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@VerballyHazardous Thank you, great post. This seems to be an issue for me. I have trouble silencing the mind, and I've noticed that i'm always forcing stuff when I play and I don't just relax and feel into the game as to how to play. I know the ceiling of me as a player will come playing with instinct and feeling over thinking but i'm having trouble living this philosophy. Is it as simple as just bringing attention to feeling, and playing from that space of feeling?

@ElenaO What is your breathwork practice? I really want to start crying consisted but so far only Lsd and edible weed can make me cry. Can you share your technique and any other insights into how you make yourself cry?

@ElenaO Okay thanks for the insight I appreciate it

@ElenaO What kind of binge eating would you do? I like eating junk food frequently too, but I don't know if i'm a binge eater. Would like one meal from Wendy's every few days count as binge eating? Or does it need to be like 3 or 4 meals at once?

@Artaemis How did you enter your vortex? I understand the logic of Abraham's teachings, but I don't know how to get into receiving mode and just feel good first before I get manifesitations.

@Inga Which vipassana course did you do?

@zeroISinfinity I was joking.

@VeganAwake Navy man vs Serbian mafia who will win

@zeroISinfinity @VeganAwake Get a room

@Artaemis You are very wise. I share your concern.

@Inliytened1 I don't think you get it. What else do you want me to say?

@Artaemis They don't see it. But i'm glad you do.

@Leo Gura Okay. I'm sorry I came off aggressive but I feel like this needs to be said. I do appreciate your work, and you are the reason I even started meditating so it's not like I think you're a snake oil salesman. But there are major blind spots in your path, as others have pointed out. And it's worth engaging with them. The OP was an awesome poster. So was @keyelements, but both are gone because of this path you're down.

@Leo Gura I want embodiment of love and enlightenment. If that's not what's going on here then so be it maybe you're right. You realize there are countless seekers on this forum who think you're fully enlightened and will do as you do. You have a responsibility to those seekers too. @fridjonk Yes i'm aware. I think psychs are amazing, I use them. I'm not disagreeing with you guys BECAUSE you use drugs, it's the way you're going about it.

@fridjonk Do both what?

@Consilience Haha. I deserve it. I came in gun's blazing, and i'm not holding punches so I hope they don't either. The question is always whether you embody the insights. It's all great talking about infinite love, selflessness etc. But when the behavior doesn't align with what's being said, red flags start going off. I know i'm not enlightened yet. But I also know when people are just talking shit based on delusions and projections. When there are no character flaws in the person, or at least I don't sense them, then I will listen to your advice. Otherwise i'm calling it out.

@fridjonk I know. Where is it? Maybe in Leo's next 1000 DMT trips he can learn to just give it to me. But I won't hold my breath

@Consilience This. Thank you for speaking sense

@Serotoninluv I understand distinctions bro. If you could BE leo or the buddha. You ride shotgun with their experience. Now imagine all the seekers on the forum. Would you want any of these people to be like leo. You arent even honest in your life. You are still afraid of judgement and reputation amongst academics. You are in no position to lecture me.

@fridjonk Its not about resisting death. I want ego death. I want love, joy, bliss etc. The question is how to get there asap. I want enlightenment, embodiment and integration, not just insights. And I want it every day all day. I want baseline consciousness to be enough. None of you "geniuses" have this yet. It's so obvious

Good luck. I don't really understand a lot of people, but its crystal clear they have what I dont want. Whatever rabbit hole you're going down with the psychs you couldn't pay me enough money to follow you down it. But Leo's more woke then the buddha right? Lol

@Artaemis Yeah that's true of everyone at bottom. We all suffer from a lack of love, because if we embodied our true love we wouldn't be seeking and we'd be whole. I agree with your analysis thank you. The concern, which @Surfingthewave rightly pointed out, is Leo has a big following of unaware seekers who may follow him down the path of blasting yourself with DMT. It's so obvious there are better ways of going about finding love then what he's doing, but he lacks the self awareness to acknowledge this. Lack of confidence, lack of self-esteem etc all stem from a lack of love. But love is felt, so if Leo were wiser he'd find ways to feel love daily without the drugs. But idk how long it will take him to figure that one out.

@Nak Khid It depends how you define enlightenment. To me insights into love, god, etc don't mean much if you can't integrate them and embody them in your every day life. Leo has claimed that he can only reach those levels with DMT, but sober his baseline consciousness isn't even close to those levels. I define enlightenment as an integrated and embodied god. Not someone who can only reach god state with drugs. Well I can tell, but idk how to teach that skill to others. For me a huge red flag is when a dude claims enlightenment, but then is obviously not happy, not healthy, doesn't have healthy relationships etc.

@fridjonk No you dont. Understanding Is a bottomless pit. Reality is infinitely complex you can seek understanding for eternity. Embodiment and knowing eventually collapse into one, but Leo hasnt collapsed that duality, apparently neither have you @LfcCharlie4 is 10 times more woke than Leo and look at how he calls him out. Leo's not even smart enough to see when people ahead of him are calling out his nonsense. The guys got 0 embodiment without drugs. Literal joke. And you're acting like hes figured out the game of life.

@zeroISinfinity No hes not. If you're on the path for understandings sake then so be it but that's so foolish. I watched Leo's awakenings I had the same type of connection to source after 2 low dose lsd trips. Leo's just state chasing. I know I'm not enlightened and given me and him are basically at similar stages on the path I know this isnt right. If you're "enlightened" but you arent happy and you aren't interested in the happy part then you've lost the plot. Pursuing that path is so stupid it hurts.