Raptorsin7

@SOUL What does that feel like? Not doing the work.

Today I began micro dosing LSD. I am not a doctor. Please speak to a medical professional if you are planning on introducing drugs into your life. I am not an authority drugs. I'm not sure how liability works with advice lol but DON'T FUCKING @ME if you try drugs and negatively affects your life. Ok disclaimer over. Micro dose LSD is an effective anti depressant from my current view. If you have tried anti depressants and found they don't really make you feel better then maybe try something else. But don't use these drugs willy nilly. They are powerful, and must be used with diligence and care. I am going to start micro dosing in the near future as I bring my life more into alignment with what I know to be true and right. Since my awakening experience i've realized a lot must change, but I also realized that I have been operating at 10% capacity of my true potential as a human being. I think LSD will help raise my energy levels up throughout the day so I can get more done, and get more out of existing practices. If anyone has questions about using micro dosing LSD feel free to ask me. But i don't want you to hurt yourself and I don't want to get sued. So please if you think there's a chance that these drugs will destabilize you then don't use them and don't listen to me. If you are an adult and want to discuss pros and cons of using these drugs then post here and we can discuss.

@Serotoninluv Makes sense. I feel like people come here because they dont feel good and want to feel better. Everything else is just how much are they hurting or helping themselves or others.

@AwakenedSoul444 Lol I think you're fine dude

@Leo Gura Makes sense. Devils never admit they're devils lol

@Leo Gura Will you give them a chance to explain why they were acting like that? Some people are trying to do the work, but this is the place where they procrastinate. Combine with that toxic psychology and you get some disruptive trolls. @Angelite was banned recently, and I think it was not fair. Some people have much deeper psychology that needs to be uprooted. But there also needs to be a limit. I don't want this place to be a breeding ground for race iq discussions, toxic politics, red pill etc

This. We need to redefine how we think about drugs, and what it means to be sober. I don't know about you guys, but I have heavy stage blue anti drug conditioning and it prevented me from utilizing psychedelics for a long time. Psychedelics used wisely can cut the learning curve to enlightenment by a significant degree.

@Inliytened1 Dude don't ban her. She is trying to learn. She grew up in south east asia where religion is completely dogmatic. You know what would happen if someone in an islamic majority country declared they were god reincarnate. They'd be fucking beheaded. The fact that she is here, is evidence of her open-mindedness. I don't even know what would drive someone in her situation to seek out this forum. This place is legit devilry from her perspective yet she posts here because she wants to learn. It sounds like she bruised your ego a bit. All good she takes shots all the time, I get annoyed at her too.

@Angelite How do you feel on a day to day to basis? What is your emotional set point? Do you feel bliss and love coursing through you everyday? Can you give an accurate map of the range of emotions you feel?

What do you believe in, and why do you?I My goal moving forward is to embody feeling I experienced on LSD. This god feeling is the key to much progress moving forward so I want to learn to summon it at will. This state is inside me. It is felt in the moment. But there is thinking patterns that are believed and aren't true, that are blocking this feeling. Feelings are a guide to orienting thinking. So the path forward is to inspect thoughts aren't true, and to empty my mind. Belief: I need the god tier state to achieve mastery of league of legends and fulfill my life purpose. I need the god tier state because I am not in the zone when I play league. I have played over the past few days and I just don't feel good when I play. My mind is all over the place, there is over-thinking, worry, fear. There is no bliss, love, joy etc. I felt the highest i've ever felt on LSD. I felt like god. I felt limitless. I felt energized. I felt myself at my highest potential. But it's been a few days since the trip now and I don't feel it anymore, i've basically returned to my base line level of consciousness. I have tried to get that feeling while playing, but I don't think it works like that. Feelings are feelings, and we create our own feelings. Thinking creates feeling. I feel disconnected from this higher state. I feel connected to the sensation in the head. The brain feels like it's cracking/thawing. And when the feeling in the head was fully broken apart, I felt the awakened state of higher consciousness. I want to feel good. I want to feel high tier emotions. The high tier emotions exist in the present moment, because this is where feeling is. And the higher tier emotions are felt. But I am confused as how to move from the present emotional state of boredom/contentment to the higher tier. I want to unlock my potential as a human being. But right now i am not my best. I know i'm not at my best because I don't feel at my best. Feelings are a guide. Feelings are all relative to the god tier feeling I had. I know that what I feel now isn't good, because it's relative to the god tier feeling which is by definition good because it felt good. I am connected to feelings. Or I guess, there are feelings. The thinking mind tries to create separation by claiming it is connected to feelings. But when you wake up you realize, there just is the present moment where feeling is. Dam this inspection work is hard. I realized that the place to be is the present, because that's where the feelings are, and what I want is to feel good(feel god). So this is progress. But I have much more work to do here. Now that i'm in the present, the question is how to cultivate the positive emotions with thinking. And how to maintain that state while playing and writing and living.

