Raptorsin7

@soos_mite_ah Assuming what you're saying is true. What is the solution for the black woman and black culture around issues of beauty/femininity, single motherhood/broken families, and catching up the black community with other communities of color

@fridjonk Wow that's insane. My family has a farm here but it's like 100 acres total across two farms. Did it pass through your family? How much does it cost for that much land jesus. You could start small kingdom with that much land haha

@Zigzag Idiot Wow that's a lot. Haha that's before my time man. Good luck dude appreciate the support when I was at a low

@Zigzag Idiot I was asking @fridjonk but I know you have a farm too. @Zigzag Idiot How many acres are you on Thanks but honestly I want to cut it back. I'm too radioactive

@fridjonk Wow sweet farm. How many acres do you have? Do you only raise cattle or do you grow crops too?

I wonder what % of men would satisfy what was being talked about in the discussion. There was always a small % of men I never talked to growing up, and everyone else I talked to was more or less a typical man to varying degrees. Maybe there lots of emotionally intelligent conscious men walking around. I don't hold tightly to any beliefs about dating honestly, maybe I should have said that too when giving advice. First and foremost I'd say integrate with no-thing, ala Rupert Spira. He has a great quote, Be in Love and Do Whatever You Want. This is my philosophy first and foremost. If it feels way better to be wrong about all that stuff then i'd happily drop all my conceptions. I thought it was kind of funny when a bunch of posters insinuated they wouldn't date me haha. I guess because i'm foreword looking I don't put much stock in who I am now because I know how rapidly things change when you can surrender, but I was tempted to respond. I really don't know how many men my age are as conscious as I am, plus I'm tall good looking and I have family money. I think people can sense my psychopathic psychology so i don't blame them for being put off, but if a woman was smart and looked at the trajectory of my life and how my mind will develop I believe overall i'm a total catch. But I also wouldn't want be interested in the posters either so to each their own. I think I look down on too many people here it must come across aggressively. I know some posters trigger me just how they post haha I can't imagine how I make some people feel reading my responses. But I feel confident that following their advice is a mistake. Give it to god.

@wwhy Haha sad @Roy Who is the other member

I regret all those interactions dam. I feel remorse. I have to stop posting so much nonsense and just focus on finishing. I want to move on from this and live my life.

I think this thread has run it's course. Thank you everyone for your responses @Forestluv @mods please close the thread

I gotta stop getting into arguments with people. I feel like a melon ready to burst, but then again people end up seeking for 20 years haha.

@wwhy Cool. Literally complete delusion but do whatever you want.

@wwhy Haha you must be trolling me now. Dude at least have some good faith. You may disagree with what i'm saying or resent my jabs but i am telling you what I believe and have experienced. And if you want to a question a specific belief i'd be happy to discuss it. But you don't want to engage in good faith.

@wwhy Haha you have no idea what you're talking about. I'm not bitter against success, how are you getting that out of what i'm typing. You are delusional. Go learn how to meditate.

@wwhy What response. You are calling me out on my ability to articulate. How do you expect me to engage with that? You are an unwise fool from my pov. You don't need a youtube channel for me to see that

@wwhy You are not engaging in good faith. You're playing ego games

@Preety_India That's fair, I acknowledge it's possible to balance both

If I meet a woman who is a partner at a law firm and works 90 hours a week and expects me to value that the same way woman value highly successful men I wouldn't find that attractive. It takes a masculine woman to become that kind of success. You are a joke. I listed you 5 things. You just didn't read them and instead chose to attack me.

@Eternal Unity Yeah i've heard a few people here mention that. I'm on the last stage of my life before I stop caring about what stage i'm at haha

@Consept This is a problem in the Indian community in Canada too. The men were babied and coddled, and the woman were forced to be more responsible and now you have a situation where many more woman are educated than man, and the Indian community values intelligence and education. The result is a shortage of eligble Indian men for Indian woman. Many of these woman are first-second generation immigrants who's parents weren't educated. It is clear to say that many Indian woman effectively hurt their dating/marriage prospects because of their decision to get highly educated. I know you guys like to judge/look down upon stage blue around here but it's a real thing

@Emerald Okay I completely acknowledge that attacking your spiritual ability was unnecessary and childish. I don't what exactly you are disagreeing with about my perspective. If you bring up a specific point i'd be happy to discuss it. As far as lacking experience, you don't have the relationship dynamic I want. Just I because I haven't been in a close relationship doesn't mean I don't see people around me and notice certain patterns about what's happening. I do believe that your personality/life experience makes you unique when it comes to finding a partner. We are speaking to different parts of the spiral and how they are embodied. I appreciate you staying on point with good charity through the discussion though As far as what I want in a relationship and me running into problems I'm not worried. The most important thing I'm going to look for is if she is a loving person, I can literally feel myself changing as a person because of learning real meditation and I know what it looks like in other people.

Haha I gotta work on how I interact on the forum. I went too hard. I wonder if I should set a timer for how long I rest as awareness. It seems like I start the process of surrender and then i immediately distract myself. I'm at a weird spot on the path. I think I'm right here at the gate, but I don't feel a strong urgency to enter. I'm in a trance of procrastination. Self inquiry is the way. I remember how typing out my current thought process during psych trips helped me surrender because it would hurt when I typed something wrong

I would say the same thing about you advising people on spiritual enlightenment and spirituality. And it is relevant because you're trying to invalidate my opinion by showing that i lack direct experience. You made a video advising spiritual seekers on how to progress, when you clearly had no direct experience at the time of making the video. I have enough experience with woman and desirability to give my opinion. And you shouldn't be advising people on the path or spirituality. I woudn't go so far to say they will ruin their life, as if my advice here would lead someone to ruin their life lol, but you are a dime a dozen in the spiritual scene. You can read a book on meditaiton and spiritualtiy, have some experience with psychs, and your audience can't see how you're just filling in the gaps.

He must be a gem

@Emerald What am i saying specifically that you disagree with? You are talking to me about speaking without an authority. Why do you have a series of videos on the common traps of seeking spiritual enlightenment when you aren't enlightened? You made that video in 2018, but you made a post recently about this paradigm shattering DMT experience. Isn't that misleading? Would you say you are qualified with direct experience to speak about spiritual enlightenment? Don't you think it's misleading that you have a youtube audience that you have led to believe you an authority on spiritual enlightenment?

This is a good point I agree with.