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@Consilience What do you think of what @Haumea2018 wrote above? It seems like you're just delaying the truth for the future WHEN your concentration is sufficient.

@Consilience No it doesn't. It takes surrender to what is. There's emotional blockage that is preventing full surrender. The drugs just force the sink or swim into that surrender. I've gotten to the brink and not surrendered and just suffered the misery of a partial break through many times. Concentration isn't the limiting variable for me.

@Leo Gura I agree man trust me, that state you're talking about is the point of life from my view now I have no disagreements. It's just for us how do we cultivate and embody.

@Leo Gura Come on Leo don't you see the error in what you're saying. It's spiritual ego, there are people who are ahead of us and they see the error in our state chasing. I just disagree, but we can agree to disagree.

@Haumea2018 I agree with what you're saying. What do you think of shadow work?

@Haumea2018 I see your point. How do you transcend the mind? Also, the only reason I'm on the path is to become the greatest version of myself and be the BEST me I can be. If that means transcending the mind and stopping the seeking then I'm with you. But I also need to be discerning to make sure I don't get led astray on the path.

@Haumea2018 The message I got is i'm god, and you can feel like you've been touched by god and bestowed with super human abilities. If you live with that grace and that energy, words can't do justice to the experience, then you can't lose because from that point life feels all good and amazing there is no losing. What exactly do you feel on a day to basis? Do you feel like god? Or do you feel like a person with a memory of feeling like god?

@Haumea2018 Explain this please. Because I got the message, but I wanted to call back right away. You could perceive what you're saying as, you got the message of god and now turn away from god and just live a normal life. But to anyone who's had that experience, that sounds idiotic. That experience is the point of all this. If hanging up the phone is what gets you to god then so be it, but that quote in and of itself without explanation is misleading. @Leo Gura That's not true. The drugs show you what's possible, then the question is how do you cultivate and embody the state without any condition. Unconditional love/being is the name of the game from here on.

@Nahm

@Nahm You saying god isn't good enough to love a guy who snorts coke all day

@Bazooka Jesus Thanks for sharing. Yeah that thread changed my life. Before that thread I wasn't sure about this whole path thing, I was a skeptic/atheist and I thought guys like were Nahm were great for helping but also kind of weird and naïve/stupid. How could be it so simple that you write what you want on a board and you actually get in your life, what bull shit I thought lol. The board was first and then everything started to fall into place for me after that. Are you working with an enlightenment coach? It's a must imo. You can't do the path alone, unless you have enlightened peers. I was actually really luck in that I was raised by a good family and so I had a huge head start on the path compared to most, but nevertheless what's true for me should be true for you, we are all drops of the same ocean. Find a guru asap. You need someone you trust who's ahead of you who can help you resolve the kinds of issues you're talking about. Otherwise you will just be spinning your wheels wondering what to do next. I talk to @Nahm every Friday and I think it's my most important practice right now. Yes, I have read his posts about it. Did it help you with finding your purpose? Yeah it did. While I was doing Leo's course I wrote on my board, I have life purpose and then during a 4 hour float tank session it just came to me. It's like god downloaded the idea of my LP to my brain. That's one of the reasons i'm so confident in the idea because it's divinely inspired.

@Haumea2018 Thanks a lot. What are your plans now that you're in post integration stage? Wtf do you do then?

@pluto Do we have to suffer hard before we got that level of consciousness? I want to be like that. But I fear the hell I must walk through to get where you're at. But I also think this no pain no gain attitude was passed to me from my parents, so maybe it's like all heaven and goodness on the path to that state, but idk.

@Haumea2018 How close would you say I am to getting where you're at.

@Haumea2018 How do I go from where I'm at now, which is seeking and stuck in duality/mind, to where you're at which is feeling amazing and accepting what is without a need to reach higher? Enlightenment me good sir.

@Haumea2018@Haumea2018 So your "self medication" is to just accept everything as it is, and through that you will find the god state of consciousness? That's just not true. I've felt myself as god, and that was a higher state then where i'm at now. I agree the perpetual seeking of the state may be self defeating, but you are over simplifying the transition back into this state. Do you feel yourself as god all day 24/7? How do you just feel bad? I know when I try to just feel and be I get sucked back into thinking and seeking, Psychs and cold showers are the two of the only practices that have actually popped my third eye open and got me to the god tier state.

@Haumea2018 What is the solution for the person who is reaching for those higher states of consciousness? Wouldn't the solution to their problem be finding an alternative state of consciousness that doesn't require the incessant seeking? Anything you would recommend to that person in spite of psychs would be an alternative form of "self medicating". Unless you're awakened and stabilized, everyone is self medicating to one degree or another.

@LfcCharlie4 In. Cold showers are amazing, they put so much pressure on my third eye I'm hoping they crack it wide open like the lsd did. I'll keep doing it and report back if I have a break through

@Emerald Find a teacher you trust it will make integration easier and smoother. Seeking the god state is a trap that I have fallen into/am still in. But there is nothing better than god. They say god is the greatest for a reason. Living as god is better than living as a person with a memory of being god, right? Now the question is how to embody and integrate. Coaching and psychedelics are the two best imo. Also, try not to fall into the trap of discarding all practices because you're god and god doesn't need practices lol. Find practices that feel good(god). I'm pretty confident this is the way after the god realization.

@universe No. My near term goal is to become a writer and just express my thoughts about the path, games, different subjects that interest me etc. Video games are just the vehicle through which I will gain readers and spread my content.

@Leo Gura Agreed about the psychs, I will never be the same since taking them, and thank god for that lol. Good luck with integration and embodiment.

@Bazooka Jesus How's your embodiment of that realization off the drugs? What do you think your issue is then with respect to life purpose? Have you seen Nahms thread on dream boarding. I wrote I have life purpose on the board, before I actually found my LP

@Leo Gura What's your plan for permanent or prolonged embodiment of god consciousnesses? Do you think it's possible without psychs? When I had the realization my first instinct was how the fuck do people do this without psychedelics?

@pluto Thank you