@Angelite None will be punished. God wouldn't create human beings only to punish them for their ignorance. We create our own suffering out of ignorance.

@Angelite You are still just a believer. Have you felt yourself as god? Big difference between belief and direct experience.

@Angelite You are walking the path the hard way. I know this because I am also walking the path the hard way so I can see who else is doing a similar thing. Is your family very well off relative to others around you? You seem pretty young to be trying to find god. Are you with god right now? Do you feel god's presence? God is felt, you wouldn't miss it.

@Consilience Have you seen avatar the last air bender, or watched gundam seed? You know the avatar state, or the seed in gundam? These are metaphors for the inherent goodness in each of us that allows us to live to our fullest potential. Mistake is that people think they need outside circumstances to get there. Truth is we create our own emotions with thinking so we are free to cultivate this feeling on our own. Same concept applies to Super Sayian. First they struggle to reach the heightened state of consciousness. Then they can do it seemingly at will with no call to adventure, or no extreme situation. The extreme situations are just lessons to show us they these states are in fact possible.

@Angelite I am human being searching for god. But I know god isn't just found in Quran, or Bible etc. I am also human being who was doing it the hard way, so I see who is doing it the hard way too. But i guess you don't understand that yet.

@Angelite You are separated from god I can tell by how you write. I am separated right now too. You're doing it the hard way fyi. You are like me. My family is stage blue immigrants from India. All they know is hard work and suffering. You can keep doing it the hard way, or you can find a better way. Better way starts with less judgement. More compassion and humility.

@wagnereater Normal people are unhappy and do not feel as good as they could with proper practices. Stop being normal. Start cultivating the not so normal side of you. Find people who aren't normal.

@zeroISinfinity

@from chaos into self Find yourself. Enightenment, self realization, etc. Become seeker, you probably already are, and end the seeking and find the truth about your nature. I found myself, then all life purpose ideas came to me from thin air. Float tank, meditation, affirmations, psycidelics, diet, waking up early, etc all stuff that got me there.

@Angelite Not true. Drugs are valuable. They are another spiritual practice like meditation etc. We have just been brainwashed by society, you too, that drugs are all bad and must be avoided. Have you ever asked why drugs are banned in the Bible, Quran etc? What is the purpose of not allowing human beings to use drugs? I found god through psychedelics. I felt god's presence. Not just the wave of bliss I would get from humility, or speaking Gabriel's name to myself. I would not have got there without drugs, or it would have been much more difficult. The drugs show you what it's like to not be separated from god. Then when you're off the drug you know what to change in life to bring yourself in alignment with what you experienced. Does Quran mention dogmatism and blind faith? Be careful, your aversion to "drugs" is out of ignorance.

@Ero What i'm planning on doing is untouched. No one is using christ consciousness to master league of legends and spread knowledge about how to feel better using games and spiritual concepts. These ideas came to me through intense meditation in a float tank. That's why i'm so confident. I didn't do anything. All of this to me through just emptying my mind and being open to insight.

@Javfly33 Do you have float tanks near you? Also, how well connected are you with your emotions? Would you say you spend a lot of time in your head, and not feeling emotions deeply?

@Angelite Wow. When I look back at my life I also realize that god answered all my prayers. There has never been something I asked for that I did not get.

@Javfly33 Are you realized?

@Serotoninluv Do you feel yourself as god or not? Or do you have a memory of yourself as god that has reoriented your life?