fit body, good personality. And on top of that the older she is the more dick she processed with all the accompanying trauma and emotional bagage. It is pure statistics: older women who have gone through stuff have harder time bonding.

I’m curious to know. What kind of meditation you do? For how long?

Some motivation

@Sucuk Ekmek sen bu isi biliyon moruk

I never crave sugar. And once every few months I do. I buy some sweets and eat them, get disgusted and refrain from sugar for months on end. You really have to develop mindfulness to what sugar does to your body. Feel the disgust more than the hedonistic pleasure after you binged on sugar. People who are addicted focus more on the hedonistic pleasure than the disgust their bodies are signalling to them.