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I felt back in kindergarden. It is a "childish part" of myself that I try to get rid but the more I try to get rid of it the more it comes to the forefront. I think I have to accept that it is not going to go away and do the necessary shadow work. There is no bypass to this work I'm afraid. Thanks for the video. The truth is that I'm not worthy of her. I've a lot of things that I have to work through to deserve a quality woman and that is the truth. To deserve a quality woman you have to become a quality person. And to be honest I have bigger fish to fry than dating her. I'm well off spending that time on myself and meditation.

He talks a lot about modeling systems on his computers to make forecasts and decisions. Which programs he is talking about to make such calculations?

Transmuting fear to overcome challenges, amazing story. Can death be compared to a candle in the dark that is dying?

She was a 10/10. Those are scarce.

True. I was afraid to screw up text game so I was very bland so I wouldn’t make mistakes. ? @Ulax it isn’t her , even the nicest girls will flake if you are bland and boring .. girls want to feel shit

What happened on the day I met her? We walked, we danced, we drank some drinks. And I went home because I had to wake up early the next day.

See social situations as opportunities, not as threats. Because when I read your thread you say things like "I loose so many opportunities to date, pick up, find friends, .. because I just don’t feel in my power."... If you see things as threats you have a closed off energy. Try starting with the being, not with the doing. Your inner reality (your vibe) should match the outer reality (social life) you desire. Otherwise you will be like a dog chasing its own tail. There are some free letting go videos by Julien RSD which will help you with the being by letting go of negative energy. Because you are fucking up because of this negative energy that makes things awkward and difficult:

@The Mystical Man where do you find these memes ?

@The Mystical Man Don't see it as waiting. Life is not waiting. You are living right now and life should be seen as amazing without PMO.

Psychedelics give you brain elasticity. I used LSD to cure my porn addiction. But I'm also a person who knows a lot of about depth psychology so that helps too. In my opinion knowing how your psyche works (by reading depth psychology) is a must for doing psychedelics. Otherwise you will be like a new driver with a ferrari in your hands. You are bound to fuck things up if you are immature and have problems. A lot of problems can be avoided if people knew the basic principles of psychology.

He is ex google, ex facebook, and ex husband. All of them left him or abandoned him. Guess why. Sometimes he can be funny though. Once in a blue moon.

You have to learn from your traumas. These traumas taught you how brutal survival is. It is really up to you to accept the lessons or not. You need to develop a fighting mindset.

You have to learn from your traumas. These traumas taught you how brutal survival is. It is really up to you to accept the lessons or not. You need to develop a fighting mindset.

Not all coffee beans are the same. Don’t go for cheap ones but for the healthy ones. I drink only one shot of arabica every day. Freshly ground and from a manual device. It tastes like liquid chocolate.

Just look at some guys who have experience and try to catch their vibe.

So I have a boxing trainer and I’m enjoying his training a lot. There is one thing though: he is fat. And I noticed that I judge him every time I see it. I don’t have a need to lose weight. It is just that I can’t stop judging him for that. I’m thinking how can you help others if you can’t help himself? I have noticed in myself this kind of judgement of other people too. I judge spiritual leaders, doctors and therapists like this. It seems like I’m scanning for red flags. I think this is normal behavior. Like if a therapist has all kind of health issues, relationship issues and such, how could he help me with stuff if he clearly can’t solve his own problems? Or when I see a fat doctor: all my red flags go up. He is clearly not preaching what he is selling to his patients. They say don’t judge a book by its cover but I think this is a wrong belief. The cover of the book doesn’t say everything about the person but it does say something.

Which virgin girl will fuck a virgin boy in the ass like a pro for the first time? You guys are so gullible ?

Dude.. If you are not a high profile person like Elon Musk. Just log off and everybody will forget about your posts. You are a dime in a dozen.

@blueberries it is just the vibe

Sounds to me like it was a prostitute. I’m not sure.

When you are in apathy it is hard to find love for yourself or for others. So one has to be realistic: aiming for anger and grief to get out of apathy to get towards love is more realistic. Anger and grief has more love than apathy so that is something he should be looking for. Perhaps he should watch movies that incite grief or go on boxing to vent up his suppressed anger. Emotions are personal so there is no recipe to make it. I have pockets of apathy and that is what I do and it works. Edit: but he definitely should aim for anger because he already seems like he is in a rut. Being angry about his life situation is his ticket out of apathy and towards higher levels of energy. Apathy = compressed love How to decompress it? Decompressing apathy to grief and anger, he will be met with fear once he decompressed it, he will learn to let go of fear, and progress the scale that way. A lot of people get out of apathy and get into fear, and they don't like fear so they go back in apathy. Once you are out of apathy and in fear, you should look the fear right in the eye and fight it. Fear is not something to turn away from but to be faced. If you are low on the scale it is hard to get out of it. You need somebody who walked the path and show you the way. I think a lot of people on this forum are already high on the consciousness scales and they don't understand how hard it is to get out because they never been that low.

@ThePoint Dodson has great advice to get out of apathy. There are basically two major emotions: love and fear. So in each life situation you take baby steps towards love or fear. Fear is crippling and low energy. If you are stuck in fear long enough you turn numb and apathetic. So it will take some time to revive yourself again by doing acts of compassion towards yourself.

Does it really matter once one reaches enlightenment? Is there a difference between shitty and not shitty for the enlightened person?

What are movies that make you cry? I would like to see some state of the art movies that vibrate at this level of energy. I haven’t cried in a long time so I hope I will after I pop some LSD. Thinking about 200 ug.

Good thing you don’t. Be careful what you wish for.