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@Angelite None will be punished. God wouldn't create human beings only to punish them for their ignorance. We create our own suffering out of ignorance.

@Angelite You are still just a believer. Have you felt yourself as god? Big difference between belief and direct experience.

@Angelite You are walking the path the hard way. I know this because I am also walking the path the hard way so I can see who else is doing a similar thing. Is your family very well off relative to others around you? You seem pretty young to be trying to find god. Are you with god right now? Do you feel god's presence? God is felt, you wouldn't miss it.

@Consilience Have you seen avatar the last air bender, or watched gundam seed? You know the avatar state, or the seed in gundam? These are metaphors for the inherent goodness in each of us that allows us to live to our fullest potential. Mistake is that people think they need outside circumstances to get there. Truth is we create our own emotions with thinking so we are free to cultivate this feeling on our own. Same concept applies to Super Sayian. First they struggle to reach the heightened state of consciousness. Then they can do it seemingly at will with no call to adventure, or no extreme situation. The extreme situations are just lessons to show us they these states are in fact possible.

@Angelite I am human being searching for god. But I know god isn't just found in Quran, or Bible etc. I am also human being who was doing it the hard way, so I see who is doing it the hard way too. But i guess you don't understand that yet.

@Angelite You are separated from god I can tell by how you write. I am separated right now too. You're doing it the hard way fyi. You are like me. My family is stage blue immigrants from India. All they know is hard work and suffering. You can keep doing it the hard way, or you can find a better way. Better way starts with less judgement. More compassion and humility.

@wagnereater Normal people are unhappy and do not feel as good as they could with proper practices. Stop being normal. Start cultivating the not so normal side of you. Find people who aren't normal.

@zeroISinfinity

@from chaos into self Find yourself. Enightenment, self realization, etc. Become seeker, you probably already are, and end the seeking and find the truth about your nature. I found myself, then all life purpose ideas came to me from thin air. Float tank, meditation, affirmations, psycidelics, diet, waking up early, etc all stuff that got me there.

@Angelite Not true. Drugs are valuable. They are another spiritual practice like meditation etc. We have just been brainwashed by society, you too, that drugs are all bad and must be avoided. Have you ever asked why drugs are banned in the Bible, Quran etc? What is the purpose of not allowing human beings to use drugs? I found god through psychedelics. I felt god's presence. Not just the wave of bliss I would get from humility, or speaking Gabriel's name to myself. I would not have got there without drugs, or it would have been much more difficult. The drugs show you what it's like to not be separated from god. Then when you're off the drug you know what to change in life to bring yourself in alignment with what you experienced. Does Quran mention dogmatism and blind faith? Be careful, your aversion to "drugs" is out of ignorance.

@Ero What i'm planning on doing is untouched. No one is using christ consciousness to master league of legends and spread knowledge about how to feel better using games and spiritual concepts. These ideas came to me through intense meditation in a float tank. That's why i'm so confident. I didn't do anything. All of this to me through just emptying my mind and being open to insight.

@Javfly33 Do you have float tanks near you? Also, how well connected are you with your emotions? Would you say you spend a lot of time in your head, and not feeling emotions deeply?

@Angelite Wow. When I look back at my life I also realize that god answered all my prayers. There has never been something I asked for that I did not get.

@Javfly33 Are you realized?

@Serotoninluv Do you feel yourself as god or not? Or do you have a memory of yourself as god that has reoriented your life?

@Serotoninluv Are you absolutely awake?

@supremeyingyang Basically yeah haha. Thank you, I think it's brilliant as well. It all came to me from doing long hours in the float tank, and using my dream board to find my life purpose.

@supremeyingyang Yeah the main focus will be performance. I'm currently training in league of legends. I will have more credibility the better I am, and the higher rank I am.

@supremeyingyang Yeah it will encompass anything that helps gamers find good feeling through gaming. It will start with just performance tips, how to play better, why tiliting is bad etc. Then i'll see what people want. I'll probably discuss nootropics at first rather then more basic diet tips.

I already started it with word press. The design and everything is set, now I just need to work on content before I open it up and start getting traffic. The blog is going to be about video games, and basically how games can be used an object of meditation to help people find more happiness in their lives. Most gamers, myself included, play games out of boredom and to feel good. But gaming culture is toxic and people end up just making themselves more miserable playing. I was stuck in this pattern for many years playing games. Given that people are already addicted to games. I can write techniques on how to use games to develop mindfulness, emotional awareness etc. Basically spreading love and god through video games. I view myself as a missionary going into the warzone that is the toxicity of online video games.

@Angelite How did you find god? What happened, what was the experience like?

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@Adam M I agree with all this. I have made more progress in the last month then I have over the past 4 years because of LSD. I am not saying that we shouldn't take the drugs. I'm planning on doing trips at least every 2 weeks for the near future. But i can also see the trap in the drugs, that I think many people will fall into. Awakening is amazing. It feels amazing. If i could embody that start 24/7 i'd be a fucking super hero. But i also realize that all the practices I do were basically designed to get me there, but none of them would have gotten me there without the drugs. The drugs are the best practice imo. But now there's going to be a cycle of drugs, awakening, then come down and try and embody the insight. This seems like it could take a life time of just repeating this process. There has to be another way. I don't want to get trapped by the drugs. I do have a bias against them. My family is anti drug, and they equate all drugs as bad so I probably have some deep rooted beliefs about drugs from them. But there is still a problem with the drugs. The purpose of the practices, including drugs, has to be eventually to not doing practices and just live life to the best of our abilities. The drugs show what's possible. But what's possible must also be possible without drugs imo. So now how to go about this process? I don't see anyone here discussing this. It seems like a lot of people are in this drug, awaken, embody cycle. And i want to know what's the next step beyond this. I only care about how it translates into your life. Like after my first LSD trip i stopped smoking weed and started going to bed early and waking up early. After the second trip I got a peak experience, recognized myself as god, and since then have found my life purpose and am pursuing that full time. Everything outside of direct improvement to my life is just nonsense spiritual ego mental masturbation

@electroBeam Please don't commit suicide. Suicide is never the answer. We will all die eventually there is no need to rush this process. I highly recommend you talk to @Nahm. He has helped me in my life more than I could ever imagine a person could help someone. If you have time I want you to read my post history. Spend some time, a few hours. Look at how much i've grown and changed in the past few months. This work, really works. I was never suicidal, but I was deeply unhappy and unsatisfied with life. I'm not done by any means. But this is the greatest i've ever felt in my life and I credit much of this to my work with @Nahm. I want to you to consider something. Where is the drive to commit suicide coming from? Do you really want to end your existence? Or do you want out of your current situation, with the toxic co-worker, the toxic relationship etc. You are clearly very intelligent. Have you considered dropping this project and starting anew? There is more to life then just working and being "successful" and you seem clued into this fact. Your business partner does not seem to see this. I think if you were to walk away, take time to find yourself, then you will come back energized and will be more successful then you could ever imagine. How are your practices? Diet, meditation, yoga, journaling, psychedelics? What are you doing to tame the mind? If you have any questions feel free to message me.

@Serotoninluv The feeling of the present moment. Which does not feel as good as the feeling of awakening.