wk197

I don't want to explain it again, no offense but everything I have to say is written above. I'm not good at elaborating so stuff like this takes a while to write

1. Yes I do, personally my combination of ugliness and autism has definitely held me back but mostly just the autism. I was bit lazy and couldn't fit in with others growing up and I wasn't very academic like some other autistic people. I have lost all self belief in myself and looking for an outside hobby seems pointless/futile if I couldn't mingle properly with others combined with lack of discipline. I find it too complicated to better my social skills. 2. I have went back and forth with learning/trying meditation for years and only know realizing that its not for me with things like not knowing if i'm doing it correctly and not feeling the results, with negative emotions I just remind myself that whatever im feeling is temporary. It seems like to me that we can only indirectly control emotions to a degree(weathering the storm). 3. the little vision that I used to have was simply finding a full time job and moving into an apartment but thats in doubt now. 4. You mean emotional labour? Yes i am but embracing it would probably be wasted effort. suffering is one thing and trying learn from it is another, im retarded. 5. I get distracted all the time even when doing anything I'm interested in, its a combination of stimming(look it up) and internet addiction(hopping websites and shortened attention span). 6. Who isn't afraid of social ostracization? I would like to be more respected but im awkward boring guy. 7. Nope. I tried psychedelics for the first time recently a month or two ago and I have never felt so existentially depressed in my entire life, I didn't think I would ever recover when i was tripping. I got into trouble with the police for using and purchasing drugs online afterwards(Psylocybin truffles are a Class A drug in the UK). -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- and heres a very tiny rant on self love Self love just comes off to me sometimes as this flowery womanly thing and I think lot of people who preach it don't actually love themselves, I bet those people are into BS like astrology, healing crystals and probably watch make up tutorials on YT. my sister preaches self love and yet she dates criminals who have killed people and is lazy and unhappy ya guys get what im trying to get across?

If its possible to do, are there any online resources/techniques that can help with that? this is something I'm interested in because I would like to tinker myself.

So girls will just fall into your lap is what you're saying?

Bro, incels are down on their luck way before they enter incel communites. the solution isn't simple. these are people who tried their utmost to find girlfriends and even just normal friends in highschool and university and failed. the people on those communites crack jokes at the advice your giving which implies they've already tried it.

I think everything in human life is about survival and competition, could humans realizing unconditional love make our survival and competition more harmonious? Sort of like we'd all play board games for example instead of fighting wars with each other as a healthier way of stimulating our survival/competitive instincts or would we transcend all that in some way I don't understand. I hope my comment isn't too stupid.

I only somewhat enjoy things at best when I'm sober. I need to be drunk to actually enjoy things these days, to get that child-like happiness back. I can't focus that hard on anything I used to enjoy while sober. I have too many shadow issues and lack the intelligence to deal with them and therapy won't work for me. Am I a good candidate to use Psychedelics to try fix my life? They say you should have a foundation in life before you use psychedelics for self improvement but I don't feel like I have any options left.

Yes it does matter and I say this an ugly autistic barely 6 foot male. napaleon complex is an insult used against confident short men who are acting out of place/not acting their face, like an ugly man wearing good clothes. its not over but its not completely hopeful either. A lot of girls assume positive qualities about tall men that aren't necessarily true and they can't control it. they are stuck in hunter gatherer past more than men are.

Interesting experience!

What would hypothetically happen if a psychopath took a large does of 5 meo DMT

Can the law of attraction make me grow wings? Can the law of attraction give me a bigger dong? Can the law of attraction make a man turn into a woman(biologically)? Could I use law of attraction to cause a tsunami in England? Could the law of attraction be an underappreciated radical phenomenon or an airy fairy deception to get us to push our human limits?

can law of attraction make someone go from gay to straight?

Can Psychedelics help me feel love?

Are you making fun of me?

I'm starting to be convinced that when people say anything is possible, they're just lying to themselves to push their limits. spiritual people just can't decide if we're limited or unlimited and things look bleak when the idea of spiritual talent is discussed

this dude is crazy

There isn't many things to do when you can't fit in, I'm going to become homeless one day because of my life circumstances. everyone craves positive reinforcement/approval from others including you. I am quite literally like those defected/disabled/ugly babies in roman times that would get tossed into the river/left to die but modern society has allowed me to survive. most autistic people can't find employment and ugly people have trouble finding employment.

I might be getting some regular income soon and I'm interested in trying out some psychedelic substances and I think you guys can give me some tips.

I plan to take regular n-n DMT by MYSELF in hopefully a couple months and I have never done drugs before in my entire life only alcohol and cigarettes if that counts and I have some questions to ask. 1. Is it okay to take DMT as an effort to improve my life? I am a insecure and fearful person and don't believe therapy works for me. 2. What is the best ways of taking DMT? Smoking it? 3. Is there any ways I can avoid a bad trip on my first time? Thank you.

I somehow can't sleep more than 5-7 hours. I wish I could sleep for more. it may have lowered my testosterone and libido but I don't know how to deal with it.