wk197

What do I most need to hear right now?

I remember a video Leo made titled ''One simple rule to acing life'' and he said you should always do what uncomfortable. perhaps I should rewatch it because I don't remember most of the details but i'm thinking right now that it doesn't seem entirely realistic that leaving my comfort zone will give me personal growth, like when people say that hard work doesn't guarantee success

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What if I still feel consistently bad emotionally after trying to leave the comfort zone?

Tried this and I am still stuck on the last one at the bottom of the scale. Am I supposed to imagine things that can cause Insecurities, guilt and unworthiness because I don't feel much has changed. I haven't been meditating if that's an issue. I don't have a dry erase board only a textbook as im out of cash. I hope thats sufficient. I have written one thing that I want and I could write more but I'm focusing on one thing. Is it fine if you sometimes forget about what you wanted or do you need a burning desire for it? Do i have to be expecting it all the time? How do I reconnect with ''source''? is ''receiving mode'' the same thing as trust?

@remember Not be ugly anymore? I think im about half as ugly as Robert Hoge(look him up). what the hell do I have to do to accept myself? I will go into slightly more detail about my bro's and sisters when im less tired. @OctagonOctopus I think tidiness means to me a clearer mind and I do value that.

Some people say the 1% death rate is too high but it mainly just kills older people, if it was actually a pandemic then hospitals would be overrun all over the world and perhaps more people will die of the pneumonia from coronavirus but its probably still going to be old people imo. contracting and surviving coronavirus may not be completely smooth as one 21 year old Wuhan man described having coronavirus as ''going to hell and back''. If I contracted the disease I would very likely survive like most younger people but its probably going to suck contracting it, its not a global pandemic just yet though.

Can you say that in proper english? I'm not against free speech or are you talking about someone else?

But you also get a lot of people clamoring for realism and plausibility in art. exaggeration is just one factor nothing more.

@remember ''general problems'' seems a lot of like generalizing.

I could say the similar about you when redpill discussions are attempted here

We already have the corona virus to worry about oh god please no, africa also has huge black wasps that are apparently harmless. locusts are nasty bloodsuckers, though I've never encountered one in africa. what are the chances this could come to europe?

alan watts was against self improvement weirdly enough.

Ironically your avatar is from a video game called diablo 3, I used to like diablo myself. when I get judged for playing video games I think that those people who judge are probably way too focused on surviving and can't stop to smell the flowers.

I might just be closed minded but I imagined this forum despite being about spiritually would be uncomfortable talking about astrology.

this is all fine and dandy until some feminists demand men change their body preferences for women like being into petite or slim thick women.

What are the other relatively accessible greater pleasures in life if not healthy relationships and intimate sex for the average guy? What would you propose to a an average guy who is interested in red pill to do instead utilizing of redpill knowledge? the redpill seems to me is just about learning what makes woman and men tick from a scientific and evo psych view and taking control of your life, preachers of the redpill are also less focused on their own looks and more on their personality which will surprise users here. I don't think the redpill is inherently misogynistic, its about self improvement too.

So whats better than relationships and sex then in your opinion?

Its good to know you can still feel good about achieving/doing something without needing to feel prideful. its a relief actually.

What you're saying sounds good and encouraging enough, I see life as meaningless but in a bleak way which isn't doing me favors.

I originally thought when you take weed it mellows you out and everything becomes funny and thats probably the case for most people. I've already kind of known that some people are hyper sensitive to certain drugs like these and I imagine its not the escapist drug they hoped for. I've taken psychedelics once but I don't have the guts for it and I realize spirituality/consciousness stuff is out of my league of ever properly grasping or understanding so I won't take psychs again. I just find trip reports entertaining

I understand better what you mean by values, is believing in tidiness a value?

I've been a west african city called Yaoundé and it probably has better infrastructure than havana, cuba and more civilized in some aspects like ALWAYS having fresh food at supermarkets with bodyscanners and guards with guns. cuba cannot even compete with an african country. gas stations are everywhere too.

What do you mean by value?

I don't lose nothing, I lose time and faith in potential good things. ''Everyone can fly - you can fly too! All you have to do is flap your wings (focus on the now) ''