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Irritability. I am grateful that I get to do the moot I am so happy that I am in law school My life is incredible I'm so luck to be alive Stop the seeking. Just fully accept the moment. Happiness is now. Now later. It's not later when the third eye pops, it's not later when i feel better. It's right here, right now. Going to meditate for 20 brb.

Gratitude: I am thankful for my apartment in this beautiful city Thank you for my lap top Thank you for health Thank you for consciousness Thank you for the path Thank you for love Thank you for ability

@Average Investor It's your call on 5 meo, but I think you're ready.

@Average Investor LSD will show you what's possible and bring new perspectives and clarity. But the work is in the embodiment. The drugs are an incredible tool. But our lives are where it's at. The insights will translate into your life and permeate your experience.

Effortless focus. Allowing the game to flow, and come to me. Balance. Peace. Calm. Intelligence. Patience. I am a challenger ADC I am a savant I am talented I am unlimited I am free I am happy I am blessed I am loved I am loving I am at peace I am hopeful I am excited I am passionate Wow i create emotions in the present moment. Fucking crazy.

@Average Investor Very nice man. That sounds like an excellent trip. I recommend progressively raising the dosage in the near future. The fact that you had a good experience with LSD is an excellent sign. These drugs are an excellent practice for self actualization/self discovery so i recommend you think hard about to best utilize these drugs for your growth. Take it for what it's worth, but I heard a key to Steve Job's success was using LSD to enhance creativity. Could be an interesting synchronicity.

I am unlimited I am free I know who I am I am a Human Being I am creating experience I am a conscious creator I am at peace I am humble I am kind I am compassionate I am intelligent I am wise I run a multi- million dollar website I am challenger ADC in league of legends

Sound seems to depend on consciousness. Consciousness is independent of people, so it's possible to have sound with people per se. But at the same time, the conscious experience of sound is simultaneous withthe sound occurring. So in that sense the sound depends on the conscious witness. Are there supposed to be clear definite answers to paradoxes like this? How do you know when you solved one? Reality and consciousness are eqivalent. There would be no reality without consciousness, and there would be no consciousness without reality. But thankfully consciousness is ever present and outside the chain of causality, so you can't have it any either way.

@Prevailer Knowing truth intellectually and knowing it in direct experience is subtle, yet profound, distinction. Knowing truth is great, but only in it's service of embodiment of truth in your direct experience. I understand you know truth? But do you feel you are embodying it?

@Aquarius Financial documentaries or movies are good for stage orange. Have you seen the movie the big short? That's very orange imo.

@Jo96 How long have been you been meditating? What are your goals with spiritual practice? Have you thought about trying psychs?

The relationship between thought and feeling. Thought is for choosing the experience. What do I want? What do i want is an important distinction to note. It's not what do I want, as in the I thought that is in thinking , it's what do I want where the I=MYSELF= AWARENESS=THIS. What does THIS want? I'm having trouble thinking of what I want.

@Martin123 Do you feel you may be over sensitive to criticism with this approach? Way to act in accordance with your own beliefs though man. Much respect.

@Jo96 30 minutes twice per day sounds pretty solid. What other practices are you doing? How far along the path would you consider yourself?

I have a head ache. There is suffering caused by pain in the head. I want to get better, and not suffer the head ache anymore. Compassion is the answer to judgment. I am awake. How to feel really good? Meditation is the way. Let's do 20 minutes and come back.

I am going to be challenger in league of legends I am going to run a multi million dollar website I am enlightened I know who I am I am aware I am forgetting who I am lol I am in the zone I found myself

@Roy Very cool thank you man. I was masters Terran in SC2. I remember i would come home from school at lunch and play a ranked game. My heart would be beating like crazy, and my hands would shake during the game lmao. There's no doubt the second one. Joy, love, and happiness are the keys to being good at anything. It's all about self expression.

I'm having trouble performing in a video game i'm trying to master. I am anxous, worried, angry, over competitive when I play because this is how i've always played sports and games. I now realize that to be the best I can possibly be, i need to find the zone/flow state, which is actually just myself. Flow states occur when we are just being our selves, MYSELF=that which is aware of experience. So I want to play as MYSELF, or me, but i get lost in thinking/toxic habits when playing. Any tips on how to access myself or the zone more consistently when I play?

I am going to be challenger in league of legends I am going to run a multi million dollar website I am enlightened I know who I am I am aware I am forgetting who I am lol How do I find the zone in league of legends. Answer: Just be yourself while playing. Just be you. Prayer makes sense. We honor ourselves with prayer. Pray to god=yourself=that which is aware of experience.

Custom Yoga. Pushups, downward dog, and other random poses seems good. I can't dogmatic yoga anymore, I want to innovate. I want to do things a new way. Is this narcissim, to want to do them my way? I think so, but i don't mind the labels, i want to have the healthiest possible version of every aspect of humanity. And this is achieved by not trying to be anything other than yourself. Just be yourself. There is a connection with music. Who is the person typing this? Who ami? What is this? Hey, can you hear me? Yeah. Multiple personalities? Wow this stuff can get deep. Questioning who i am is very important. But it seems like there's a fine line before I descend into madness, if i'm not already there haha. Who am i? Who am i? I know who I am now. I am that which is aware of experience.

I'd peg Sam at yellow and Joseph at Turquoise.

I am procrastinating. I want to do yoga, my own unique type not the dogma that they practice at my yoga studio, and I want to clean my apartment. Meditation prior to to reconnect with source/myself/intuition/feeling seems like a good move when i recognize that i'm procrastinating.

@Consilience That which is prior to the thoughts of self has nothing to do but seek deeper within itself.

Crying is good. I love crying. I am so excited to start crying all the time. I want me some crying haha.

@wk197 @Nahm How important is the actual board in the center of the living space? I had a giant board in the center so i am biased in that favor. I will get you a board if you have no financial way of getting one, and @Nahm think it's vital. The board is critical imo. The bravery to express our wants without fear and shame is everything.