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Thank you, i thought it would be fun No it's effortless, but I still have a mental habit of resisting my feelings I think. So it's like whenever I go unconscious, I can immediately recognize the effortless presence and rest as it. My work is pretty chill, so I just listen to music/podcasts etc so I can relax a bit there. And at home I've been listening to this napolean series over and over again, and the good feeling makes it easier to stay as the presence

Yeah i'm going to focus on making money doing something I love next

Change Love to Consciousness. Change reality to consciousness Are you in consciousness with consciousness? I haven't felt the full emotional result of this insight yet, I am assuming there is deep sadness, joy, fear etc all waiting to be felt. Right now I just feel a contentment with where i'm at on the path, but I still have bad habits and I wouldn't say i'm very happy or joyful. But i'm also not suffering, I expect things to get better slowly, but theres no eagerness on my end I don't think I could love true pain at this point, but consciousness is present even with deep pain so I bet I will at some point

I am detached from the suffering of the world. I think in the future I will be more sensitive to the suffering around me, but right now I'm emotionally closed off so I don't really care. Intellectually I think that if reality accepts the suffering of the world, then who am I to judge?

@JosephKnecht If you are conscious then you have what I am claiming to have

I still react to thoughts, I'm not conscious of my own consciousness 24/7. But I don't really have any strong reactions, but I also think I'm emotionally repressed/suppressed and it will take time to unwind this. I still feel very contracted. Like I feel a tremendous pressure in my head and mouth, and I know it's possible to liberate these energies because of psych trips. But the contraction is transforming and amplifying more and more everyday. I don't have joy or serenity yet, but there is an inherent calm. And the consciousness is just so apparent and foundational it gives me comfort to just relax and let it unwind. I am confident that overtime this consciousness will flower into everything I want

@QandC Are you the guy who gives the enlightenment plaque

@impulse9 I definitely have attachments. But i'm not in a rush to dramatically change my psychology, I have some goals I want to accomplish and then I'll go from there

My coworkers really like me because I take on a lot of their responsibilities. But I don't have close conversations or anything, I like to keep to myself and don't like opening up. I am kind of like a spoiled child, even though i'm 26, even though I have a job my family supports me and cares about me, but I am not a great son tbh. My situation is pretty typical of Indian families though I think, sons get spoiled and I am happy to be on the recieving end of being spoiled, even though I don't have a very loving relationship with them. I'd say most people I talk to like me, but I am very closed off and reserved so I don't form close relationships. I think in the next few years I expect to form more close friendships and get into a romantic relationship too

@Zeroguy Thank you Next stop is a beach house in hawaii

That's basically how I live. I just sit in my basement, except when I have to go work. And at work I don't really speak much to anyone, I just listen to stuff. Fastest method for my understanding is just to see consciousness clearly

I've never seen the color of wind. But I haven't been out and really inspected wind so maybe I would see something. The thing is the wind is connected to everything so it's almost impossible to nail down the color

@Nahm Thanks a lot, it means a lot

@Tim R Wind has no color

Well I guess it's the thought claiming the awakening. But it also appears like the presence behind this typing is so clear to itself and that's who's behalf i'm typing.

@Tim R If you're enlightened then ask something that only a person seeing things from your perspective could see

I am consciousness. Like, I'm just this conscious presence, I'm just here. I say its my understanding, but it's not really knowledge, it's just like boom this is it. I just say that because I know how other people will interpret what I write. My bubble would be whatever motivated this post.

@Jakuchu Haha. What is the answer?

@Jakuchu I don't know how to answer that. What do you mean by infinity? I don't know the limits of consciousness

@Thought Art This is worth considering.

@Gianna Why do you think he isn't getting good value? Do you have marketing experience?

I noticed that the thought "ME" has sort of an entire energetic content to itself Like thinking that thought is pretty intense. How do I remove the emotional/energetic content associated with the thought me/I.

Hey if anyone here has been studying advaita teachers like Rupert Spira, Mooji etc and have struggled to understand their teachings I think I can help point you to the essence of their teaching. I first heard Rupert Speak 2 years ago, and it took up until a few weeks ago until I believe I truly grasped the teaching. If you have any questions or thoughts feel free to share

If you are passionate and certain about the value of qigong then that is a good sign. I'd say just spend some time contemplating about how you want to move forward, and see if anything else comes up to think about. The number one thing is you have to be reasonably certain that you see the value in qigong, and you can provide value and help them. It seems like you are a true believer in this respect. I would say try to talk to some people who also purchased the course, and take any other steps you can to vet this person so you know for certain you are getting value for the money spent