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@Serotoninluv Are you absolutely awake?

@supremeyingyang Basically yeah haha. Thank you, I think it's brilliant as well. It all came to me from doing long hours in the float tank, and using my dream board to find my life purpose.

@supremeyingyang Yeah the main focus will be performance. I'm currently training in league of legends. I will have more credibility the better I am, and the higher rank I am.

@supremeyingyang Yeah it will encompass anything that helps gamers find good feeling through gaming. It will start with just performance tips, how to play better, why tiliting is bad etc. Then i'll see what people want. I'll probably discuss nootropics at first rather then more basic diet tips.

I already started it with word press. The design and everything is set, now I just need to work on content before I open it up and start getting traffic. The blog is going to be about video games, and basically how games can be used an object of meditation to help people find more happiness in their lives. Most gamers, myself included, play games out of boredom and to feel good. But gaming culture is toxic and people end up just making themselves more miserable playing. I was stuck in this pattern for many years playing games. Given that people are already addicted to games. I can write techniques on how to use games to develop mindfulness, emotional awareness etc. Basically spreading love and god through video games. I view myself as a missionary going into the warzone that is the toxicity of online video games.

@Angelite How did you find god? What happened, what was the experience like?

No difference

@Adam M I agree with all this. I have made more progress in the last month then I have over the past 4 years because of LSD. I am not saying that we shouldn't take the drugs. I'm planning on doing trips at least every 2 weeks for the near future. But i can also see the trap in the drugs, that I think many people will fall into. Awakening is amazing. It feels amazing. If i could embody that start 24/7 i'd be a fucking super hero. But i also realize that all the practices I do were basically designed to get me there, but none of them would have gotten me there without the drugs. The drugs are the best practice imo. But now there's going to be a cycle of drugs, awakening, then come down and try and embody the insight. This seems like it could take a life time of just repeating this process. There has to be another way. I don't want to get trapped by the drugs. I do have a bias against them. My family is anti drug, and they equate all drugs as bad so I probably have some deep rooted beliefs about drugs from them. But there is still a problem with the drugs. The purpose of the practices, including drugs, has to be eventually to not doing practices and just live life to the best of our abilities. The drugs show what's possible. But what's possible must also be possible without drugs imo. So now how to go about this process? I don't see anyone here discussing this. It seems like a lot of people are in this drug, awaken, embody cycle. And i want to know what's the next step beyond this. I only care about how it translates into your life. Like after my first LSD trip i stopped smoking weed and started going to bed early and waking up early. After the second trip I got a peak experience, recognized myself as god, and since then have found my life purpose and am pursuing that full time. Everything outside of direct improvement to my life is just nonsense spiritual ego mental masturbation

@electroBeam Please don't commit suicide. Suicide is never the answer. We will all die eventually there is no need to rush this process. I highly recommend you talk to @Nahm. He has helped me in my life more than I could ever imagine a person could help someone. If you have time I want you to read my post history. Spend some time, a few hours. Look at how much i've grown and changed in the past few months. This work, really works. I was never suicidal, but I was deeply unhappy and unsatisfied with life. I'm not done by any means. But this is the greatest i've ever felt in my life and I credit much of this to my work with @Nahm. I want to you to consider something. Where is the drive to commit suicide coming from? Do you really want to end your existence? Or do you want out of your current situation, with the toxic co-worker, the toxic relationship etc. You are clearly very intelligent. Have you considered dropping this project and starting anew? There is more to life then just working and being "successful" and you seem clued into this fact. Your business partner does not seem to see this. I think if you were to walk away, take time to find yourself, then you will come back energized and will be more successful then you could ever imagine. How are your practices? Diet, meditation, yoga, journaling, psychedelics? What are you doing to tame the mind? If you have any questions feel free to message me.

@Serotoninluv The feeling of the present moment. Which does not feel as good as the feeling of awakening.

@Serotoninluv I'm learning to trust my instincts more and more each day. I used to be very in my head, but I see the incredible value in developing instincts and gut feeling, and moving according to those instincts. I am in the process now of integrating insights and building my life purpose. How often would you say you have peak experiences/awakenings like the one Leo is having in his video. It seems there's a conception here that, that state is the end all be all. And anything short of total embodiment is a failure. I can really only see myself getting there with drugs moving forward, and it makes me uncomfortable.

@Serotoninluv No I got here through psycs. I would also be impressed lmao.

@Serotoninluv I don't understand what you're pointing to. Try re-framing I might get it. @Inliytened1 Looks like Leo gets somewhere with the psycidelics . Then comes down and tells himself a story about his life relative to where he's getting on the drugs. Looks like it matters a lot because why would he keep doing the drugs if it really didn't matter. Are you conscious of the absolute at this moment? Are do you have a thought about the absolute that your mind attaches to as a relative point to have this conversation?

@Inliytened1 How's that working out for you with no grounding. Are you just god all the time, or does the feeling come and go? Based on the vid seems like it comes and goes. Then what?

@Serotoninluv Huge difference.

@Serotoninluv Who's mind do you think is need of grounding? His or everyone he's arguing with?

@Serotoninluv Being or feeling. I'm curious. What do you think @Stakres is pointing to in his comment? Not what he's saying. But why he's saying it. What is his purpose? Can you see it?

@Serotoninluv When you wake up you exist. You exist in the world. Whether we call the world you or not does not matter. There exists something. Full stop. That is reality.

@SirVladimir Oh really? Enlightenment me. What did you find that ended the questioning? Are you still there now? Have you ventured all the way, did it stick?

@SirVladimir He's not a slave. He's the only one questioning the paradigm that's been created. It's all of you against him. Who's the slave?

https://www.theminimalists.com/blog/ Any thoughts on this advice? Seems like a complete guide to getting started. But maybe there's something important they are missing.

@Sahil Pandit I can share my experience. So 4 months ago i started law school. I was unhappy and lost in life, and I thought Law school would be an enjoyable experience, and give me time to grow and find myself. Towards the end of last semester about 3-4 weeks ago I was really unhappy and frustrated. I did a lot of practices but nothing really worked. Then i started working with @Nahm and started using LSD for self help reasons, and I transformed my life and now I feel incredible. I also have a clear life purpose sort of related to yours. I'm going to play League Of Legends and start a mental health website, designed to teach gamers how to enjoy the game more, and use league of legends as a meditation to object to find greater meaning and happiness in their lives. Most gamers, like i used to be, are miserable people who use games as an escape to pacify feelings of boredom and sadness. My point of this story is that I found my life purpose through self actualization. Once I found myself everything clicked and my purpose became so clear. I have never been more driven in my entire life. It's honestly a miracle how much my life has changed. My advice is to keep doing what you're doing. And devote yourself to spiritual pursuits until you find yourself, and know the purpose of the game of life. If i had no found myself, and was still a seeker trying to do life purpose course, it would be way harder and I honestly don't think it would work the way it's working for me now. There's a pyramid of needs for a reason, maslow's hierarchy. Don't rush life purpose. It sounds like you're on the right track though so maybe you understand exactly what i'm saying and this warning isn't for you lol.

@Chumbimba You can learn math. The limits of the human are limitless. Set an intention to learn math, and learn to be aware of resistance thoughts and you will get there. Basics i mentioned above will be important.

@Chumbimba That's awesome. Mastering the basics like meditation, yoga, diet, affirmations, etc will bring greater clarity and focus. This will free up more attention to pursue programming to your highest potential.

Life is growing rapidly. Incredible progress recently. Almost doesn't feel real how well my life is coming together.