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@mandyjw Very interesting. Thank's for that perspective i never really thought of self referential thinking without I, but it's true you can have thoughts that directly assume there is an I behind the thoughts. Just like what i wrote above, and what i'm writing now lol.

@mandyjw What are you trying to do here? Are you trying to bring yourself back to YOURSELF when you're lost in thinking, or not feeling good based on the story you're telling yourself?

@ElenaO I've had reiki twice and I think it's legit. I can tell the efficacy of different practices based on how much my third eye is stimulated. Psychidelics is number 1, but Reiki is up there with meditation, yoga, and float tanks. I also had a reiki session about a week before my awakening, so I think it was directly related.

@Nahm Okay. That makes a lot of sense thanks.

@Red-White-Light I wonder which one of you is really being deceived?

@zeroISinfinity Okay. What's the difference? @Nahm made this point to me a while ago, but i still don't fully get LoA

What do I want: I want to be happy. What does it mean to be happy, what does a happy life look like? I am feeling really good I have incredible energy levels I have clarity of mind I am relaxed and calm, and I am in a peaceful and yet happy state. I am free of worry, insecurity, guilty, shame, fear I do think hopeful, happy, positive thoughts I am a challenger adc I am one of the best adc's in the world I do to try my best in every league game I do feel the same whether i win or lose in every game I am completely unattached to the outcomes of life. Win or lose I am happy I do not judging others I do not judging myself I am not harsh towards myself and others I view others and myself with compassion, love and understanding. I am done seeking a better state, i just feel better first so i don't have to seek My third eye is open completely My head dissolved into bliss. I feel free I feel unlimited I feel amazing I feel connected I am that which is prior to all experience I am myself, whoever or whatever I am I see reality as it is. I am the truth I am love I am feeling my best I am my best I am honest I express myself honestly I am just being I am the third eye opened I am the truth

@Nahm Good. Luck. ➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿➿ I don't understand this at all.

The best quote i've come across in relation to the law of attraction, and how to change your reality. "The Mirror Will Never Smile First"- @pluto

@Nahm Is the answer always just be YOURSELF. When i'm not myself, and i'm just thinking, like right "im just thinking" is just more thought. I am not being myself because this is thinking, a misuse of thinking? Whereas if I just be, i won't have to deal with paradox becasue thinking will not be used in a way that produces paradox?

@Javfly33 Yeah you're on the right track. Now, go from this insight about THIS which is being processed in thinking/thoughts. Now just feel THIS. Don't think about THIS. Just feel it, and accept it. Just be THIS.

What we want is something that is independent of causation in reality. When we find what's prior we to we are untouchable. If you felt good prior to experience, then the feeling is now prior to any experience. If what we are is infinite being, then our nature is prior to all of what occurs inside infinite being. So if you put YOU in the holocaust or war or some other terrible event, you can feel and be however you want to be in that experience because you are what's prior to the experience. But even this doesn't make sense to me, because couldn't someone just wake up in the holocaust and because they are infinite being just use that ability to end the holocaust. This makes no sense. This is a paradox. Why would an infinte being let themselves get thrown into an oven, like if i was in the holocaust i would fucking not want to be thrown into an oven. But then again if I was a Jew in 1930s Germany I would have left the country, like Einstein, as soon as discrimination starting wramping up. Did all awake people either leave before the genocide, or choose to stay to help those still stuck and unawake through the process? @zeroISinfinity @Nahm Can you answer this paradox? Can you explain the role of paradox on the path? I feel like there are elements of reality that are inconsistent with my identity as an infinite being? Is this what it means to run into paradox?

Once you are happy, really happy, so happy where you no longer question whether or not you're happy. The complete end of seeking. Then what? Just sit alone in corner, blissed out? Our duty is to the world after enlightenment. I'm very confident that's how it works. Look at @Nahm he is teaching people enlightenment. 1. Seek happiness/love. 2. Find happiness/love. Then MYSELF is all good, no more sadness and seeking. 3. Help others who also want to find themselves, but can't yet because they are still stuck in delusion.

@zeroISinfinity Thanks a lot man. Very well said. You will be an excellent teacher. What is the advita bear mean? What kinds of traps you talking about?

