Raptorsin7

Learning to cry and opening the crown chakra are the next steps on the path for me. Could contemplating on these questions give me the answers to these problems @Nahm I've re-introduced practices like meditation and overall i feel more grounded and my third eye is popping like crazy which is a great sign. But i'm not sure if i should just ramp up my meditation to like 3-4 hours a day. Should i do affirmations, should i do yoga? So many questions, so little answers. I really do feel stuck right now, but i am hopeful. I know the path is real for me, and i've felt it so there's no question that the path is forward. But i really do want to break through and open these chakras, i believe it's a key to my success and progress on my LP.

@Surfingthewave Leo's going through a rough part of the path no doubt. The idea that this is just so high level that you can't understand leo is a joke. But I think its Leo's path and it's not our place to tell him what he shouldn't and should do. If Leo decides to off his avatar can we really say thats bad? I think its unwise but it's not my decision to judge one way or another.

@Surfingthewave I haven't watched the video but Leo's behavior rings bells for me too. I came on the path because I'm not happy and didn't feel good, and on psychs I found what it means to feel good. For me that's enough. Embodiment of feeling good, and just progressing through life will be enough for me. But idk for some people they may not want that, or they already got bored of it. Some people want to be more then human, I dont know if it's our place to tell them otherwise

Does anyone have any insights into how I can use my meditation time to start crying. I repressed my crying all my life and I think it's important for my progression on the path to be able to have emotional releases through crying. Has anyone struggled with not being able to cry, and then through practices learned to how to make themselves cry a lot. Any insights are appreciated.

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@Javfly33 You can't do both?

@effy01 The path to awakening is good. You will feel better, and you will improve your life. It's like saying, I don't want heaven. I mean sure if you don't want it then no one can force it on you. But heaven's awesome, why not experience it?

@lostmedstudent Yeah I used a few tabs. I didnt like lab work in college lol but I think I did it right. But maybe i applied the solution wrong or something not sure.

@lostmedstudent It just didnt change color. Whatever color I was supposed to get I didnt get it. But it turned out to be real Lsd anyway

@lostmedstudent One of my first trips back in January I used Ehrlich reagent but the results of the test were inconclusive and I just took it anyway haha ? I think one test is enough for a given batch, but also know you can have bad test results with the reagent and still have real lsd like I did. But it's likely not a wise move.

@Raphael How are your relaxation practices? Learning to fully relax could be worth more than all the discipline in the world. No gain in pain. No pain no gain is stage blue BS.

@Nahm @zeroISinfinity Grass is always greener. I want to be like zero and FEEL god all the time. I want to cry and feel love. I admit I thought I was already eblighhtebed but now I see I'm not lol ?

@ShugendoRa How did you open your heart chakra?

@fridjonk is your baseline level of consciousness changing from trip to trip?

@Natasha How do you raise your EQ?

What is a clear definition of enlightenment? If someone can provide a definition that maps onto direct experience that would be ideal. I understand words are limited, but i'm curious how people define the concept? How does one know if they are enlightened?

@The observer How do you distinguish awakening from enlightenment then? Like i've had an awakening where i realized i'm god, and i felt just insights being downloaded to me, with bliss coursing through me. But i still felt like a person, and i wouldn't consider that my death but i'm not sure. Is the death of death ego death? If so, what IS ego death?

@Leo Gura How do you transcend judgement?

@zeroISinfinity Okay. Does it make it a difference if I lay or down or sit straight with back up? I think binaural beats are really valuable too, but I want to find one that makes me feel good. Do you think movie soundtracks or mixes could work as well as healing binaural beats? Or are beats better?

@zeroISinfinity I don't feel Heart though. I legit don't feel love lol. My heart chakra isn't opened yet. Do you mean focus attention on the heart area of my body? Like bring awareness to chest. Or do you mean bring attention to the feeling of love? Because i don't feel love yet.

@zeroISinfinity Okay haha. My third eye is cracking and popping like crazy. I remember during my awakening where i got the waves of bliss it popped fully open. You think just sitting and being with these sensations in between my eyes overtime this will lead to enlightenment? I'm not sure what practices to do now, like i do meditate again for like 30 minutes to an hour but i don't know if i'm close to actual awakening again. Kinda getting bored tbh. I feel like i'm in limbo, like i'm so close to actual enlightenment where i feel it, but at same time i am disconnected right now.

Who am i? YOU. who is the one that is observing the typing? I am. But no that's not the observer. I am is just typed language. And the common response of I am the observer doesn't make sense because it's a thought.

@zeroISinfinity They were upset because they thought I was throwing my life away. But as my website progresses and starts making money they will be okay. I am becoming a better person, so I listen more, work harder etc. My parents see the change in me, and I think they are starting to notice and appreciate it. Overall it was a smooth transition, one of my uncles was really mad but he's an idiot and doesn't realize school's for idiots and you can be way more successful doing your own thing.

@zeroISinfinity haha no problem man. Thank you too.

@Hello from Russia My family will support me, I'm very fortunate I have a well off family. The job is just to keep me busy bc they don't want me gaming all day every day