Eren Eeager

Dive deep in yourself and start aksing why I hate gay people. Then let go of what ever comes up because hate is s delusion and love is the truth. It won't be easy but this how it works, this is shadow work.

Once upon a time,there was a sufi master and his disciple. They were more of lovers than a teacher and his student. The disciple loved his master and the master loved his disciple. The disciple used to wake up every morning before the guru to heat the water for him to wash his body so he can pray. It was winter and the water was ice cold. But once it happened that he didn't wake up early. So he wakep up frightened to the realization that his guru will wash his body with ice cold water. He hurred to the water pot and embraced it with his body and when the guru reached to the water it was hot as if it was heated. The guru asked his disciple wondering how on earth this could happen. The disciple answered " it was heated by the heat of my love, master". This is a true story by the way.

Okey I will translate, lol. " come here to the village, learn how to farm and harvest. City men are not men, what a shame, wearing shorts revealing their assess and eating Ice cream. Here are the real men who harvest and farm not like those who eat Snickers and Ice cream"

Nope. Love expresses itself in different ways and it is not neediness. If you cry over someone's death, it can be egoic or loving. And the experience is 180 degrees different.

+1

This youtuber has nice green vibes but I think she is still somewhat it shallow in green.

Harry styles is green AF for a singer. His depection of sexuality is amazing.

https://www.facebook.com/NowThisPolitics/videos/294624655294419/ Why is not this embeding?

@Gesundheit No I have gone deep with this shit even on ssris

I plugged 100 ug of acid two days ago and it did not work. Today I tried it again orally and upped the dosage to 150 and it still feel weak like a microdose. Is it that my brain still need time as I stopped SSRI five weeks ago?

I will becareful, thanks for your attention and thanks for babysitting me that night.

@Preety_India that was not a trip And I wanted to see if plugging is the problem or SSRis.

Okey I will give it 2 weeks maybe a month and will then retry.

I plugged 100 ug of acid 2 hours ago. I am not feeling anything except for dizzy and agitated. I stopped paroxitine 5 weeks ago. Does it need more time for my brain to trip again.

@Eren Eeager ok leo face is making wonders for this weak trip. I will stick to taking insights from lokking at his face, lol.

@fridjonk many recommended it here on forum.

Ok Looks like I will not be able to sleep. I will try to contemplate reality using weridly looking leo face

It is so weak it feels like 10-20 ug max. Looks like my brain still all fucked up from SSRis.

I have been off my SRRIs for than month and I am really excited to finally retrieve the ability to trip again. I Hope I get some real insights tonight.

@seeking_brilliance I desperately need a break-through. I have been in the theory side for too long.

Slowly I will rise from the ashes like a phenix and rise into heavens. Thanks ❤️

Thanks, appreciate it.

It started with OCD from doing all this philosophy and openmindedness then also social anxiety and Generalized anxiety disorders. And I devloped severe IBS also which was torturing. So yeah I was basically in hell.

Three years of mental illness burned all my energy and passion and left me with congested chakras. I am still trying to clear my mind and my body from the devastating effect of mental illness. But I wonder where would I have been if just was more stable psychologically. I wish.

Yeah, he has a high level of dedication and discipline. Maybe I will, have that when I begin doing psychedelics. My levels suck in comparison, maybe I will go cry alone in the corner ??