@Derek White Find yourself before you undertake the journey of your life. Self actualize, awaken, find god, whatever you want to call it. Find happiness first. Most people live their lives doing stuff that brings them happiness. They live in the constant cycle of not feeling good and then doing stuff that makes them feel good. You can find good feeling first, where you feel good prior to whatever you do, then the dynamics of life change. Psychedelics and working 1-1 with someone who's enlightened are the two most important techniques or practices on the path. Start doing these as soon as possible, don't wait until "you're ready". You are always ready for these practices, and thus you are always ready for enlightenment.

@mandyjw There is no such thing as a true thought. What problem are you trying to solve with thinking? It's almost always the case that when we try to solve a problem with thinking, it's actually the thinking that caused the problem in the first place.

@Nahm What is the purpose of thinking then? How Do i use thinking to feel better? @zeroISinfinity Do you understand how thinking works fully?

@Nahm The thinker can be seen through. But there's an unconsciuos repititoin of thoughts with this dude, I, in almost all of them. How do i get them to just stop? I want to use thoughts to create dream like reality. I want heaven on earth. But even though i want it, it's still coming along slowly. I want it to go faster. I know there' smore.

@zeroISinfinity Give me 1 billion dollars right now. You are unlimited. Can you answer this paradox?

@zeroISinfinity Ahh that makes a lot of sense. I want MYSELF to grow faster, and overtake these lame stories i keep replaying over and over. So what is the purpose of thinking then? I think @Nahm said thinking is to choose experience, because thoughts create reality. I have been using thinking to judge others, worry about past and future, and just talk to myself as myself lmao. So foolish. You are both. You are this alex dude who had rough childhood and overcame it to become rich billionare who helps humanity. I am also becoming a rich billionare who helps humanity LOL, bruce wayne type deal so excited. Don't repress your past, own it. It is part of your story. It is you.

@zeroISinfinity I am in similar phase. I have toxic psychology. I am basically a hermit right now haha, i do all my homework from home and i don't leave my apartment much. But this stuff is not necessary. Deep healing work is going out into the world. Helping others is part of the healing. Do you ever remember being happy as a kid, or was it all hell? I had a happy child hood so for me it's rediscovery more so than first time. I always knew life was awesome, but my life wasn't awesome so i was like wtf this doesn't make sense. Now with enlightenmetn it makes sense.

It is kinda funny lol. But that monk isn't done, in my opinon he's just beginning on the path. Once you realize you are god, why continue to be a monk. The cosmic joke is on the monk because either he's too arrogant to see the joke that you and I see, or he has not yet found god and so he's right where he needs to be on the path to enlightenment. That's why I don't want you to be monastic. Whole point is to have fun and enjoy man, that's why we're here.

@zeroISinfinity Lol no those guys are dweebs. I do have desire. I understand somewhat what you say. But what is @Nahm doing. Does he have no "Desire"? I think we both agree he is farther on the path than both of us. I want to help people be happy. All my life that's all i ever wanted, was to be happy and enjoy life because I just didn't enjoy it and i was always confused. The path is real. God is real. This stuff works, and brings real happiness. Now i know this for real, because i had real enlightenment experience, I know i'm god and I created the universe, not the I thought, but the thing prior to the I thought. So now i want to help these "other" people in the world be happy too. Video games was my main tool of trying to be happy, but i played in fucking backwards way that produced more suffering. So now i will teach people how to play games properly so they are actually happy and can become enlightened just by playing. Budhha used breathe to teach enlightenment, I will use video games.

I want to make progress with how I feel. I want to play league of legends, and be fully locked into the game and just love the experience of playing. It;s important to be detached from the outcome. Any outcome. If i go 0-11 or 20-0 it does not matter. That is not why i'm playing. I'm playing for the love of the game, and love for the world. I want to help to people. I want to teach people to be happy playing games. That's why i'm doing my life purpose like this. I do not want to be the best player in the world just for the sake of being the best, I want to be the best so people will allow me to help them. I will earn their trust through showing them what's possible. Detachment from the outcome. Complete freedom. Win or lose. I will not be shaken. I will not be different. I will do my best.